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"Hello, dear..the names Sparrow..Jack Sparrow. Aha, just kidding. What kind of freaking demented parents would name their kid Jack Sparrow? I don't know..Hmph, anyways, Yea. The name's Sparrow..like..the bird? Pft, yea, that. Sparrow...well, I don't know it's meaning. I googled it once, and all it said was 'Sparrow, a bird' So I'm like..awesome. I'd love to be a bird. Heh, anyways My middle name; Ayzlin...My parents spelled it 'wrong', I know. Don't even like..talk about it. Now..uhm, yeh. I don't know what it means *cough* but you know..whatever. My last name is pretty amazing, aye? Hollister. Hollister, Hollister. Oh how I love thye...thee? I don't know..Hmph, anyways, Hollister apparently means 'Holy tree' so..uhm..yea. The meaning kind of ruins it's glory, don't you think? I've gotten allot of nicknames over the years, some I don't even know how I got..But the main ones are Sparr...Pronounced, Spear, Ayzlin, Ayzee, and Ayz...Then one last one..Hollis. I don't appreciate the last one, considering it's a guys name but whatever. So, since in these kind of things, the questions that people usually ask is your age, correct? Correct. In my mind, at least. I'm 17 years old, and I already dread it. I don't want to turn old and not be able to find me pants..I was born in New Zealand, Australia before my parents put me up for adoption. I was adopted when I was 13, and am now living in Lincoln, Rhode Island, with my 7 brothers and 2 sisters. Allot of siblings, right? Right. Now, I'm just going to state the obvious here; I'm a girl. Nothing more to be said about that.."

“ "Don't wait for perfect moments. Make them happen or they'll just pass you by." ”

"You want me to describe myself? Oh...fun..Well, to start off, suppose I look like a 'normal' teenage girl. I'm about 5'5", and am fairly slim--I guess from doing all the sports I did when I was younger. I have a flexible body, and quite a long torso..I think it's cool, personally. Most people say I look really girly..I don't take that as a compliment, but I don't take it as an insult, either..some girls are posers and try to act way too much like a boy--they start looking pathetic. Anyways, onto my hair...My hair is not very manageable. But, I guess I like it. It's a dark brown, almost black that's usually in some crazy braid-like thing I decide to put it in. The length of it is a little below my rib cage, and is thinner at the end. My skin is pretty tan, from being in the sun too much; also, My eyes are a deep blue, with black flecks in it. Now, onto my lips...awkward, right? I don't think so, but whatever floats your boat. My lips are normal, I suppose...A light pink, and not too big. I quite fancy them, actually. Now, my style in cloths ranges afar...I'l wear almost anything as long as it isn't too girlish. Usually it's a loose-fit shirt, with an under-shirt underneath and some jeans...As for shoes, I only wear uggs, converse, my favorite boots, and flip flops...Regular sneakers urk me. But, here's what ou could find me in on a casual day...this or This with this shirt and... these shoes. I have an industrial piercing in my left ear, and a tongue piercing. As for tattoos, I have an anchor on my wrist I've had allot of others in the past, though"

“ "Your opinion doesn't matter to me. No matter how much you think it does." ”

