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There are going to be days when life knocks you down, where you will feel like there is nothing left to live for anymore. But there will always, always be someone or something to come around and show you that you are loved, wanted, and cared for. That person will pick you up out of the dirt and brush you off, hold you close, and make you feel like the most special person in the whole world. It's for a love like that, that you continue on, that you face each new day boldly no matter what it seems to hold. Despite the pain, despite the suffering, despite everything you've been through so far, it will all be worth it in the end.
Just wait and see.....

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|Obey CS's rules.I find this rule to be obvious so I am not going to go into any detail with it seeing as how I am trusting that you know those rules. But as for the basics: no god-modding, excessive cussing, do not go too far with romance; know when to fade to black or timeskip|

|Forms. Alright, as you will notice there is no form, that means I want you to use your own. Now I would like them to be very informative. I mean, they don't have to be really long or anything, but like with the Personality I don't want to see any 'RP it out' okay? I would like to see at least four or five good sentences in that category, okay? Thanks.|

|Characters. Okay, so this is quite alot to this rule. First off, I do not want any anime pictures, only human or realisitic - however you want to say it - pictures. Also, you do not have to make both a boy and a girl, but if we are having trouble starting because there is no boys, please be willing to make one. I am. Now for the age range, I would prefer it if the characters were either seventeen or eighteen. I do not want any gay, lesbian, or bi characters. No, it is not because I have something against them, it's just that it would make this roleplay go more smoothly if all the characters were heterosexual- straight. Also, please remember that the teenagers here are supposed to be rather troubled..So basically this is a green light for making their pasts be as twisted - as long as you obey the CS rules while doing so - as you want. So, this is also an okay for having emo characters if you want as well. As for reservations, I will only hold those for 4 hours before sending you a PM informing you that I am removing your reservation for someone else. Also, I want you to send me the request for a reservation via PM.|

|Literacy. Okay, for each character I am asking for three lines or more, and that goes for each characters, okay? I want everyone to be able to have something to work with so I don't want just an overall total of three lines per post, but as in three lines for every character. I will not except WB everytime either, just for the record. And as for spelling and grammar, it doesn't have to be perfect as I do make my own mistakes sometimes, but please, at least try. As for the use of chat speak, I don't want any of that unless it is in OOC. I don't want chatspeak in the actual character post. For the use of cuss words, please * out the vowels.|

|OOC. When talking OOC - out of character- please use some sort of [({brackets})] so we know you are indeed talking OOC.|

|Activeness. Okay, this is a big rule with me. First, do not join this roleplay if you are going to not post and just completely ignore it. If you are going to join this roleplay, you must be committed to it so we can keep it going. If you are not able to be on and post on this roleplay at least once a day in order to keep it going, then maybe this roleplay isn't for you. :3 If you are going to be gone, then please let us know so we are not standing around waiting and wondering. Also, if you are absent for three days without telling us that you would be gone, then I will send you a PM and if you don't respond to that within four days, then I will be taking you from the roleplay. And if you come back and have a good reason for this, then I will let you back into the roleplay, but I will only allow this two times before it is invalid.|

{I will make more rules if they are needed.}

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The Romantic Ones
These two are the overly romantic ones, finding it hard to be anything less. They are always presenting each other with the normal, sappy gifts like chocolates and flowers. The two are like your normal chick-flick teenage perfect couple, never getting into fights and where one goes, the other is sure to follow.
male: open
female: open

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From Friends to Lovers
The two grew up together, from babies to teenagers. It was nothing more than a friendship - despite that family members would tease and joke that one day the two would get together - but then, one day, that friendship bloomed into something completely different. Love..Maybe the families weren't so crazy to think that afterall.
male: Finne - played by: rage.
female: Andley - played by: reckless.

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The Broken
Both of them have been hurt greatily in their lives and need each other to even continue living. They really are the only reason that their significant other is even alive anymore. This love is stitched together with the thread of pain, and they struggle to keep themselves strong for the other.
male: Aero - played by: rage.
female: Acacia - played by: ruyah.

