by phluphfy » Sat Sep 01, 2012 2:54 pm
She sat for a while, "And the violin is a difficult instrument... Either you're absolutely wonderful at it or everyone thinks you're horrible." She laughed at herself, "You aren't even listening, I should have known," she sighed to herself. Cerena decide to start talking about how she got here, after all she needed to sort it out to herself. "It took me forever to get accepted here, I wanted to go to a good college, somewhere. I found this place after... Everything. It was my saving grace. I had developed acute insomnia, I was always tired but never sleeping. It was enough to drive me crazy. But see, those lyrics that came out of my darkest hours got me in here. I got the courage up to talk to one of my closest friends again, my eating disorder went into remission. Heck, look at me now! I'm a regular fat Albert. I finally moved on, this place saved me. And your music, the first I heard here. It's gorgeous, it makes me feel fluttery inside. And it's not the notes, anyone can play notes. It's that I can see how much you love playing, how much each note means to you when you play it. Emotion, that's what got you here. Me?" she chuckled at herself, "I got in here because I was half crazy and all the talented people are too." she stopped, why did she say this? She could write it, something. She added to her own worthless speech, "Except I don't have talent. Just a little bit of luck that hit me in that moment. I don't have any more luck left, though. I bet you I'll be out before the semester is."