by Ohkami » Sun May 05, 2013 12:53 pm
Ren James Curtis -
I had fallen asleep easily again when Aaron came back and wrapped himself around them, followed by the kiss. I felt so safe when he was near me. I felt a shiver run over me, as I woke up and reached for Aaron. When he wasn't there, I sat up and looked around, suddenly wide awake. Wasn't be just here? I could feel it getting harder to breath suddenly. I looked around while trying to see what time it was. Was I really have a small panic attack because Aaron wasn't here? Had the last few weeks really caught up with me like this? I thought I had noticed the sun through the window, but I could have been wrong. I got up, and tried get to the bathroom, but just ended up leaning on the bed. If Aaron was here, I really hoped he didn't walk in and see me like this. Between the cameras, telling my parents about me and Aaron, the shooting, and thinking I had lost Aaron, the stress was finally hitting me, now that everything had started to come together. I just wanted to calm down and get trough today without anything going wrong. Though, I did not see that one coming.