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Don't know what you're expecting of me.
basics
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the name.
the age.
the gender.
the hometown.
" You have the pleasure of talking to me, Cole Jay Peterson, and yes it is necessary to say my full name. I herd you wanted to know a little about me so I'll tell you what I know. We gotta start somewhere so my age is a good place, right now I'm eighteen so I'm a adult and I can legally tell little brats what to do. Don't worry I take advantage of my age and the perks that come with being eighteen. You gotta live life to it's fullest baby. I know I don't have to tell you this because it's quite obvious that I'm a guy. Unless you're blind you should already know that. Now that we got that out of the way we can move on to the more interesting stuff. There is plenty more to learn about me, I'm not a boring guy. Hey, like where I grew up! Nah, that's boring too but if you wanna know I grew up in Alaska. Whenever I tell people that I used to live in Alaska they always ask me the same stupid ass question, did you live in an igloo? The answer is always the same, hell yeah! Actually not really but after you have been asked that so many times you start to just go along with it. "
I've become so numb.
appearance
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the face.
the hair.
the height.
the skin tone.
the clothes.
" I see you have eyes but if you really want me to describe my sexy looks I guess I will. People tell me I have a very sharp jaw line, and that my chin is really noticeable. I don't really see it but I do have a thin face. I have thick dark brown eyebrows that sit just above my eyes. My eyes are green and are on the right spot on my face at least. I have been told that I always have this mischievous sparkle in my eyes, which goes very well with my smirk and dimple. I think I have a small nose for a guy but people don't tease me about it so I don't care. As for my hair it's messy and brown. It's pretty full and straight, so sometimes it can be hard to manage, but it always looks good. I'm a pretty tall guy, about 6'0, so most people can't see the top of my head. I think I have pretty broad shoulders. I spend a good amount of time in the gym and it pays off. I'm not a very tan guy, I have light skin. Not to mention I have a tattoo on my right arm, but nothing else. My clothing style isn't anything special, just the normal tee shirt and jeans. From head to toe I'm not that bad to look at. "
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
personality
↓the traits.
the attitude.
the likes.
the dislikes.
" People say I'm difficult to understand but I just don't get it, I'm an easygoing guy. I have been called a jerk and I have been told I'm the most understanding person ever. They are the difficult ones, can't make up their minds about me. I agree with all of those things though. I voice my opinions and sometimes the things I'm thinking you may not want to hear. Just because it isn't sweet baby doesn't mean I'm not going to say it. I really think that people need to relax and stop taking things so personally. Now people care to much about what other people think and one little comment can set someone off. I am a laid back guy, I never overreact about things. Pretty much anything you say to me won't effect me one bit. I hardly show my emotions and even if something you said effected me in some way you would never even now. Like I said before, I hate when people freak out over the smallest things and if there is one thing I'm not it's a hypocrite. Now I'm not going to lie, I can be a ass sometimes. I do say things that I regret later but in the heat of the moment I mean what I say. Although some people take that word to an extreme. I'm not always like that and you can't blame me for your imperfections. Finally I do understand people and how they work, I get their feelings and sometimes I'm just the right guy to talk to. When I actually take the time to care about what other people think I'll help you. I'm a pretty smart guy and people are that difficult to understand. Although I'm not the type to talk it out with people all the time, just when they really need it. I think people misunderstand me and my honesty. They think I'm just your everyday jerk but trust me... I'm much more then that. In all seriousness I'm not always a jerk and I can be kind, but only when you deserve it. Trust me, I'm not trying to be a jerk, I just think people need to hear the truth from someone. You could say I have very strong opinions about certain things. By that I do not mean that I'm a control freak, it's just that I like things a certain way and I don't enjoy it when people try and mess with the natural order of things. I don't mean that people can't be different I just think you should have some kind of boundary. How do you think we have psychos? There is a deference between being different and just plain out crazy. I have a certain attitude towards life, I think that you have to live every moment in you life like it's your last. Life is short and I just don't want to be the guy to waste it. Yes, by that I mean I like to party and have the time of my life. I do spend a lot of my time being a complete idiot and doing stupid things. Hey, you can't be mature all the time. Where's the fun in that? I wouldn't say that I'm a 'funny guy' but some of my bitter comments do get some kind of reaction out of people. For example snickers and on some occasions full out laughs but I'm not really one to go cracking jokes all the time. Sometimes I think that people expect too much out of me and I can get overwhelmed at times. Like for instance grades, everyone is so stressed to do good in school. Adults are always pressuring students and none of them bother to ask how they are actually feeling. Grades and school can't control your life. I don't suggest being an overachiever. Nobody is perfect and trust me I know that I'm not. You might say that I'm a trouble maker but I don't really see it that way. I normally don't go looking for trouble, trouble seems to just find me somehow. I get into fights for the least intelligent reasons but I don't seem to realize just how dumb until I'm in the principals office with the other sucker who decided to pick a fight with me. I tend to get in trouble with the teachers... a lot. I don't just save my comments for my peers I also allow the teachers to hear them too. And trust me, they don't appreciate them. Let's just say me and the principal know each other very well, and I visit him often.
I like a lot of things but something that keeps me going is music. I'm addicted to it. Something I always have with me is my iPod and headphones, what can I say it's my drug. Life without music would be horrible. I have nightmares about that all the time. Another thing I enjoy is sports. I'm big on fitness and I spend a good amount of time working out and keeping my body in a healthy and strong state. Wow, this is harder then you would think. I like a lot of stuff but to say all of them is pretty difficult. Oh, I like being right. What can I say? Being right is always fun. My favorite part is rubbing it in their face. That may sound crude but it's really entertaining. I really like the night. Most parties take place during that time but that isn't the reason that I enjoy it so much. I like the chill of the air and I feel more relaxed and hidden. I don't like to feel exposed and night provides me some kind of shelter. There are a few thinks I really don't like. I hate copiers, I think everyone should fallow their own path and don't try to be someone their not. I really think that trying to be someone else is a waste of time. What happened to originality? Another thing is lies. In my opinion it's really important to be truthful. One way or another they are going to find out so why not just tell the truth from the start? Trust me, it will save a lot of time. "
Can't you see that you're smothering me.
love life
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the crush.
the orientation.
the future.
the past.
" I go through fazes where I like one girl but then I move on if we don't end up dating. I have a crush on *will edit*. I do like just girls so I'm heterosexual or for the slower minded people I'm straight. I don't hate on the other orientations though, people love who they want and I don't care if they are gay or not. People are people and I hate when people judge other people on what gender they like. Girls ask me all the time what I want in a future relationship and right now I'm not thinking about that. I haven't found the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. So for now I just want a stable relationship. In the past I have had a good amount of girlfriends and I don't brag about it... most of the time. I have been cheated on once if you were wondering. I try not to let it bother me but I still don't understand why someone would do that. All the faults with me I still would never do that to another person. The pain is killer and the worst part is the way you feel about yourself. I tell you that I felt like I wasn't good enough but then I understood that is wasn't me but her. She was so insecure about herself that she needed two guys to feel good about herself. Even then it wasn't good enough for her, but that was the past. I can only learn from that experience. I promised myself I would never do that to a girl. "
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