- A . T e a m - PG-13 - Semi-Literate -poѕтιɴɢ opeɴ-

[ouija.]

Vitani Dashy Shade ❤
❝I can't be no superman...❞

Outfit: Shirt, hoodie, shorts, shoes
Mood: depressed-
With: ɴιαll -
Tagged: Red. -
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. The sudden sound of my door opening scared me. Niall? My eyes looked over him, inspecting his movements and expressions. It felt strange as he touched me... It warmed my body. Then, as he felt my scars, I cringed. Never did I want anyone to see how I was... Not even my parents, but thanks to my 'friend' she found out. That day was the worst I had had in awhile and It tore my mum apart. She never understood me... now even more so with my "condition". I understood the words Niall spoke. They made sense in a way, but also put me in a state of frustration. If it was so bad, why did it make me feel so much better? Why did I feel okay when my own blood spilled? Thats how it is when you cut... It felt like as your blood flowed out, so did your emotions. All the things bottled up were uncapped and flew away...

My eyes studied him, trying to understand why somebody would care so much... I was just... Me. Nothing special. Just another body on this planet. I nodded ever so slightly, listening to every word. Feeling his hand on my cheek made me flinch at first, thinking he would hurt me. Although I had no reason to fear him... It felt like every guy would hurt me. "Liam used to... cut?" My voice shook a bit as I looked t his face with much concern. The news honestly shocked me. Again my mind clouded with thought... Only to be relived by the feeling of Niall's Sweatshirt. It was warm and a bit baggy, much better then my own. "Thanks" A soft smile curved onto my pink lips. And this time... I wasn't faking...

[breeze']

☯ Ｎｉａｌｌ☯

ƒєєℓιηg; tired and bored.
ωнєяє; inside.
ωιтн; band mates.
ιη ℓσνє; nobody.

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Niall nodded sadly; he decided that if he as going to try and get the girls to open up then he was going to have to open up to them too... '' He was bullied so bad! Just thinking about some of the stories he told me makes me feel a little bit sick! So he resorted to the thing that released all the pain- cutting. Eventually he got into boxing and stood up for himself... That's not my story anyway that is Liam's so I will let Liam say when he is ready..." Niall said softly.He knew their must be a reason behind her cutting and he was going to work it out... Their must be a way he can get he to open up. The chances are that it was some thing to do with a bulling or abuse issue or family... He decided that the best way would be to act normal. Basically just show her that life is okay without cutting and that she is loved. Eventually- Niall figured- she would open up to him when she is ready not when she is forced... "There must be a reason why you cut... That doesn't matter though. If you think it is because you aren't goo enough then you are wrong. If someone told you that you are nothing they are wrong. I have an idea... Whenever you get the feeling that you want to cut- come tome... I don't care what time it is you hear. Even if I am sleeping- wake me up. If I am eating just eat with me... And umm... Well that's pretty much all I do... Anyway we will get through this together. So whenever you even get the smallest feeling I will be here and we can talk it out..." He said his Irish accent heavy and happy. He had realized something in the last hour... He wasn't able to save his brother but he can save these girls... He has too before it is too late.

[1D fan]

(Red I am so sorry for stealing Liam, I had a super blonde moment. I am sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you<3)

Liam watched all the boys as they talked to the girls. Liam heard his name coming from his Irish lad. He heard Niall talk about cutting. He winced a bit remembering what he used to do because of the bullying. He was stupid then. Very stupid. He walked slowly over to where Niall and Vitani were. He flashed a smile. He said "Hello Niall, everything going fine?" He looked at Vitani, she had a smile on, but in her eyes I could see the bit of hurt. He just shrugged it off. He sat down on the other side of Vitani. He smiled at her and Niall. He hoped that this would be easy, but it wasn't gonna be easy. This was real problems with real pain. Everything has a solution though. He was bound to find the solutions.

[ouija.]

Vitani Dashy Shade ❤
❝I can't be no superman...❞

Outfit: Shirt, hoodie, shorts, shoes
Mood: depressed-
With: ɴιαll -
Tagged: Red. -
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. The story of Liam sparked a bit of pity on the pour lad. A boy that seemed so happy... was that how people saw me? Did they see me as a pathetic mental person? Even with Niall comforting me i still had that bit of doubt in my. "I will" My answer wasn't as reassuring as I hoped to utter it out to be. The calmness of Niall's blue eyes was soothing and I soon found myself with less doubt. His sweatshirt rested on my shoulders and head and I liked it. He wouldn't hurt me... Not like my boyfriend. Niall made me feel safe but my emotions were still boarded up.

. My attention was pulled to Liam, the boy walked into my room and sat down next to me. The bed shifted slightly as the about of weight balanced was thrown off. A very faint smile sat on my face as I looked at the boy. He and I had something in common... or at least used to. "Hey..." I pulled my sleeves down, attempting to make it the un-obvious.

[khaleesi,]

E m m e t

W h e r e ? At the resort.
W i t h ? The other girls.
C r u s h ? Pfft, no.......
W e a r i n g ? This.