"Well..I guess you could call me stubborn? Hot headed? Maybe. I like to stick to my beliefs, even if I know I'm wrong. I'm actually quite good in verbal fights, if I do say so myself. I'm usually on the calmer end of the fight, just making sarcastic comments that will get under your skin. Unless you really piss me off..that's when I start throwing punches..but that's no often. I like to keep my cool; In awkward situations, sure, I might get embarrassed but all I'll do is act like I don't care. It's not me being ignorant, it's me trying to keep my dignity. I have a really sarcastic, and sometimes crude sense of humor..I get it from hanging out with too many boys, and having 7 brothers. I was always more of a rebel..not a tomboy, nor a girly-girl. I liked to be my own person, despite how hard it's becoming in this wonderfully horrible society of ours. I love to play video games, skateboard, or play manhunt..also, I'm pretty athletic. I play hockey, and I played baseball for about 9 years. I love to mess around with a soccer ball, or take some shots with a basket ball if I get the chance. I'm pretty competitive, being raised around like..only boys. I don't hang out around many girls, with the exception of my bestfriend Marley. It's not that I don't like them, or they don't like me..I just can't really relate to them. I tend to act quite odd, at times...my personality can change in a second, too. Bi-polar, maybe. Allot of people call me a beyotch..the mis-spelling was intended. It's only because they get to my bad side. If it's a place you wanna be, hey, I'm not stopping you. If I like you, I'll act liked my normal, sarcastic, but nice self. If I don't like you, and you get on my nerves all hell might break loose. I have a short-temper, but do have allot of patients with idiots. Hence, why I stay so calm in fights. I tend to joke around when it's serious, but I definitely do know when to be serious..I just don't like to. I have a sweet side, but normally I don't show it. But, I have to tell you; I Freaking Love Hugs. Like..ohmygod. I'll give anyone a hug, even if they don't want me to. It's a regular thing for me, and despite what other people think I don't think it's weird. I also have this tendency of putting my elbow on peoples' shoulders and leaning on them..don't think I'm weird. I warned you. I love to laugh, and my others do the same; Sometimes people laugh at what I do just because I'm doing it, I don't know why. I'm actually a pretty good actor..And a reallllyyy good liar...so watch out for that. I try not to take in what people say about me too seriously; even the good things. I'm not one to see attention, or praise from anyone. If someone calls me a name, or is talking about me I'll just try to ignore it..Having fun is better than being sulken, in my point of view. But, just because I have a witty comeback for everything people tell me doesn't mean I don't break easy. I don't break easy, but I do break...hard. But, I usually try to brush it off when someone insults me. I guess the reason I think of it like that is because I went through a time in my childhood when I was really depressed...But, I don't think about my past. It won't affect me, as long as I don't let it..That's what I think at least. When it comes to making the 'Right Decision' I'm not one to ask help for. I can be quite a trouble maker, and think myself to be a little bit of a punk..not a poser, though. Man..I hate posers. Oh..I'm also an adrenaline junky..I love scary rides, horror movies, just getting scared, or excited in general..it's fun for me, I guess. Hmph..anyways, yea. I get myself into ALLOT of trouble..it's one of my many flaws. Well, I haven't really gone over what I'm normally like, have I? I dunno..But I'm going to now. I'm usually pretty calm...I'll do funny things, make sarcastic comments and just out burrst laughing for no apparent reason..But, I'm usually more quiet. Staying in the back until someone says something I think isn't stupid, so I should put my opinion in. I'll usually give the opinion, shrug and walk away..usually. I'm not usually one to follow a crowd..they go left, I go right. They say no, I say yes...get what I'm saying? I don't do it in purpose...I just..do. Oh..I forgot to mention; I love music. I play the piano, guitar, drums and clarinet. The two I'm really good at are drums and clarinet, though. I'm also ust starting to learn how to play the saxophone. My music taste ranges from indies to country. As long as it's good music, I don't care what it is. My favorite bands/singers are Coldplay, A Fine Frenzy, Beatles, Neon Trees,Owl City, The Script, Warpaint and probably uhh, Bruno Mars. I also forgot; The Fray. They are like..my inspiration for everything I do...I'm quite artistic, and love painting and drawing and that stuff. I'm not sure If I covered everything about myself, but....don't know me till you meet me, so I won't bother trying to figure out what I missed.
As for a history, mines normal. No sob story..Nothing. It doesn't matter to me, anyways. As long as I don't let it, my past will never effect my present or future. Now, some people become all quiet and cold with the excuse of a bad history. Now, THAT annoys the absolute sh*t out of me. Like..You don't even know. Okay, now moving on..I grew up with 7 brothers, and 2 sisters...Allot of sibling's, I know. With all of them, I kind of got used to being picked on..that's why it doesn't bother me when people make fun of me. From the ages of 5 to 12, I played hockey, soccer and baseball. I'm still good at all three, mostly hockey though. Now, I skateboard..I'm pretty normal, right? I spent most of my time on the streets around my neighbor hood, only because I liked the outdoors. I wasn't really 'raised' by my mom or dad..they didn't care what I did. That's partly why I kinda do whatever I want, I guess. By the way, I do drink allot...Yea. I kinda explained some of it when I was telling you how old I was...So, I had a 'regular' past..I guess. Yep. I also forgot, I have A german shepherd, aussie mix male named Captain And another aussie named Astrid. *le Gasp* i almost forgot my babehh named Cujo"

“ "Those who seem heartless once cared too much" ”