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The Jokesters
These two are the funny ones, always pulling jokes and loving to do pranks on other people together, and sometimes they even turn their fun, and their pranks, on each other. Of course, they really don't mind and love to do anything that results in a laugh, which they almost always end up doing.
male: Carson - played by: ｋｏｒｙｆｉ
female: Callie - played by: your biggest dream.

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name}} Acacia Selene Blackwood
My name's Acacia Selene Blackwood. I know, those are some pretty odd names I've got going on there, aren't they? So, because of that, I feel like I should probably explain to you why it is I was named those names.
For starters, my first name is after a type of thorn-tree that my mother was absolutely obsessed with when she was studying the world of trees. You see, my mother owns this huge greenhouse company and so she tries to study all different types of plants, including trees. So when she was pregnant with me she had just started studying the Acacia tree and well, she sorta fell in love with the name, so when she found out she was having a baby girl, that's what she was set on naming me.
As for my middle name, I was named after my great-grandmother who I have never met before in my life as she died before I was born. Now apparently she was this really cool woman who was way before her time. So I think it's pretty cool to be named after her, though I would like to know some more about her.
I'm not even explaining to you how it was I got my last name...I would hope it was clear enough as to how that happened..
nicknames}} Wolfy, Thorn
I do have a couple nicknames in my possession. One of them is Wolfy, and I got that nicknames because of my fascination with wolves that started at an early age. See, I sued to run around on all fours when I was little and howl and bark all the time. (not the most dignified thing..) But my father used to laugh and apparently found it very amusing so he joked around and would call me 'Wolfy' and the name just sort of stuck.
As for the nickname 'Thorn' I have that one - though it is rarely ever used - because of my first name which I told you Acacia is a type of thorn tree. This nickname, however, is hardly ever used and that is by my mother when she is upset or something besides happy..Which is actually very rare for my mom..Especially now that's she's dead..
gender}} Female
Okay, I'm not the biggest of girls in certain areas of my body, but I am sure as heck not a guy. I am totally 100% female and that will never change. Ever. I completely enjoy being a female and I still don't understand how anyone might mistake me for anything but a girl.
age}} Eighteen
So I'm currently eighteenn years old. I guess there isn't really anything else to say. I mean, it's not like it's anything too big or important. Just eighteen. I mean, most people make a big deal out of being eighteen, but personally I just don't see the point in it at all.
origin}} London, England
I wasn't born and raised here in the United States. In fact, I was born in London, England which is also where my parents were born and raised. We moved here to America three years ago when I was fourteen because of a job offer given to my father which he readily accepted. So, he moved me and my mother out here. But, as nice as America is, I would readily go back to London the first chance I get.



