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[Darling, Darling]

→ " Even the stars in the sky and reality itself couldn't keep your dreams from becoming reality itself. However, reality can become to much to bear so just let go and take my hand and together you and I will be perfect. " ←

I felt it. Perfect. I was perfect.

Face a trouble everyday
Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
I need to take it slow, my heart is growing cold
I'm trying to hide my feelings from the people that I know
And everywhere I go I'm trying to lay low
Can't afford to get in no trouble because I'm on parole
I'm trying to live life right.God knows with all my might
But I'm just barely getting by 'Cause money's way too tight
And I can say this right.The struggle and the fight
It's weakin' all the muscles in my body like Kryptonite
Making me feel like there is no other way
But the different streets get that dough
Living and praying for a better day, so
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
Streets, I ain't no longer on it, don't need feds all upon it
I done left that life alone 'cause all I did was impress
My homie, and then my conscience told me, careful
Tou tendarone, always complaining after I ain't never did
She always lonely, so what am I to do?
Gotta get money for food 'cause if she starves to death
Then I gotta deal with her attitude
And I in that type of mood 'cause I ain't type of dude
It's bad enough, I gotta deal with all this I'm going through
It's making me feel like there is no other way
But the different streets get that dough
Living and praying for a better day, so
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday.Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow
Face a trouble everyday.Trying to walk away from a life of sorrow
It's a struggle everyday
Trying not to rob G's, still I borrow

It's one hundred and nine degrees in this crowded room

No room to breathe with walls as cold as a gallery

This is no place for me

Such hard faces in smoke

The smell lingers in my clothes

It's a bad night to be alone

But that's the way it goes

And I think of you whenever life gets me down

I think of you whenever you're not around

And you rest your bones

Somewhere far from my house

Yeah, but you still pull me home

I thought I had it figured out in a brand new life

With a great big house

And green initials on the towels

I should be happy now

Well, you got yourself a family

And you planted roots down by the sea

I saw you once on the street

You didn't notice me

But I think of you whenever life gets me down

I think of you whenever you're not around

You rest your bones

Somewhere far from my house

Yeah, but you still pull me home

Just to put your mind at ease

You don't owe me anything

You paid me well in memories

And I think of you whenever life gets me down

I think of you whenever you're not around

And you rest your bones

Somewhere far from my house

Yeah, but you still pull me home

You still pull me home

You still pull me home

"Hello there stranger. I guess this is mandatory so why don't we begin? Well, my name is Hunter Stella Meadows. Yes, my first name is usually a boys name but, I have no say in the matter until I get up and go to the office and change it. I was named after my twin brother who didn't make it which I find just a little bit upsetting. I have no clue where Stella came from but, it's Latin for Star. Pretty cool huh? My last name is my moms seeing how I've never met my dad. As for nicknames I go by Hunter but, if you're a cool kid you can call me Hun. My best friend used to call my Honeybear though he hasn't said it for a very long time. At the moment I'm eighteen years of age and I'm somewhat enjoying it though I still live with my mom and her boyfriend. My birthdays on the fifth of October and I really do loathe the day now that I think of it. It's supposed to be a happy day though, right? Now when it comes to family it's only my mom and I seeing how I don't consider Mason (Her stepfather) family. Sure he's nice and all but, I just don't like him. I have a dog by the name of Paris though. He's like family I guess.I also have a cat by the name of London...See my obsession with the UK? Then there's my phone...It's my precious. Oh, random fact is I'm German, Canadian and American. Woo hoo hahaha no. Well anyways I have a American accent seeing how I lived there most of my life but, hey we can't all have sexy voices right? My favorite accents would have to be the british ones. I absolutely adore them and anyone who has one is a friend to me. Yes I do fangirl over them at some points depending on how cool it is. Yep that's me for you. Another random fact is that I'm overly shy at some points,".

"Alrighty then let's talk about my shiny personality. Hahaha no. Well everyone describes me as out going but in reality I just like to get things done instead of waiting for things to change. I have a slight goal of perfection and I've done many things to perfect every day things. I've been told that I'm a great listener and I even give good advice though I find it funny seeing how I can't even give myself good advice. I'm pretty shy and don't do very good with boys though if I do become comfortable with you I will in fact flirt away. I so tend to get upset easily so I will be somewhat absent minded. When I'm bored I tend to be rather random and it doesn't help that I'm a ADHD child. I tend to talk a lot even through my shyness. If you annoy me I will go out of my way to let it be known by you and everyone else around us. I don't like drama and I barely start any due to this. Onward to the likes and dislikes then shall we,"?

