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マシュー·コールマン友
人はゾーニング
男性
学校で

"Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? Try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man?
My daddy lived the lie, that's just the price that he paid
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away.
Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street,
Looking for forgiveness,
what's left to believe?
When The world keeps trying, to drag me down,
I gotta raise my hands, I'm gonna stand my ground.
Well I say, Have A Nice Day."

Matt's eyes had been watching the tiled floor passing under him. He looked up to see his best friend -- probably his only friend -- coming towards him, a warm smile spread across her face. He couldn't help the smirk that played on his lips. As much as it hurt to see her everyday -- so happy even while she was breaking his heart -- he loved it. His smile wavered for only a second as she greeted him. It never really seemed fair to him that he had to suck up all of his feelings towards her as she talked about other guys. But, he had to remind himself: fair is something the world made up that doesn't exist.

As she inquired about his life in the past few hours they hadn't been together, he forced himself to smile and to hide his true feelings for the moment. "As far as I can see," he said. "The sky is bright, the sun is shining, and Mr. Harrison is preparing my torture chamer for when I turn in this sorry excuse for an essay on World War Two. I don't think he's going to give me any windows. Not even for my wonderful illistrations of ponies and ninjas bouncing around the page. Why? What's up with you?"

[Speak]

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The Set Up

Age; Seventeen
Wearing; ✒
Where; School

Lianna took her hands back, wrapping them around her arms. She was glad that he was at least a little bit more...relaxed. Watching as Ace got into yet another argument -hadn't he already learned his lesson?- Lianna sighed, well this time she wouldn't be the monkey on the gorilla's back...was that even a saying? She wasn't sure, it sounded like one but, honestly, it was just too stupid to be one. Turning her attention to the more external things Lianna frowned slightly in confusion when he smiled...a little too mischievous. When he pulled out the tickets Lianna stood frozen, her mouth hanging open her confusion slowly turned into joy. Giving an excited shriek Lianna wrapped her arms around his neck in a hug. She didn't even care that they weren't real boyfriend-girlfriend. He was taking her to see Green Day! Letting go Lianna stepped back feeling her cheeks flame slightly "Sorry...but thanks, that's amazing!” she’d always loved Green Day…and P!NK…and linkin park…and Hedley… and a few others that seemed to, inspire her. But there was one song she knew that was incredibly short and amazingly moving it was the Ballad of Serenity, a short two verse song.

[Helmuth]

{{ *puts on best Elvis voice* This post goes out to... Paparoach && Lexie! I'd just like to thank Black Veil Brides, because listening to In the End helped this post form. Thank you; I will now die. }}

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Toto wasn’t your ordinary boy. Surely, dear reader, you would probably have already gathered that information from reading of his early morning going-to-the-principal discipline. But, you had to remember; this was the boy who would never leave a place until he was completely done with perfectly creating chaos, disorder, and panic. And that is what he planned to do.

He flashed Cheyanne his cockiest grin. “Ah, come on, not even a black eye?” He joked, slinging a friendly arm around her shoulder—this act wasn’t in a protective or even harassing way. It was just what he normally did. He was comfortable enough around Cheyanne to probably tell her everything going on his personal life. But he hadn’t, had he? She knew his family was out of whack, to do his mom and his six other siblings gone in Italy. And he and his dad, still here. But he knew she didn’t know the whole story. The thought of telling her gave him an almost queasy feeling deep in the pit of his stomach. She would know he was just your average kid suffering from a past trauma.

They strolled casually down the hallway, Toto making jokes the whole away about their biology teacher, Mr. Bumpelswig, who oddly looked like he was pregnant. Toto made a guess that it w as a beer belly. It was then when they found the exit where Toto let go of her and they both tumbled outside, away from the crazy crowd within. “So… what’s his name, anyway?” He felt something strain in his voice right there, but he quickly covered it up by turning away and coughing into his fist. He quietly apologized and when he looked back up, it was then when he saw the other boy.

