lonely || open || accepting 1 female

[breeze']

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[aberdeen]

Full name is William Ryan River. You can call me Will.
I am sixteen years old. People tell me I look older but I don't know.
If you couldn't tell I'm a guy. If you don't trust me feel free to check.
They think that I have a problem with drugs. It's not a problem, just a hobby.
I am single. Wanna hook up? By the way I'm straight sorry dudes.


Likes/Dislikes
I like art, tattoos, drawing, rainy days, fall, drugs, parties, goldfish, adventure, risk, traveling, music, punk rock, playing guitar, spiders, cats, rats, climbing trees, the city at night, walking, causing trouble, reading (on my own terms), vegetables, uniqueness

I hate or if you rather dislike, school, my parents, authority figures, meat, dogs, humid days, being sober, neon colours, sports, judgemental people, people that dont' no when to shut up, silence, hospitals, sitting still, whining, close mindedness

Personality: William is actually a quite interesting person; whether it's because he is actually a charming unique person or that he is usually strung out somthing is yet to be determined. Naturally Will is a pessimist persons with a rather dark mind he does like to be that way but he can't help but look for flaws in everyone and everything. With that comes a fairly sadistic sense of humour; if you hurt yourself ge's going laugh at you before asking if your okay. This darker side of Will often comes out a lot in his art, he likes to draw and can usually be found locked in a dimly lit room drawing, it's a odd pass time but like most people he needs to be completely alone from time to time.
However he isn't shy in social sictiations nor is he overly outgoing either. He is usually nice when first meeting people maybe a little 'out there' because he can be random or spacey at times getting lost in his own head even when around others. Surprisingly he actually really enjoys parties but is more of a wallflower, untill he gets drunk that is. William is super impulsive and reckless he is borderline self destructive on a bad day. He will try anything and. Has little regaurd for his health or safety. It can also he said that he is self centered, whitch is true to a extent. Will does think of how his actions will affect other people and doesn't care much for what others think of him.That can be a good or bad thing. usually the second,if luck exist Will is always getting the bad kind.
As for relationship it wouldn't be shocking to say that he never has any successful ones he doesn't like getting to close on a emotional level, he is honest though and tells the person he is in a relationship out right that it won't be a long one. Some girls think they can 'fix' him but he refuses to let them in. Same with friends Will won't get to comfortable with people even if it's not on a romantic level. He doesn't even enjoy the company if his family he blames them for messing him up even though most of his problems are of his own doing.


History: I don't like speaking of the past. I want to move forward but since I'm a nice guy I'll humour you. I was born and raised in New York. Nothing fancy that's for sure. It was just my dad and my older sister. My mother took of when I was eight. My dad pretended that it didn't bother him but it broke his heart. After age left he wasn't the same. He was cold and distant. In short my relationship with him isn't the best the only time we speak his when he is yelling at me or bailing me out of jail. I guess he might love me deep inside but it isn't shown. I don't think I love him though, not anymore. My sister is a great person, she is really smart and is off at university somewhere I call her sometimes and she worries about me but doesn't do anything, not that I blame her or want her to help she has her own life to be successful in and stuff. We were close frowning up but we drifted apart when I got into drugs. Since my dad never payed much attention to me I made friends and was out with them a lot a classic story of falling in with the wrong crowding but whatever it's my life right?

[enigma.]

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[MochicaMomo]

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[aberdeen]

{{finished my character. I hope the spot is still open. Sorry it's kind of short I really hate making forms,}}

[lonely]

“Why do beautiful songs make you sad?”
“Because they aren't true.”
“Never?”
“Nothing is beautiful and true.”