|J e t Kirkland |
•Broken Pianist • • Numb Painter • • Lost Soul •
“Even cowards can endure hardship; only the brave can endure suspense. ”
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•Broken Pianist • • Numb Painter • • Lost Soul •
“Even cowards can endure hardship; only the brave can endure suspense. ”
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He smiled a bit at her when she looked away. He hadn't realized how much he needed her. But when she turned her big brown eyes back on his he forced himself to drop his smile, he couldn't let his feelings get in the way. "Your sick?" he said and sighed, running a hand through his hair. "You always were prone to injury and sickness huh?" a soft chuckle escaped his lips, the first time he uttered a laugh since the fight.
"I don't care though, i don't get sick easily. I'll take my chances" he smirked at her sitting down on the couch that he had become quite accustomed to, he patted the seat beside him and looked up at her. Even in sickness she still was strikingly beautiful. "Umm about our fight.." he began uncertainly. He really wasn't great with words, he wasn't in anyway one of those super open boyfriends who spilled every little fillings to their girlfriends and often forced himself to stay composed.
"Look I...I really...I'm sorry...I'm such an idiot. Letting my damn temper get the best of me all the time. It wasn't you fault Dyl" he said, his chest tightening slightly as he now avoided her eyes, shifting his hands in his lap nervously.
"I-I'm just not....I know i'm not a good boyfriend. I'm not like everyone else and...Thank You Dylan. Thank You for putting up with me, i know i'm different but thank you for seeing past that. The point being. I'm sorry, things will be different. Can you forgive me? I love you Dylan" as he spoke his voice broke a bit, this was exactly when you got for bottling up his emotions.
"sorry babe, this stress is probably not helping you illness" he laughed softly, looking up slowly to her eyes. His smile was crooked and brokeness shown bright in his gray eyes. But out of all the disaster in his life, Dylan was the one bright beam of light in his life. He needed her, without her, his life would crumble into insanity. He needed sunlight in the darkness that is his life.
"I don't care though, i don't get sick easily. I'll take my chances" he smirked at her sitting down on the couch that he had become quite accustomed to, he patted the seat beside him and looked up at her. Even in sickness she still was strikingly beautiful. "Umm about our fight.." he began uncertainly. He really wasn't great with words, he wasn't in anyway one of those super open boyfriends who spilled every little fillings to their girlfriends and often forced himself to stay composed.
"Look I...I really...I'm sorry...I'm such an idiot. Letting my damn temper get the best of me all the time. It wasn't you fault Dyl" he said, his chest tightening slightly as he now avoided her eyes, shifting his hands in his lap nervously.
"I-I'm just not....I know i'm not a good boyfriend. I'm not like everyone else and...Thank You Dylan. Thank You for putting up with me, i know i'm different but thank you for seeing past that. The point being. I'm sorry, things will be different. Can you forgive me? I love you Dylan" as he spoke his voice broke a bit, this was exactly when you got for bottling up his emotions.
"sorry babe, this stress is probably not helping you illness" he laughed softly, looking up slowly to her eyes. His smile was crooked and brokeness shown bright in his gray eyes. But out of all the disaster in his life, Dylan was the one bright beam of light in his life. He needed her, without her, his life would crumble into insanity. He needed sunlight in the darkness that is his life.