Josh’s eyes stared blankly at the other boy... and yet, he was able to put on an almost convincible smirk like he was happy to meet him for the very first time. But this wasn’t his first encounter. Many years ago, before Toto had even met Cheyanne... he had once had a friend. A dark haired, blue eyed boy. They had been friends because they’re fathers were friends. But one sunset, while the grownups were inside and Toto and Shadow were outside, playing tag, Toto’s father was suddenly shouting from the porch, pointing angrily at his friend’s father. The very next morning, while meeting each other on the playground, they insulted each other for their own father hates the other’s, and so, they got into a fight. A black eye there, a kick in the crotch there; and soon they were doing horrible, twisted stuff to each other. Sneaking into each other’s houses; triggering water buckets above doors; a pile of worms under a pillow; heck, you name it.

“Well, long time, no see, Mr. Sixx,” he called, skipping merrily across the small distance between them. He smiled, stopped, and leaned in through the window. He got a whiff of the smoke and jerked back, coughing. “Well! The holy calf in gold! That, my dear, is dangerous. Harmful for the lungs, deadly to the body, and addicting to the soul.” He winked, before looking over his shoulder at Cheyanne. “This is your guy? This is Shadow.” He shook his head, amazed by the sight of his long-lost friend/enemy. He then turned his voice quiet enough for Cheyanne to not over hear as she made her away over to them. His eyes went dark for just an instant. “If you even so much as think about hitting her, I’ll come to your house… and I will kill you. I swear. She’s been with enough guys whose only intention was to either harm her or to use her.” He leaned back, serious. “I warn you, don’t do either.” Then, he put on a fake happy face again when she came over. “Ah, joy. Nice guy you have here.”

[PapaRoachFan]

|•| Cheyanne |•| Blaze |•| Parker |•|
|| Nineteen || Cheaters || With: Josh & Shadow ||

Cheyanne raised an eyebrow at Josh. "No, not even a black eye," she said, wrapping an arm around his waist as he slung his arm around her shoulder. This was just a friendly move, her eyes flicking up to Josh. He and her had been friends for almost ever and were close, close enough that she would be able to tell him anything that was bothering her or if something was happening at home. Her mom and dad weren't always around since it was just her with them so the two always made evening plans so they would have an excuse to be out of the house when Cheyanne was home. It was gonna be in due time since she was still figuring things out at the moment.

"I can't believe he's that big," she said lowly, finding the biology teacher's size to be rather funny. Then the two were outside, a smile on her lips. "Shadow," she said quietly, looking up to Josh once he moved away from her. "You okay?" she asked, her eyes a clear bright blue though her blind right eye was a bit more clouded.

Then Josh was skipping towards Shadow's car. She saw how he was talking to Shadow and it seemed friendly so she took her time to walk the short distance. "Yeah, you know him?" she asked, sort of calling over to the two guys. After a few minutes, she finally made it to the car. "I think so," she said with a smile, looking between her best friend and her boyfriend. "I thought Josh could hang out with us for a while," she said quietly, looking to Shadow with her big blue eyes. "Is that alright?" she asked, leaning forward into the smoky vehicle. Cheyanne didn't exactly smoke but snuck a cigarette in here and there but it wasn't all the time so she thought nothing of it.

|| Sorry if my post sucks. ||

[Helmuth]

{{ I think we should wait for Lexie. }}

[kopus]

{{ I hate it when I get wb. :( I'll try and hurry up a post at least by tomorrow if possible. Sorry for the long wait. Anybody know where Lyric went? 0.0 }}

[xstarbabe]

~{ in the end.! :3 love that song. Anyway, I realized shadow is a year younger than Cheyanne..

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male |☠|eighteen|☠|cheaters|☠|my outfit.

Pick up the phone.
Answer your text.
Well I apologize about last night,
I really did not mean to disrespect...You.
You better be alone.
No, I'm not obsessed.
But if I catch you with somebody else,
You know that I am gonna be upset...

I was beginning to get bored with this. Losing my patience ever so slowly. I messed with the stereo,searching for a different song. Changing from Guns N' Roses, to Kiss then to Suicide Silence and Black Veil Brides. I wasn't in the mood for most of what was playing so I just left it on one by Motley Crue and sat back, sinking down further in the seat. My mind drifted off to other things letting myself forget that trash she was with. Cigarette pressed to my lips, I closed my eyes. Following the words in my head, barely. I wasn't paying much attention.