" right, so, I'm not one to stick around for a while. Sure, I'll mess around with a guy for a night then I'll leave. I'm not into long relationships, nor am I into gay relationships. I have no problem with gay, or lesbian people...I just don't happen to be one of them. I'm usually one to end the relationship, because I just am not into that kind of stuff. I'd rather be really close friends with a guy than boyfriend-girlfriends. It's just not my thing. However, it doesn't mean I'll never go out with a guy and actually stick around. I've had a couple long lasting relationships...Blake, AC and Zarek were my three exes. I'm still friends with all of them, though. But, to get to my point, Blake lasted a year, AC lasted 6 months and Zarek lasted a year and a half. So, I can have a good relationship...Not often. Unless it's a special guy...but, that's not likely to happen, is it? And just to let you know, that was a statement in form of a question. Now, onto what I look for in a guy...to have a good relationship at least. I like funny guys; but, they also need to know when to be serious. Probably the only reason I ended it with Zarek is 'cause he wasn't serious enough...Now, I don't want to stick in the mud...As an example, say a guy was made of serious-nus and humor...I'd rather have him have 60% humor and 40% serious-nus. Get what I'm saying? Also; I know idiots say 'Oh, it doesn't matter what they look like, it's the inside that counts!" Well, I believe part of that it true, but I don't want an ugly-*ss kid...I'm into naturally tan guys, with brown hair and maybe blue eyes. But, you know...as long as their not hideous I don't really care what they look like. Back to the personality traits of someone I'd like..I think it's sexy when guys are protective, and I want him to actually care about me. But, of course I don't want him to get majorly pissed when I'm hanging out with another guy...maybe in the middle. That'd be nice. Anyways, the last thing is probably they'd be able to get what I'm saying, if I like...poor my life problems and feelings out to them. You know what I mean? I hope you do, cause I'm not explaining it. Also, before you ask...I am single...planning to stay that way, too."

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“The phoenix hope, can wing her way through the desert skies, and still defying fortune's spite; revive from ashes and rise.”

About Me

"I'm gonna start now, 'kay? Maybe you should write all of this down or something."
Name: "Um, my name is Chrysanthe Foínika Emmerich. Chris-an-thay Fo-ini-kah Em-er-rich. Quite a mouthful, I know. One time, I looked up my names; it said Chrysanthe was Greek for flower, Foínika was Greek for phoenix, and Emmerich was German for royalty. I like my name. It has a nice ring to it."
Nickname: "Eeh, you can call me Chrys? I dunno. I prefer my full name, but I know it's a mouthful. People like to call me "dweeb", "freak", or other names a lot."
Age: "I'm sixteen."
Birthday: "My birthday is February 29th 1996. Yes, I already know it only technically comes every four years. No need to point it out."
Birthplace:"I don't know. I think somewhere in New York?"

Getting to Know Me

"I'm not very interesting..."
Personality:"Hm, that's a toughie."
Awkward: Chrys definitely knows how to kill a conversation. It's not that she tries to, but she says the awkwardest things that make people say "Oh, look at the time! Gotta go!". She likes friendships and all, but for her, they're pretty hard to make. Keeping a conversation alive is quite difficult, and when she attempts talking, she stutters and acts like an idiot. She hates huge crowds without a friend by her side; they make her extremely jumpy and nervous.

Odd: Chrys is an odd little girl, no qualms about it. She loves to randomly sing and dance when no one is around, and she can be quite the space cadet. She does try her hardest to stay with the conversation, but if it's "boring" or she just gets lost, expect a comment about something probably unrelated to the conversation at hand. Her taste in clothing, music, food, just about everything is a little less than normal. It's hard to describe what "rank" she would ever be in; she doesn't really conform to anything. That lack of a social rank bothers her, however, and makes her feel like an outcast among her peers.

Kid-at-Heart: Spongebob or Scrubs? Chrys would pick a kid's show over an "adult" show any day. She loves cartoons and toys and play-pretending. She knows how to act mature, but she'd rather be over at the bouncy house than talking with adults. She doesn't get many sexual innuendos, but when she does, she turns a bright cherry red and becomes almost completely quiet. She's oblivious to flirts and often tries to make an excuse before they start to throw themselves at her. Academically, she's pretty smart; romantically though, she's more dimwitted than a goldfish.