As she heard a different voice she sat up. "Yes." She said wiping tears as she still sniffled. SLowly she walked to the door and unlocked it cracking it barely. "Just that I miss home." The girl lied. Hoping Harry wouldn't catch her. When she opened the door all the way she kicked a prescription behind the counter. "Just fine." That time she had taken a couple of unneeded pills to calm herself. Hoping she wouldn't drop there from the pills. It was only three how bad could it be?

(For Harry.)

[1D fan]

Liam Payne

Liam smiled back at Vitani. She seemed so fragile. Liam wanted all these girls to be better. He wanted all the problems to go away. He watched as she moved her sleeves down. Liam knew instantly what she did. He used to do it for god sakes. He frowned at her. A beautiful girl should not be cutting herself, it isn't right and its not healthy for her. He said "So.... Your a cutter right?" He could tell by the way her hands stayed on her arms and how she would slide her sleeves down more. He said "I can tell by the way your body language. I used to do it too... Thats the main reason how I know it.." He pulled up his sleeve to show the scars on his arm. He frowned a bit remembering all the bad memories and thoughts. He had once thought about doing it again since Dani died. He was strong though. He had to be. Not for him. Not for Dani. Not for his family, but for these girls.

[ouija.]

Vitani Dashy Shade ❤
❝I can't be no superman...❞

Outfit: Shirt, hoodie, shorts, shoes
Mood: depressed-
With: ɴιαll -
Tagged: Red. -
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. Liam's question stung, I hated it when people knew about my secret... I looked down, indicating he was right. My fingers played with the tips of the hoodie strings, feeling like a freak. Deep down I knew that laim had done it once before... but i could understand him, he had real problems. Me? I was worthless, and Justin made sure I knew that. Were all boyfriends like that? I glanced at Liam's scars and felt my heart pull for him. It was like a stab in the heart to see somebody else with scars like mine. To think that somebody else had felt my sorrow...

For a moment there was an awkward silence. "Yeah" Finally I answered his question. It pained me but I forced it out. I knew each boy had received a note with all our names and 'Problems' so they all already knew about me. Problems. Thats exactly what we had. Each girl had Problems. We were the freaks of the world, shunned by everyone who didn't understand us.

[1D fan]

Liam Payne

Liam frowned at Vitani. She didn't like for people to know about that. He knew the feeling exactly. Liam wrapped his arm around her. He knew deep down something made her want to do that. She had a problem. He wanted to find the reason out. Sure it would be hard to find out, but he would. He pulled down his sleeve. He moved his arm back into his lap again. He twiddled his thumbs in his hands. He leaned forward. He said, "Hey... I want you to know something... Your not a freak. Your not a terrible person... Your not worthless. You mean something to everyone. I know you won't believe me. Heck I didn't believe my sisters who told me I wasn't worthless when I used to cut... But please remember that. Your not worthless..." Liam knew she wouldn't believe him, well she might, but he doubted it. He smiled at her. She meant a lot to Liam already, they had a connection, something similar and he wanted to help her like others had helped him. He was going to be a friend to her. He was gonna be that helpful guy like he always wanted to do. He was going to help her even if it was the last thing he was going to do.

[ouija.]

Vitani Dashy Shade ❤
❝I can't be no superman...❞

Outfit: Shirt, hoodie, shorts, shoes
Mood: depressed-
With: ɴιαll -
Tagged: Red. -
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. I looked at him, my eyes filled with many emotions. "Thanks..." The thoughts about what he said just couldn't be believed. As much as I wanted to believe every bit, I just didn't understand. I didn't understand how that could be true... Maybe it was true for him, but not me. He was a pop star on top of the world. He could have anything he wanted and people would die for him. I was just a girl. Nobody paid any attention to what I did...

"I'll keep that in mind" [color=grey]I gave him my signature fake smile. After so many years of faking, you start to become a Pro at it. Nobody ever knew about my condition because the way I acted, so fun and bubbly...

[1D fan]

Liam Payne

Liam looked at Vitani, he could read her emotions instantly. He knew what she would say even before she said it. He said the same things and faked being happy too. It was true, all of it. She wasn't worthless. She was worth something. He knew she was faking it. Sure he was a pop star and could get anything that he wants and any girl he wanted, but there was no one he wanted at the moment. He wanted to help badly. No one should ever have to go through what they went through. This is why the suicide death rates are higher. He wanted to stop it, all of it. Liam got up and knelled in front of her. He said "No don't fake a smile with me. It won't work... No matter how good you can do it. I used to fake being happy too. I want you to be happy for real. I want you all to be happy. That's the main reason I am doing this. I want everyone to be happy and not have problems. I'm here to help.... and Why do you cut? I really want to help.... Trust me.... please..." He felt the tears coming close to his eyes. No one should ever do this to themselves. No one. He did it a few times and it was a mistake. It was very unhealthy. He wanted to just make all the promises vanish right there. He couldn't do that though. It was impossible.