" I will make it known that I like food. My favorite being ramen noodles but, I will eat just about anything. I'm all about sharing and what not but touch my food and you'll get bit. Yes I do fight when my food is on the line. I enjoy dancing as you may tell but, I also enjoy music as well. Though dancing always has and always will be my first love I will admit to playing a few instruments including the classical piano and the guitar. I love taking Paris on walks by the beach and going swimming with him due to the fact that he's my baby boy and I love him. I enjoy running and I must say if I weren't to lazy I'd have joined track back in high school but, oh well. I have a small craving when it comes to cotton candy and I am told that I have a hoarding problem by friends when they see my pantry but hey, sweet as sugar bro. I enjoy going on twitter and my phone and laptop are basically my life. I'm a bit of a gamer and I enjoy sitting back with the boys every once in a while and playing a good game. I have a small fangirl type of thing for British boys.. If only I had an accent like that....I can dream right,"?

"My dislikes are a bit random so stay with me now. I don't like cats. I'm allergic and whenever I pet them I get itchy which is funny seeing how I have a kitten but, he's the only exception. I also dislike sharing food as said above but, hey I wasn't listening to your bio the whole time either. I don't like stuck up people or snobs because...well nobody does. I absolutely hate my eyes and I swear they're bipolar when it comes to picking a color. I dislike it when others try to drag me into their drama it's like, come on now bro are you serious? One thing a really don't like is when people think they can sing but, they can't. It's just...no. I don't liked being judged on things I can't change like past mistakes I've made or people I've hurt. I also don't like failure and do my best to reach perfection. One could say that I strive for it but, others would say that I live for perfection,".

"Alright now for my jacked up History. Well I was born in the Canada but, when I was seven we moved to New York. Yay Unique New York! Haha, well anyways, I grew up with a pretty normal childhood and in seventh grade I met my best friend travis. We were pretty close and he always supported my dreams and music. He was the one who taught me how to play piano in the first place. Well, we hit it off pretty well and in freshmen year we decided to well, date. We dated throughout the entire two years of school until he died of cancer in my Junior year. It was really hard on me and I resorted to cutting. Right after one of my plays in which I had a leading role I guess I took it a bit to far and I woke up in the hospital with several stitches and an IV attached to me. I went to therapy after that and it really didn't help much. They just ask you about the things that happen like something will change but, it won't. Realizing getting better would be the best thing for my career and health not from the therapist but, from the memory that Travis always wanted the best for me I quit and my mom allowed me to get a tattoo for the improvements I'd made. Since then I've gotten my grades back up and I even got accepted into this dancing school but, I haven't told the band yet. The girls have figured out that I'd lost someone important seeing how I take a picture of him with us on tour and it's always on the bedside table. It's good for them to know though seeing how it's a somewhat good excuse for when I'm feeling down even though it's usually the reason. I do miss him though. I really really do,".

"Now we'll talk about the looks but, I must say that this is the least important thing about a person and that if I learn to like you it'll be because of your inner beauty. I won't judge by covers and I never have. It's their body they can do what they want with it. Even if you may disagree you should support their decision because nothing a person does is wrong. In some way even if it's a very small one, it's right. You don't know what they've been through nor will you completely know unless you first, look in the mirror and walk down backwards down the road you've made for yourself,".

"Alright so for each tattoo that I have I'll give a few facts about my looks and the meaning for the tattoo. For the first tattoo I'll start with my weight. I weigh 87 pounds which is really good if you look at the other girls. I'm (Height) five foot three which also explain my weight but, I'm totally happy with being short. You're less noticeable and more ninja like. Now for the meaning of my first tattoo. As you can see I'm with my cat London. Well, I got this when I was seventeen and the meaning behind it is to remind me to stay grounded and be humble for what I have. It also shows the struggle and how much you should strive for perfection and in the flowers's case it's beauty. We all strive for something. Even those flowers,".

"This tattoo has many mixed signals. Well my hair is pretty normal. I'm a brunette though I have many blond moments and it's naturally curly though I do sometimes straighten it. As for my eyes, I hate them. They're very bipolar and can't decide whether they want to be blue or green. There's also a bit of yellow in them as well. I got this tattoo a few weeks after the first one and hey I must say I love tattoos. It's a daily reminder that perfection doesn't last forever but, if you work hard enough it will last. I also got it as if to tell the world that yes us humans can reach infinity and beyond. Maybe you'll see me on the moon one day. Total sarcasm guys. It also has to do with the band to I guess,".

Now for my style tips ay? I enjoy wearing a pair of converse or chucks but, I wear heels if needed. I always found wearing skinny jeans of all colors and if not then shorts. I admit to loving neon and it's a strange obsession I have. I like loose tops and cover ups that show off a bit of my tats but hey, who doesn't? If I'm feeling lazy or dancing I'll throw on some sweats and a tank-top. This tattoo means a lot to me actually. It's my most recent one and it is pretty cool I will admit. The meaning behind it is to stay anchored to reality. Don't let your dreams describe who you are but, let your accomplishments and goals do so. Whenever things become to much it's ok to distance yourself as long as you come back to reality.

Well I have a love life of a dying whale my friends. As you may have read above I've had a pretty rough time. I do still get crushes though. Seeing how the girls and I are doing this contest or whatever I decided to check everything out and from that boy band, Zayn and Niall seem pretty cute but, I must say that Niall has lovely eyes. I've

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