Nerdy: She's the kind of girl who you would find analyzing a fossil than getting her hair done. She loves science to no end, especially Biology and Chemistry. She's not very nerdy in the sense of tv-show fandoms, however. If Doctor Who comes up in a conversation, she'll most likely go "Who? You don't know your own doctor's name?". Chrys' pretty open to new things though. Math is probably her hardest subject, but the lowest grade she's ever gotten in that class was a B-. She's a bit too ditzy to help out a lot with homework, but she tries to help people whenever she can. Even though she's quite smart, her common sense is lacking. She often forgets to put things up, and does things without thinking them through.

Likes: "Oh! This'll be easy!"
- Chocolate. Just give her a little bar and she'll be pleased with you for the rest of the day.
- Animals. She thinks they're adorable, and loves stroking their fur.
- Sunshine. She loves the warmth of the sun, and will be outside as long as she possibly can.
- Japanese culture. Everything from the food to the music.
- Harry Potter.
- Greek Mythology.
- Bright colors. They attract her attention very well, and cheer her up.
- The color heliotrope. It's an odd, not very known color. It varies from person to person, and that's why she loves it. One day, she wishes to get heliotrope streaks in her hair.

Dislikes: "Ack."
- Driving.
- Storms. She's not exactly scared of thunder and lightning, but she wants them gone as soon as possible.
- Extremely cold days.
- The fact that she puts in lots of fillers in her sentences.
- Being considered a freak or a weaboo.
- Blood. It freaks her out.
- Homophobia. She doesn't only dislike it, she hates it with a passion.

Fears: "Um, if I tell you, you won't try to scare me?"
- Moths.
- Natural disasters.
- Dying without ever falling in love.
- The dark.
- Planes.

Dreams: "I wish to be a chemist or biologist when I grow up. Those jobs seem so cool! Being a musician would be really awesome too."

Hobbies:"Well, I like painting, practicing piano, and learning new languages. I'm currently attempting to learn German. People say I'm good at singing, but I hate singing in front of others, and I'll only do it when I'm by myself."

Background

"You just had to make this whole ordeal that much more awkward, didn't you?"

History: "Um, is it really that important? It is? Well, okay then. I was abandoned at birth at a orphanage. The actual building was pretty crappy. The forests surrounding it were really cool and fun to explore. I lived there for ten years until a gay couple came in. They were almost a godsend, I swear I thought I was never going to get adopted. Like, ever. All the others always went for the babies. They're really cool people. We moved around once or twice because of my dad's job. We finally settled in good ol' New York City, which wasn't too far from the orphanage. It's really pretty over there, unlike what other people think. I loved watching the big ball drop on New Year's Eve.Somewhere in there, I wanted to learn a new language, I decided to learn Japanese. I never talk about it. I don't want to be called a weaboo. So, um, yeah. There you have it."
Family: "Two dads. Andy and Dave Emmerich. One works at a bakery, the other works at a pretty successful company. Got a problem with the fact that they're gay? Then get out of my face, I don't want to deal with people like you."
Pets: "My parents don't really care for pets. I like helping out at the rescue shelter though."
Significant Memories:"Um, I dunno? Getting adopted was one. What, you want three? Fine, getting the final Harry Potter book in hardback? And learning Japanese? Are those good enough?"

Appearance
"Um, do you have an eyesight deficiency?"

Hair Color:"My hair is dirty blonde, with some gold and light brown streaks."
Eye Color: "Hazel and grey. Yes, I have heterochromia. Right is hazel, left is grey."
Height: "Erm, five foot four. Or five. Yeah, five. Yes, I'm kind of short."
Weight: "One hundred and ten pounds. Meh, I should probably lose some weight, don't you think?"
Build:"I dunno?" Chrys is pretty scrawny, with little to no fat left on her body.

Social
"Me? Social? Yeah, not really."
Sexual Orientation: "Well, I'm bi-curious. Finding out this kind of stuff is hard."
Crush: "Nope."
Boyfriend: "No."
Exes: "Nuh-uh."
Illnesses or Disorders: "I'm not telling. Leave me alone." Chrys is anorexic and has bipolar disorder type one.
What I'm Looking for in a Partner:"Wow. Um, well, someone who can deal with my...issues. A person who truly loves me and won't throw me away once they find someone prettier. Someone that's smart and compassionate; someone who is strong; someone who is funny, but can be serious when necessary; someone that knows when to give a girl space and when to comfort her. Jeez, the more I talk about it, the more I feel it will never come true."

[small town.]

Reserving a girl.

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