.the freak shows. {open - accepting}

[Zoella]

Addison whirled around to face Tod, she was furious with him but it quickly dissipated as she saw the worried look on his face. "Why did you defend me in there? I was trying to protect you," she quietly demanded and looked down, not being able to stand the worried look on his face. Adi bit her lip, "I don't want you to get in trouble because of me..." she felt terribly guilty, especially since people had already been bugging him about her.

[Unashamed]

((Okay, I'm really crying, now.))

Tod
My face falls, as I realize that she really is angry with me. "I'm sorry, I thought I was doing you a favour by standing up for you," I say, and turn to leave. I walk away from Addison, and to the exit of the school, needing some time to myself right now. I clench my jaw shut, to keep the tears from shedding. I'm way too old to by crying, because of some girl, I say silently, and I think back to the last time I'd really cried. It was about two years ago, when my younger twin sister died, and I'd been completely crushed.

[Zoella]

((Aww poor Tod!!! :'())

Addison felt her heart drop as Tod walked away. She hadn't meant to be so harsh on him but she was upset that he hadn't let her save him from getting in trouble. Her jaw trembled and she felt her eyes grow watery. "Why do I have to ruin everything?!?" Adi sank down, her back against the lockers and buried her face in her arms. She started to cry, the sobs shaking her body. Addison had never felt so low, she couldn't stop thinking about how stupid she'd been. She was wrong to think that Tod would ever like her, she wouldn't deserve him I'm a million years. Adi continued to let the tears fall down her face, not caring she was in the middle of the hallway.

[Unashamed]

((I have the same thoughts for Addison.))

Tod
I burst out the doors of the school, and the tears begin to spill. I run away from the building, not really caring where I go, but I just know that I have to get out of here. Why have I been so stupid, to think she'd ever like me? And now, I've ruined any chances I might have actually had. All because of my big mouth.

Briar
I walk out of my last class, glad that school is now over. I look down the hall, and see a girl crying. I bite my lower lip, wondering if I should go see what's wrong. I sigh, deciding to do the right thing, and try to help. I walk over quietly, and sit down next to her, ignoring all the strange looks I get from passing students.

[Zoella]

((Aww this is making me so sad I'm gonna cry and I hardly ever cry for rps))

Addison heard the school bell go off and she quickly stood up not wanting to get trampled, but mostly because she didn't want anyone to see her cry. Having people pick on you teaches you not to reveal your weeknesses. Adi speedily walked out the wide double doors, head hung low to cover the tears that wouldn't stop falling down her face. She didn't know where she was headed, she just wandered, not bothering to look to see where her steps led her, she had more important things on her troubled mind. Addison's mind flickered to Tod, she wondered where he was and if he was okay. The thoughts only made her cry harder.

[Unashamed]

((Yeah, same here. I'm probably going to cry all night long, only it'll be because of this, and not other things....))

Tod
Why is it that every girl in my life is taken away from me? I ask myself. First, mom dies, then Angela commits suicide, and now I've made Adi practically hate me. Why do I ever let my feelings out for anyone? I stop running, from lack of breath, and slide to the ground beneath a tree. I've always been told that a man doesn't cry, but I just can't stop myself. I've lost everyone I've ever loved, so I have a right to cry if I don't say so myself.

Briar
I sigh as the girl leaves, and I stand up. I stuff my hands in my leather jacket's pockets, after swinging my backpack over my shoulder. I walk out the door of the school, and start to head back to the home I'm staying at. I drag my feet, not really looking forward to getting there, as everyone in this town seems to think I'm a nothing. At the house, I'm yelled at for anything and everything; at school, I'm ignored by everyone, except when I'm in trouble.

[Zoella]

((Aww don't you make me cry even more :c))

Addison finally stopped her wandering when she saw her steps had led her to the park. She glanced around her before sinking onto one of the vacant benches by the fountain, feeling exahsted. She was emotionally drained and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop crying. Adi could feel the hiccups coming on from her continuous tears. She looked around, her vision blurry, wishing Tod could just magically appear, but she'd lost him. Addison had destroyed their relationship, she'd lost one of the only friends she had, had in three years. All because of her temperament.

[Unashamed]

((Should Tod come by the park, too??))

[Zoella]

((Sure! c: ))

[Unashamed]

((Okie-dokie.))

Tod
I stand up, my crying having slowed down a little. I walk away from the tree, my head held low, and my blurry blue eyes glued to the ground. I stumble upon a park, and sit down on a bench, trying not to start sobbing again. I hear someone else crying, and look up, only to see Addison sitting on a nearby park bench, crying uncontrollably.