Don't Judge Me

[spaceguinea]

Fine. "Okay," he smiled as he pushed himself off the ground, irritably shaking the case in one hand. A simple 'no, let's watch -whatever else-' would have worked too. he thought as he stood facing the TV, his head tilted as he thought. "Where's the DVD player?" he asked himself in a mere whisper and frowned as his eyes looked around. Spotting it on the desk right by the TV in plain sight. Good lord Jayden, he scorned himself as he leaned over to open it and put the movie in. But now I don't want to watch it. "Why would it make you mad? It's a movie, Terrance," he teased with a smile as he stood up again. "You can turn off the webcam if you want. They'll just keep annoying us." he told him as he coldly sat on the couch, one leg on the couch, the other on top of it with his foot on the floor. Grumbling stuff to himself as he turned off the controllers and headphones.

[Pochi]

Terrance shut the webcam off and came towards him. He tilted his head slightly and sat down on his crossed legs. He grabbed his face with his hands and forced him to look at him. "Stop pouting, Jayden. You asked for me to be honest... and when I spoke my mind, this was the outcome. What do you want from me?" He asked with pleading eyes. His smile appeared after a short pause and he sighed. "Alright, lets watch 101 dalmations? Okay." He giggled tossling his hair playfully.

[spaceguinea]

Jayden blinked, acceptingly staring right at Terrance when the boy grabbed his face. He listened quietly, keeping his eyes forward without hesitation. "Alright, you can find it," he shrugged, grabbing Terrance's hands with his own hands. "And I don't know what you mean? I'm not pouting. All I did was sit down," he spoke as he forced a smile on his face as if he was that way the whole time. Come on, you get so close, and then you stop. How many times do I have to tell you you can until you actually do? he thought to himself as he moved his stare away. "Okay, you can put the movie in."

[Pochi]

Terrance smiled patting his cheek and getting off. "Good boy." He chcukled playfully as he went to figure out how to put the movie in. "Oh, dont put those away yet, Jayden... we might still play afterwards. Dont you usually play longer than this?" He asked curiously looking back to him as he put the movie in. He sat down in his usual spot and cuddled into a ball. He was now cold and impaitent. He shuddered after a yawn and then gave a small anixous chuckle. He turned and smiled at the boy beside him. "Which puppy is your favorite?" He asked suddenly, trying to start a conversation.

[spaceguinea]

Jayden sighed heavily once Terrance left to put the movie in. "Hit the eject button," he mentioned as he remembered Terrance wasn't very good with electronics. He blinked at the question, smiling as he sat crisscrossed now, his back straight against the back of the couch. "Yeah, I'll leave them out then. I usually do, yes, but I was thinking too much and I just put myself out of the mood. Plus everyone constantly talking to me and asking me things was getting annoying. You know, they never talk this much. I don't know what's with them. Even the girls were talking nonstop. Usually they all just tell everyone to shut up and concentrate." He stopped realizing he talked over Terrance's question. He turned his head to face him with a smile. I don't remember their names. "I don't know, all of them?" He turned back to face the movie. "It's been a while since I've actually watched a movie. A full movie, was before the scary movie we attempted. But that didn't last long," he teased as he shot him a side glance, keeping his eyes on him as he waited for a reply. Or anything.

[Pochi]

"You're cute. Makes me want to cuddle you in my arms and kiss you till you scream for mercy." he joked "Mm, Im glad I came back. I almost didnt, you know?" His voice saddened and he starred down at his hands in his lap. "That's why it took me so long. I was just... going to stay. I didnt exactly have a happy life, but I got used to being alone. Used to cooking my own meals and sleeping in a cold bed.. it almost seems unreal that I am here. Just, one day.. I had a dream. I havent dreamt of you since the first month. And then I just saw your face. You were starring at me with such pained eyes and your looked like you had been running. You kept asking me to come back... but I always said no. You made my heart pound and my eyes water and I realized that living without you... I could never move on." He spoke in a daze and then laughed. "Pathetic right?" He laughed falsely. "Alright. Start the movie!" he chimed.

[spaceguinea]

That's nice. You want to but you can't even get to the point of giving me a simple hug. He blinked. "Oh?" He listened quietly as Terrance rambled on. "Mm. No, not pathetic. Creepy, but not pathetic," he smiled jokingly and turned so his side was against the back of the couch, sitting on his knees. Facing Terrance he ignored the boy's order to play the movie. "Dreams like that? It wouldn't make me react like that. It'd be more of a nightmare. Seeing someone telling me 'come back'." He blinked, tilting his head with a grin. Sitting back on his knees, he told him "Sit up. With your legs stretched forward on the couch, as if you were lying down."

[Pochi]

"uh.. no." Terrance chuckled, refusing to sit like that. "It wasnt a nightmare, well.. I suppose it was. haha, you moved on without me." He laughed. "Alright, now play the movie. I like the chubby one the best." he smiled to him and scooted further down the couch. Resting against the arm rest once more and putting distance between them. "Ah... icecream would make this better. I'll go get some, and then we can watch or you can start without me." He smiled going to stand up.

[spaceguinea]

Jayden stared at Terrance blankly, listening to him talk. "Uh... no," he retorted, mocking the words when Terrance told him to play the movie. He blinked, quickly gripping the boy's shirt to keep him from leaving. "Don't waste your time. I hate sweets. There's no ice cream." He frowned."Why not? Just sit against the arm rest with your legs on the couch. Then I'll play the movie," he told him, letting go of his shirt to cross his arms, staring at him intently

[Pochi]

Terrance flopped back down and leaned against the arm rest. Folding his arms over his stomach and bringing his knees to his chest. "Better?" He mumbled. You're so stuborrn! And who doesn't like icecream? What's wrong with chu? He pouted starring at the boy. "Now what?" He asked leaning his head back on the cushion to his left. He smiled to him but it dissapeared quickly as he found himself starringat Jayden's lips and then down to his chest. He rolled his eyes and looked at the blank screen of the Tv.