I cringed, eyes snapping open. My body froze, not in fright just in disbelief. I recognize the voice. Sadly, all to well. But it couldn't be who I think. Right? I mean I left home a long time ago, how is it possible he's here to. I looked in the direction of where I heard the voice. Noise, in my case. Narrowing my eyes just slightly, I studied the dude. Wait. That's Cheyanne's friend? But he sounded like..My mouth opened in a mute gasp. I nearly sucked in the damn cigarette. I could've choked, gladly I didn't give him the pleasure of watching that happen. Stupid little sh- "Toto..?" I watched him come closer, glaring a little bit. I growled lowly, at the confirmation that it is him.

I sat up, breathing out, mouth closed. Letting the smoke escape my nose instead."Since when do you care baby boy?" I asked, lips forming a half grin. A little sarcastic. "Means a lot." I looked past him, at Cheyanne."I see your friends with my girlfriend." I muttered, flipping my bangs from my eyes. I noticed earlier that it looked like he did like her. That sparked something. It got to me. I grabbed another cigarette after my other one burned out then leaned down a little bit to light it.

Hurt her? I know I'm crazy, but I'd never. I let out a soft breath. "Sounds a little stalkerish don't you think?" I looked up at him, then snickered. My grin returned."Kill me? Scary. I love a little thrill." I smirked, more like daring him. "Shouldn't you be in Kansas or some flip like that. Do me a favor and stand in front of the car,yeah?" I looked out to see Cheyanne close now.

I rolled my eyes halfway. Nice guy? I almost laughed. It was supposed to be just me and her, no dog included. I scrunched my nose up. "Yeah, sure."

[Helmuth]

{{ Yay! Somebody else who's obsessed with the song! *dances* }}

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Toto didn't exactly want to be there, at the time. And yet, some sick, twisted part of him really wanted to reach through that car window, grab his old friend by the neck, and slam his stupid little eye-liner-smeared face on that horn. Make it blare, make him scream. Though in this post, it may sound sadistic, it sounded like a brilliant idea, even genius, to Toto. The guy needed it. "Cute boyfriend," He called over his shoulder to Cheyanne. Though this was only to panic Shadow, it gave him an backup. "He kind of reminds me of Andy Sixx... But I think he's gay, too." He nodded, paused, and then shrugged; it didn't matter to him.

Leaning casually against the car, Toto smiled sarcastically into Shadow's eyes. "So... what have you been doing with your life? Catching fireflies or doing drugs?" Sure, it sounded odd... but Toto was odd. He turned to Cheyanne, and while doing so, kept his back to Shadow. It was one more sneaky move to flip him off-- and Cheyanne wouldn't ever know about it. "So, we're supposed to hang out all together? Sounds great. Where are we going?" He glanced back at Shadow, hoping the growl was his bones snapping, but sadly it wasn't. He sighed. "And we're to take you along, too... great. One big, happy-" you little worthless baby, cry and pee your pants, you go ahead and eat that cigarette you stupid mother-- ", family. What a great adventure we're all gonna have."

[PapaRoachFan]

|•| Cheyanne |•| Blaze |•| Parker |•|
|| Nineteen || Cheaters || With: Josh & Shadow ||

Cheyanne watched the two boys. "I'm guessing you two know each other?" she asked, looking between the two. "You two okay?" she asked, feeling the tension between the two. Shadow's smile seemed off but she didn't say anything about it, raising an eyebrow. "You don't seem like it's okay," she murmured to Shadow, her eyes clear and able to see the annoyance in his eyes.

"Thanks," she said, looking at Josh. "Hey," she slightly snapped. "He isn't gay 'cause I'm pretty sure if he was, he and I wouldn't be in a relationship," she said, lightly punching Josh in the arm. "Josh, you said you'd be nice," she told him in a solid tone. "We're all gonna play nice," she said softly, hoping to ease some of the tension between the two guys. "Not sure where to hang out but maybe I could learn how you two know each other," she suggested, reaching into the car and grabbed a cigarette for herself. It had been a while since she had a smoke and she never did well under stress or tensions as high as they might be. She lit the cigarette and took a drag, letting the smoke escape through her lips.

[kopus]

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