✰Ｔｈｅ Ｌａｓｔ Ｗｏｒｄｓ✰

[Komaniac]

Adam walked closer to Blaise. "You have one minute, exactly." he growled at him.

[~passionislove~]

So I took a deep breath and told him everything. And when I say everything I mean everything. About how I've felt about myself since I've been born, practically my whole life story. Then I talk to him about Serena, how she changed me, how she made me feel. Then I talked about my insecurities and how she deserves so much better than me. So I lied to her about cheating because I didn't want her to like me anymore, wanted her to stay as far away from me as possible. Told him how I got kicked out today. Told him about how Dan made me feel when I overheard their conversation. After I told him everything I breathed. Feeling like a girl the whole time. That definitely wasn't one minute exactly.

[Komaniac]

Adam listened to him and sniffed at the end. "You're a sick guy. Don't you dare to lie to me. If you really felt that way for Serena, you wouldn't have broken up with her. You don't realize how big impact this will have on her! She will be crying for months! You helped her with becoming secure, that's gone too now! She feels like rubbish because you cheated, foolish because she fell in love! And because of what? Because Dan doesn't like you?! You know what Serena liked the most about you? What she learnt from you? That you think other's opinions doesn't count, as long as you're happy yourself!" he yelled angrily.

[~passionislove~]

"You sure she learned that from me? Because you are the first person I ever told the truth to. I've been lying to myself for years! Oh the world doesn't hate you Blaise, when as a matter of fact it does. I had friends because they were to high or drunk to notice who I truly was, an insecure freak that raised himself. Serena saw the good in me. She found it before I did. She liked me more than I liked myself. Again, I never cheated on her. I made it up. I felt like a jerk the entire time I was breaking up with her. Wanna know why? Because I lied to her. It was the first time I lied to her. It hurt even more because she didn't want to know who I "cheated" on her with. She didn't care. Just the fact that I "did" it upset her. I love her to much for her to get caught between me and family. Because I have no family that cares about me. She does. I can't get in between that." I shake my head. Why did I think this guy would understand?

[Komaniac]

Adam's eyes softened. "You know Serena loses her voice once she becomes sad." he simply said, turning around to walk away. He looked back at him. "And I saw you like family." he added before he went back to his car, throwing a last gaze at Blaise before he got in and comforted his sister, again.

[~passionislove~]

God. I feel like such a girl. Watch as I start crying. Oh look, here come the tears. What the heck did that mean? She loses her voice when she starts crying....great. I'm glad to know he saw me like family. Once it was to late. He'll probably tell her all I said and I'll have to break her heart again as she tries to run back.... or maybe I won't. Maybe everything will be okay again! To bad I can't afford to think like that.

[Komaniac]

Adam didn't tell Serena anything. Blaise should tell it to her himself if he decided he had made a mistake. Adam soon started his car and drove home with his sister.

[~passionislove~]

I needed a sign to know if I had made a mistake or not. I hope Adam tells Dan what I told him. Maybe Dan will apologize to me for making me feel so bad. Though highly unlikely. I walk on.

[Komaniac]

Adam went inside with Serena and he sat down on the couch, simply hugging her as she ate a pizza. Dan sat on the other side, hugging her as well. They would do this the whole night, untill Serena fell asleep.

[~passionislove~]

I walk until I can't anymore. I know I'm in front of Serena's house. But I don't do anything about it. I'm tired. I sit on the curb. I'll leave before Serena leaves for school tomorrow.