Don't Judge Me

[spaceguinea]

Jayden narrowed his eyes irritably as he thought and listened to Terrance sighing. Would you stop that and talk instead? he wanted to speak the words but held it back, instead he closed his eyes, taking a breath for a moment, but jumped when he heard Terrance speak. He turned his head to him, at first a blank expression but he turned it into a smile. "Yes, actually," he admitted quietly, turning his eyes on the ground. "And thanks for pointing that out," he joked. Sighing, he moved his position to sit crisscross, his back straight. He turned his eyes back on Terrance. "Do you want to watch a movie?" he asked calmly with a smile.

[Pochi]

YES! "No, that's okay. I dont mind watching you play. What is the matter?" He asked turning his body so his back was resting against the arm rest, his knees to his chest and his side leaning up against the back of the couch. You're so cute.. it's hard to stay focused. "You're a nerd... you should be good at these video games." For some reason Terrance just couldnt get out what he wanted to say. He smiled at him playfully and took off the headphones. Watching him with an amused smile. LETS WATCH A MOVIE!! "I'll just watch you for now, and then later on we can do something else. Im up for almost.... whatever you want." He laughed.

[spaceguinea]

"Oh alright." Liar. I can tell, Jayden thought sadly but kept a smile on is face. You're the matter. Why can't you just speak what you really want to say? "No, nothing, nevermind. Are you sure?" he asked tilting his head. He blinked, opening his mouth to protest against the name. "I'm not a nerd! I'm a gamer. Nerds are the really geeky smart people at school," he frowned jokingly. "Mm," he muttered in thought as he sat down the controller and took the same position as Terrance, his body facing him and his side against the back of the couch, but sat crisscross. "Well then we can watch a movie. What kind of movie? I have so many. They're in the cupboard," he smiled and pointed to the desk the TV sat on. "You can pick one. I have pretty much everything. And please pick one you actually want to watch."

[Pochi]

Terrance still starred at him. He smiled crawling forward and then rising from the couch at the last moment with a laugh. "Just kidding." he told him sticking to his words that he wouldnt touch him again. He starred at the cabinet a long moment an then back to Jayden. "You pick. I can deal with whatever. Why are you so set on letting me have my way?" He asked curiously. I'm not the only one that had changed... you're different. You let me get away with a lot more and are so fixated on me, it's weird. Terrance thought hard. He went to flop back down on the couch but decided it was too much of a temptation and made his way towards the kitchen. "You pick and I will start dinner." he giggled childishly even though it was only lunch time, not even lunch time.

[spaceguinea]

Jayden kept the smile on his face, sadly remembering the webcam was on when Terrance crawled forward. But he sighed when Terrance stopped and rose from the couch. "You're so mean," he frowned as he took off his headphones still watching the boy staring at the desk. He blinked in surprise at the question. Is that what I'm doing? "I'm not... am I? I just want you to be you, and stop pretending. Do you think you'll embarrass me or something? Or embarrass yourself? You won't," he tried reassuring him, but knew the boy would only refuse his accusation. "But Terraaaance~" he whined as he moved onto his stomach, his head and arms resting on the arm of the couch as he watched the boy in the kitchen. "I don't want to pick one. I want you to pick one. I want to watch a movie that you want to watch. Hmm, how about an animation? Everything else just doesn't sound entertaining. I have alot of those kind of movies. Please?" he rambled on, forgetting about the other things as he continued to watch Terrance with sad eyes.

[Pochi]

Terrance smirked at his words. "Seems you know what you want to watch. Sure, a cartoon sounds great." he laughed. It is so creepy when you read me... how do I block you out from probing my brain? He smirked starring at the friends still on the screen. "I think they are waiting on you Jayden." He commented pointing to the screen and then going to shuffle for the cabinets for food. "Pick it out. I'll be there soon." He mumbled against his dry lips. Hm.. I want to watch the Lion King 2... I like Zera's song... I dont know, I've always been into the bad guys. They amuse me. He giggled to himself deep in thought. "Alright, Jayden?" He whispered turning to look at him with a small smile and licked his bottom lip.

[spaceguinea]

Stop coming up with excuses! It's annoying, he thought with a frown when Terrance kept ignoring what he was really saying. He blinked. "What? Who would be waiting fo-" he stopped, remembering the xbox was still on. "Damn. Alright, I'll find one," he muttered as he rolled off the couch onto the floor, crawling over to the desk. He sat in front of it, right in front of the webcam. He grinned, waving as the others waved at him also. He opened the doors, ignoring the webcam as he sat on his knees going through the movies. "Hmm... Terrance, come help me find a movie," he demanded with the same grin, looking up at the boy in the kitchen. "There's too many to choose from. Guys, which one?" he unconsciously asked his friends knowing they couldn't hear him, every once in a while holding a dvd case up in front of the webcam while he waited for Terrance to do something.

[Pochi]

Terrance frowned silently walking over and wrapping his arm around his shoulder and clinging to his neck as he sat down beside him, forcing him to slouch more as he sat on his but and no longer let Jayden sit on his knees in peace. He smiled to him and pulled out a random movie. He looked at the cover and then the back of it, continuing to pull out ones that interested him silently. The bug's life looks good, or tangled.... I like the guy in that movie. The one that gets hit by a pan. He laughed out loud thinking of it. "Oh, Lets watch.... The Man. With Eugene Levy in it?" He asked searching through the rest of the movies trying to find it and finally releasing Jayden.

[spaceguinea]

Jayden jumped slightly when Terrance suddenly showed up, turning his head to face him with a smile. He almost forgot he told him to help him find a movie, and was distracted with going through them himself. He sighed, moving his position to sit crisscross, still on the floor, next to Terrance. He watched Terrance quietly go through the movies. He blinked at the suggestion, looking at him while the boy went through more movies. "I've never seen that one. I probably don't have it," he frowned and shrugged, turning back to the movies now scattered in the cabinet. "Hmm..." he shortly hummed as he thought. "Why did I get so many movies?" he asked himself, sitting straighter since Terrance let go of him. "I don't know... How about Lion King? I have the first one. " he quietly asked himself out loud as he picked up the case, then turned his head to look at Terrance again. "What do you want to watch?" he smiled.

[Pochi]

"Oh, you're lame." He teased with a bright smile back to him. "Alright, I guess we can watch that..." He chuckled. But I can't promise I'll pay any attention to it. "The first lion king always used to make me angry. Just the fact that it didnt go my way and was so predictable. Plus.. I dont know." He laughed. "Im just rambling on. Alright, you put it in, and I'll put these away." He smiled to him and then looked back to the webcam.