{Summer Camp} {Accepting}

[frozenmoons]

My hands found their way around him, holding him closer to me.
My mind want completely black, the only think that seemed to matter was right here. I couldn't remember anything else.
I loved it. I loved the feeling of being in his arms, unloved the feeling of his lips on mine. I loved it all. I pulled away, only a little bit, to look at his eyes, "how'd I get so lucky?" I whispered, thinking of all the bad things of done. How could I have possibly gotten him? Was he going to disappear? Qatar a punishment for my past?

[Self Destruction]

Shane Castel
My lips quirked up into a small smiled "You tell me" I said back in a quiet tone bring one of my hands to her face pushing back her hair so I could see her face more clearly "Gorgeous" I muttered staring at her features but her lips were what attracted me the most having the almost need to kiss them every moment I was around her, I have never thought that I would have met a girl like East this summer.
"Don't ever run from me" I said "Promise?" Sooner or later anyone who seemed to cared always ran and left me, I wanted to make sure it wouldn't happen again

[frozenmoons]

I bit my lip, smiling. I rolled my eyes at the comment, "you're the first to think that." I said, ambit was true. Gorgeous? No...ive spend the past years trying to make myself look decent and then I just gave up, looking the way I do now.
I caugh him staring around my face, studying it. I smiled, my hands playing with his shirt, a nervous gesture.
I listened to what he said, but didn't respond. I was thinking the same thing with him...I was hoping he wouldn't run. Instead of answering, I leaned forward again and kissed him, as if to let him know I wouldn't, as if my lips could tell him I would never leave him and that they would keep the promise.

[Self Destruction]

Shane Castel
"Only because it's true" I said with a smile knowing she probably thought she was horrible just like every other girl on Earth she probably thinks she is ugly but she's not just one look and my eyes are blinded because she is just so damn beautiful.
I got a bit nervous and worried when East didn't reply when I asked her to promise and not leave me it made me feel a bit sick to the stomach but then she kissed me once again and some how it told me everything that she would never leave and I would never leave her as long as she wanted me by her side, all I wanted was her to be happy, I knew it was getting late but I didn't care and barely anyone at camp knew us. We would be fine out here all night if we wanted to stay, no one would miss us and I'm sure the beach would be one of the first places that would be checked if they were looking for us but I didn't care. I'd go anywhere with this girl no matter how lost I got.

[frozenmoons]

I smiled against his lips, breathing in the familiar calming smell of him...
I was still playing with his shirt, cursing myself for being like that. I couldn't get enough of this... I was guilty with having so much pleasure with this. I laughed lightly, to myself. This was all weird, and new territory. I loved it though. I'm not sure that if he left, I would be able to live without it...I was still figuring out my feelings, but I'm not sure they would change.

{{REAAALLLYYY bad Writers block...edited :P}}

[Self Destruction]

Shane Castel
It felt so weird as if I was in a dream, too good to be true but I knew as a fact that it wasn't it. It would have ended by now, she would have disappeared it would have became a nightmare for me. But she wasn't gone, I could feel her lips against mine, my hands against her skin just to prove that she was still there. It didn't want to be anywhere else I just wanted to be on this beach forever with East, in fact I didn't care where we were as long as we were together I would be happy.

[frozenmoons]

I felt my hands wrap around him, pulling myself closer to him. I liked the feel of his shirts fabric, his skin...How long would this go? I was afraid it was going to disappear, that he'd disappear. I didn't want him to leave anymore.
I still remember when I first stepped out of the bus, him accidentally bumping into me...I never thought it would lead us her, at this point...I never would have imagined that I would ever be with someone like this...

[Self Destruction]

Shane Castel
What made me feel even better about this moment was that summer had just started that I still had the rest of the summer holidays to spend with East but what did worry me was what was going to happen at the end of the summer. Would this just be a little summer romance where we would pack up and never talk again or would our love continue from where ever we were.
It worried me and I partly wanted to avoid the conversation for now anyway. Something tells me it would be quite awkward.
I pulled her closer to me and wrapped my arms around her as If I was never going to let her go and to be honest I intended not to for now.

[frozenmoons]

I felt him pull me closer to him, and I smiled against his lips.
I didn't want him to let me go...ever. I placed my hand on his cheek, not paying attention to the rest of the world. If someone was out here, and watching us, I didn't care...he was here now and that's what mattered, yeah?
I pulled back slightly, so I could look at his face. Everything about him, from his hair, to his eyes, to his lips, was what I liked, what I thought I'd like when I didn't know him. I smiled slightly, looking back at his eyes, tracing the outline of his lips with my finger.

[Self Destruction]

Shane Castel
I watched her study my face while I studied hers right back, her hair, so soft. Her eyes, so beautiful and her lips, so tender. But East herself was like a magnet to me I just wanted to be so close to her, take her hands in mine and never let her go, hopefully that wouldn't be too creepy? My lips curved up into a smile as she traced my lips it shot like electricity down my spine making me almost go out of control. I lifted my head suddenly to the black like cloudless sky only to find cold raindrops hit my face soon to come flooding down on top of us "I though this was supposed to be summer" I grinned looking back down to East