Survive-If You Can... (Re-Opening!)

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Rory shrugged, "I- I don't know. I mean, how are you suppose to feel when you're told to give up all hope?" she asked, frowning slightly. She shook her head, "I'm fine -I guess- But I'm just hoping for the best," she forced a smile, dispelling all the harsh feelings inside her once more.

[Alpha*]

Abel is silent,thinking of what he wants. Mostly of Rory, and of going home. "I'll get us off." he mumbles, to himself.

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Crystal looks at him, "Huh?"
James pauses and reaches over and puts his hand on her shoulder, "there is nothing to say we have no hope." He pulls her into a hug, "We will make it." There is a determined look in his eyes.

[Alpha*]

"Nothing... just thinking Crystal." murmmers Abel in reply to the girls inquiry.

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"Oksy then sir." Crystal says goodnaturedly.

[Alpha*]

Abel's eyes fill with sadness but he smiles, "Thank you." he murmmers again as they keep walking. Her tred so...final, resolute and his a shuffle at best. Gone are the days when he knew where he was going and Trusted his own tred.

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Crystal was very sensitive eight now. She noticed his mood change, "What's wrong honey?" She had always called guys honey

[Alpha*]

Abel flushes at her word. The nickname. "Oh nothing, just thinking is all." he tells her after stuttering through, "I uhhh, its that...maybe, nevermind."

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Crystal stops walking and stands in front of him and puts her hand on his cheek, "Tell me. Please?" She gives him a pouty voice.

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Abel, as always, flinches at the contact. But obediant to the touch stops in his tracks, not sure what to say, or how. A sigh, "You are all better off without me." is breathed. "I dont want to be on this accursed Island. I want to go home, where I know where I am walking, where there are Peaches..and peanut butter and....cheeseits. Where you can have a propper piece of bread and a shower. Where when you are sick you go to the doctor, where there are horses you can ride and sheets to change. Dishes to wash with soap and Cold rain. Where there is Snow and icecream. Where chickens have to wake you up before a holy hour and cows to be milked. Eggs to be collected. Where at three in the morning, without fail the Ewes lamb and you have to chase deer out of your peas. " his voice gets louder. "Where you have choices that arnt Life and Death, where you can feel grass and Read a Book. Listen to music - do you know how much I miss eating Beef ? I hate coconuts. The first couple days it was fun, would have been better with tents and bugspray and sunblock and marshmellows - but fun. I miss Propper clean clothing and libraries. i miss my mom dragging me to a dress shop to pick out a dress for my 'sister'..." he relaizes he is ranting and waving his arms and clamps his mouth shut - hands shoved in his pockets.