"The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster"
Name- "Lilith Elizabeth Marie Wood, but I would much rather you call me Nike."
Age- "19."
Gender- "Please do not be so stupid, stupidity is a sign of weakness, but if you are so stupid, I am female."
Pic/Description- Nike has long, wavy dark reddish pink hair that goes down just a little bit over shoulder length. Her skin is pale, no matter what she attempts to do, even if she sits out in the sun all day long. Her eyes are the darkest of all blues, and most mistake the color for gray, which slightly angers Nike. She is thin and tall standing at about 5'9'' She is unsure of her own weight, for she has been unable to brave stepping on a scale. She isn't particularly curvy either, which makes Nike happy, in a strange weird way.
History- Nike grew up in an unstable family, like super unstable. She was the first born of her extended family, and was born to her mother, Amanda, when Amanda was 16 years of age. Nike's father, Derek left Amanda and Nike when Nike was two. Of course, a few months after he left, Amanda was pregnant, and had her second child when she was 19. Her third, fourth, and fifth when she was 21. Her sixth and seventh when she was 23. Nike, being the oldest was in charge of caring for her alcoholic, and drug addicted mother, and her siblings, for her mother was un fit to care for them, little Nike did her mother's job, even now she was only 8. It was a large stress on the girl, she didn't understand why life wasn't perfect.
To cope with her troubled poor excuse for a life Nike grew up hard and cold, she didn't have many friends because of her tendency to lash out and yell at people, only in defense. By the time Nike was 14, her mother Amanda, had twelve children and over five Ex-Husbands, with Nike of course as their caretaker. Nike's family was broke, and they lived in a shabby two bedroom little place that reeked of mold. After the birth of her thirteenth sibling Nike ran away from her home, and straight to the streets. She grew up harder, learning to live the life of stealing, and surprisingly enough, at the age of 16 she found herself wrapped up in many street fights, which she always won, if they were hand to hand combat of course.
At her 18th birthday, Nike took a step back, and looked at what she had become, a dirty rotten thieve, and a street fighter, a female one at that. She knew it was wrong, very wrong, but to her there was no escape, well that is until she met Jackson. Jackson was 19, and he was her saint, her god. He came and plucked her out of the terrible predicament. She loved him, and she thought he loved her back. Nike was actually happy for once, she lived with Jackson on a very large ranch, of which his grandfather had owned. There at the ranch, Nike discovered horses, she loved them nearly as much as she loved Jackson. But, that all ended on the day of her 19th birthday, as a birthday present, Jackson told her that he didn't think they were reading, meaning he was pretty much just dumping her. Nike was distraught, and for the first time since coming to the ranch, she cried, cried as she quickly put her two horses into her small trailer, cried as she packed up her meager amount of clothing, but when Jackson said bye to her, she stopped crying, and she punched him right smack dab in the jaw, and of course his jaw broke, that is when Nike made a run for it, or drive. She got in her old red pickup truck and drove off, blasting her music louder than she had ever done so before to block out Jackson's screaming of bloody murder.
Personality- To put it in short, Nike is very easy to anger, and it takes her a few minutes to cool off or calm down. She has a heart somewhere, deep inside, but you have to find the key first, and that is impressing her, which in remotely impossible. Nike will push you to your hardest, she will not give up at all. Her thirst is to win, and if that thirst is not quenched, then all Hell may break loose. As was stated above, Nike is hard and cold, she doesn't care much for love, and certainly won't be the girl who runs around flirting with boys, instead she'll be giving them bloody noses, so watch out boys... She also has very large trust issues. Anyway, don't mess with Nike, unless you are a spider, she totally and completely hates spiders, they really really scare her for no apparent reason.
Weakness- "I don't have any weaknesses..." In reality she has her anger and her trust issues to worry about, and of course her strange fear of spiders...
Strength- "Hand-to-hand combat, and of course dealing with horses."
Crush- "I do not love."
Other- "Not that I am directly aware of."
Horses- "I've got Phantom Image, although I am interested in Spirit, and possibly Couldn't.
Phantom Image
Show Name- Phantom Image
Nickname- Phantom
Gender- Stallion
Personality- Phantom, is a mysterious horse, meaning he isn't quite understood by most. The only person who seems able to unlock his changing personality in Nike, and Nike is the only one he loves. Phantom never really liked anyone, he would either run away from them, refuse to eat when they were around, or kick them. The prefect example of a horse and its rider being alike is Nike and Phantom, they have a very strange bond with each other, and unbreakable bond of true trust. Phantom doesn't really like it when someone other than Nike is around him, at all, he is prone to lash out and run away. As stated above he has changing emotions, sometimes he might actually be kind and loving, the next moment he'll be trying to kill you.
History- Every horse has a history, whether it is sad or happy, miserable or wonderful, Phantom's history was sad and miserable.
Phantom, a horse who was born wild, who had the feeling of being free, was caught. At the young age of two, the spirit filled little foal was caught. Phantom was then sent off to England, where he was trained to pull a cart, full of people who were excited to see the sites of Eland, and who had decided to do it the old fashioned way. The young horse who had felt the wind across his face as he ran across the land, totally and completely free, was not going to have any of this cart pulling cr*p.(Not a bad word to me, but to some people it is :3) After nearly a year of pulling the dreaded cart, Phantom went haywire. He bucked an he lashed out, trying to knock the people off the cart, and release himself from the tack. And he was able to get someone of the cart, a young girl in fact, who fell on her head, who also died. But of course Phantom was unaware, and in the craziness he was able t get the tack off, and off he ran. Another year of being free had gone by, when Phantom was caught again, this time by a much harsher owner. Phantom was forced to pull the train. The young horse hated it, for he was also whipped if he stopped going, whipped to the point of which that when he was returned to his small stall that his whole back was a bloody shredded mess. All the spirit was gone from his body, and he just let himself be whipped and tortured, and kicked with spurs. It continued in the same for two years, until finally the man was arrested and Phantom was then healed, but not tamed. The horse was then sent to Jackson's grandfather 's farm to be rehabilitated, and that is where he found Nike. It has all been peaches and wonderfulness for Phantom since he found his beloved rider.
Other- A warning to all boys, beware of Phantom, and do not get to near Nike or anger her, he will find you and he will try to kill you.
I would have to claim that I am a pastafarian. I practice the religion of the flying spaghetti monster.
this is an ugly wip.
I used to be jellyfish.