height}} '5"5
I stand at exactly five foot and five inches - '5"5. I don't even know why I like this so much, probably because it's the same two numbers or whatever; I don't know. Anyway, so as you can see I am obviously not a super tall person, but I don't think I'm all that short either. Sometimes my father does like to joke with me that I am like one of those small dogs you see every now and then that actually think they are way bigger than what they really are. Hey, I may be little, but I am fierce so don't just think because I'm small that I can't beat you up easily if I wanted to.
weight}} 95lbs
Okay, so I know this is rather light for someone of my height, but I can't help it. I have always been very small, even when I was born, making the doctors worry some. Also, I was sick really bad last years which only made me lose more weight that I jsut have not been able to gain back yet. I'm trying; eating as much as I can without stuffing myself so much that I feel like I'm about to die.
hair}} red - black
Okay, so naturally my hair is raven black in color, though I dye it a shade of red. I wear it in the 'emo' or 'scene' fashion, you know what it looks like. Anyway, my hair is pretty long, reaching down to past my shoulder blades and when it's not dyed and straightened, it falls in loose waves. I am pretty OCD about my hair, keeping it clean and washed you know.
eyes}} Gray
My eyes are a stormy gray color with blue specks in them that center mostly around the irises. Most people say that the eyes are the windows to the soul, but for me that is entirely un-true. Over the years I have come to realize that the easiest way to not get hurt, is to not feel anything. So, most of the time my eyes hold this hollow expression.
skin}} pale
My skin is actually very pale, but it isn't sickly looking like you might expect. I think the pale skin might have something to do with coming from England..I think someone told me once that we were supposed to have pale skin..But maybe that was people from Ireland she was talking about. Then again it could be both. You never can tell what my cousin is talking about as she normally skips from one subject to the next - like I'm doing right now. Anyway, yes, my skin is very pale and sometimes under the sun it can look like I'm a bit sick or whatever but under the silver light of the moon it is absolutely illuminating as I would like to say.
piercings}} Nine
Alright, so I have nine piercings. Now calm down before you suffocate. Eight of those peircings are small, silver hoops that run along the cartilage of both ears; four on each ear. Now for the other peircing, it's a small, black hoop on the left side of my lower lip. See? It's not all that bad.
tattoos}} A raven
Okay, I do have one tattoo. It's the silhouette of a raven that is on my wrist. It isn't too big as it's placed on my wrist, but I really like it especially since it's a drawing of mine that I did when I was younger, and to be honest, I am quite surprised it turned out so well.
scars}} Alot
I do have quite a few scars, especially on my wrists where I used to cut myself during a trivial period of time in my life. The raven on my left wrist covers up most of the scars there, but my other wrist is still left open and there are some more scars running up my leg, but those are all from a car wreck I was once in with my mother.

personality}} Hollow/Fiery/Sarcastic/Cold
Okay, I knew we were going to come to his sooner or later and though I have been putting on a show for you thus far, it's time to drop the act and reveal to you my true self. I am sometimes what you could call a sadist. As for those of you who do not know, a sadist is a person who likes to see and cause pain for others, a person who is normally a compeletely insane person, which I normally am. I can also be very short-tempered, and by that I mean I normally am like that though I have become quite good at hiding my feelings. But yes, when you make me mad, it's like lighting a fuse on a stick of dynamite, you just wait for the explosion to happen and when it does, things are destroyed. It's just something I am going to have to learn to live with and control I suppose. Now, I am also very good at 'playing the game'. This means that I can make you think I am a completely different person whilst I wait for the right moment to snap the trap down on you. So I guess that means that I am a very manipulative person and also am a very convincing lier. No, I am not proud of what I can do, but it sometimes a gift and other times a curse. Take what you can, I suppose. I cannot help it if I can spin a tale better than a spider weaves its web. Now, I know that at the moment you are probably thinking that I am a very emotional person, but you are wrong. I actually am quite hollow, as in, if I am feeling anything then I do not show it to you. I can seem like a zombie at times I suppose, not showing any form of emotion or expression. Also, I am not the type of girl who faints over seeing spiders or death or anything like that. Nor am I someone who is known to cry very often even at pain. In fact, I haven't cried in over three years and I am not joking or lying here. I just don't cry easily.
Okay, now that I have told you about how I am now, I feel I should tell you of how I used to be before things in my life changed for the seemingly worse. So although I seem like some total jerk or zombie, I actually used to be quite the fun-loving person if you can believe it. Before hand I was once the life of the party as they say. I was kind, funny, and sometimes just plain silly. I was, and still am, a very loyal person and I used to always know just how to make someone smile or laugh and knew the right words to say at the right time. So see, I was a completely normal teenager at one point in my life. Now, though it seems impossible for me to have been like this, sometimes the old Acacia comes out for a visit, though it will only ever be with the right person who knows how to lure her out. You see, old me was just as crafty and sneaky as this new Acacia talking to you. So it does take some effort and not to mention patience. But the old me is still in there, she just needs to be shown the light again for her to come back out to stay.
history}} Troubled
So my history was pretty normal all through my childhood. I mean, I wasn't pampered or spoiled or anything. We weren't rich, but we were quite comfortable and money was never really a problem with us. My dad had a pretty good job and it paid well enough for us to live in a really nice little home on the outside area of London that wasn't so crowded with the busy streets and all that. Anyway, so yeah, life was pretty sweet, living with my mom, father, younger sister, and then I had lots of friends and a sunny outlook on life. Then, when my father got a job offer when I was fourteen, he took it and moved me and my mother out here to the United States of America, or, Boston, Massachusetts to be exact. Life was slightly hetic for a little while as we tried to get used to all the different things that are in America - I think learning to drive on the other side of the road was the most trivial thing I had to learn differently - but it soon simmered down into another state of comfort.
That all changed a couple years ago when my sister, Joey, had started getting bullied at school for not being the skinniest little thing. Lots of times she would come home crying because of the excessive bullying, causing us all great distress. So my father went to her school to try and put a stop to it, then, thinking that it had stopped according to Joey, we all went back to our state of peace. Then, one day, we came home after going shopping to find my little sister on her bed. Dead. Apparently the bullying had not stopped, but Joey had stopped telling us about it, suffering through it alone. The pain had gotten to much for her to bare, and so she took her own life. I still regret not being able see past that fake smile that my sister wore each day to make me feel better. Now I am the one wearing the fake smile. And to top it all off, a year later my mother developed brain cancer. All of our money was spent on trying to save her, and we watched as each attempt failed to work. It got to where she sometimes didn't even remember where she was because of the cancer infilitrating her brain. The doctors were not sure why, but apparently my mother wasn't even trying to fight it. She was just letting the cancer spread and even when the doctors removed some of it, more just came back, growing quickly to the point where there was no hope. My mother soon died, leaving me and my fathe devasted and confused. What hurt most was how she didn't even seem to try to live and push on, to get better. It's like she had nothing left to live for though she had me and dad. It's like, we weren't worth living for or something..

hobbies}} A few...
In my free time I like to draw. I am pretty good at doing just about any form of drawing. What I mean is I can draw realistic images, or cartoon-like, or anime style of art. I also listen to music..alot. I play guitar quite alot as well. It's a six-string electric guitar that's black with a white pickboard. I got it for my fifteenth birthday and basically threw myself into learning it.
Some other things I like to do is just go on walks. Especially in the rain. I know it may sound weird or whatever, but I just find alot of comfort in doing this. Going on walks helps me think and then the rain seems to just drown out the rest of the world. I find myself at most peace when I'm in the woods for the rainy day walk because then the risk of running into someone of the human race is lowered even more.
like}} who doesn't?
Hmm. Well, I like art, music - Black Veil Brides, Icon For Hire, Skillet, Three Days Grace, Breaking Benjamin, Asking Alexandria - skateboarding, the forest, night time, rain, thunder, stargazing, watching horror movies, energy drinks - Monster is my favorite - Moutain Dew, chips, and late nights.
dislikes}}oh yeah..
Music like Justin Bieber, Nicki Minaj, Pitbull, Jennifer Lopeze, you get the idea. Anyway, I also don't like authority, most people, sunshine, waking up, cats, school, bullies, snobs, cheerleaders, jocks...yeah, the list goes on and on.



parents}} mother-deceased/father
My father, his name is Mark Blackwood. He works as a business man is often away alot traveling the United States, leaving me here alone in the house to take care of myself.
My mother, whose name was Sarah Blackwood, died not too long ago of brain cancer. I explained this in the 'history' section..
siblings}} only-child..now
I did use to have a little sister whose name was Josephine. She killed herself a few years ago..
sexual orientation}} straight
I am 100% straight - or heterosexual if you want to be specific and exact with your terms. I'm sorry ladies, but I have never felt anything but the mutual feeling of friendship towards another girl. Now, guys, I have had crushes on, though not lately since I've been busy with coping.
crush }} ...why would I tell you?
Andy
boyfriend}} nuh-uh
other}} no
I think that's it..

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.bump.

[sighcotic]

{May I reserve the Friends to Lovers girl?
And ergh, I feel like I'm in like all your RPs. >_< But they're all so good!}

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~Can I reserve the Prankster boy, please? :3

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{||why of course ^_^ And thank you reackless. xD||}