
:: Name ::
I'm Raja Tali Amirah Daft. Unlike my name, I am not Arabic. My mother was obsessed with the culture and was and still is dedicated to go there one day. She's always trying to learn the language and the culture, so when she had me, she couldn't think of anything better than to name me with an Arabic name.
:: Nickname ::
I like it sometimes only when close, really close, people call me Ami or Tali. If fewer people call you by one name, that name has more of a... meaning. Other than that, friends just call me Raja. Most people who don't know me call me Daft. I don't mind it. I mean it's suitable. Enough.
:: Gender ::
der...
:: Age ::
I am seventeen years young. I don't plan on getting any more older than this though. (:
:: Birthday ::
Happy birthday!
No, my birthday isn't till another couple hundred days... | February 17 |
:: Birthplace ::
Malibu, California. But I wasn't that rich to be living there...
:: Hair Color ::
I have crazy blonde hair that doesn't seem to stay as I want it too. Long enough, it always gets twirled up in some frenzy so I usually have to straighten it out later on. It has nice light smooth highlights near the inside of my hair as well as on the outside. Near the end of summer, it turns into a pale white color, seeing as the sun has put it into such a light spot.:: Eye Color ::
My eye color is a blueish flecked with gold color. They change in the winter to a frosty grey. My ex described them as this: 'The kind that you can look into and feel like you actually are getting lost. The kind... you can relate to that are truly windows to the soul.'
:: Features ::
Mmmm, I have a belly button piercing as well as my ears. I do not have any tattoo's, for I would hate to mark myself with something permanent.
:: Birth Mark ::
Nope!
:: Overall Look ::
Not growing any taller than 5'6, relatively normal height, so I'm not the tallest in the bunch. Because of my height i'm slim, but not skinny. It's easier to stay in shape for me, while I eat healthy, so I have a very nice core. Even when I'm taking care of my body, there always seems to be the need of my hair. The ink brunette colored hair, uncannily straight, putting it up in a bun or pony tail makes it go into a major frenzy. My skin complexion is rather nice, as I am complemented on it. Tanning seems to be essential as it is to most people, so after several successful summers, I have a smooth almond tan with which my hair blends into with a unique twist.
When I'm nervous I bite my nails sometimes, so normally I don't have the perfect nails as I see many girls have quite the obsession with them. I have long legs, good for running, as I do that a lot. My small weight of a wavering one hundred and four pounds, leaves me as a bit of a long figure. Although I'm seventeen, many people mistake me for a girl of fifteen. I hate it...:: Personality ::
What do I think of myself. That's a good question. We all think one thing of ourselves, but then get a completely different opinion of others.
So far, here's what I have gathered from myself. Well, I'll start out on my good side. I'm usually all fake with my smiles, because I always go by the phrase 'Fake it till you make it,' so I try. Considerably kind, I share when I'm supposed too, but know when to hold back on the sugar. Generous - enough - I hate when people complain though. But really, I'm not much on being polite. Always trying to debate and get into arguments, I love trying to get a point across, even when I know I'm wrong. Sarcastic, I can't help it. It's a second nature to make a clever comment in the perfect time. I was never good with kids, mainly because of my lack of patience. I think it started back when I first babysit You would not imagine the pain I went through, cleaning up after two three year old and a fourteen month old child. Hectic. After that, I refused to watch kids, fearing I would hit them with a banana. Or something like that. Rebellious, if you tell me some rules, I'll probably break them. I mean, it's human nature to either listen or not to listen. I think that I'll choose the easier choice. Not to do it. But reverse psychology isn't going to work on me. Please, be serious. I'm not three. Stubborn as anything, I always believe I'm right. And even if I wrong, I'm right.
I'm immature sometimes, sticking my tongue at people who I dislike, but seriously. That's just when I feel different. What I sincerely love is when I talk in a british accent. Oh my gosh - hilarious! Er... well at least it is to myself.
I can't handle the stress of being asked a ton of questions, because then I just start to get feisty and snappy. On rare occasions, you can read me like a book. It's only happened once. When I'm upset, I retreat deep inside myself and all you see is nothing. Expression wise. Of course i'm not going to disappear or anything. But then I just take a bold personality. Flirty as always, I'm really shallow. But if I do like someone, I won't let them go.
Very daring, I love taking risks, because if you complete them, you can't help but feel like your there for a meaning, and you take a breath of air... a blessing.
I'm imperfect, yes, but I'm human, so what can you expect.:: History ::
I've lived a completely normal life. My family and I lived in a rather big, two story house and I had all the necessities that I wanted and needed. But at one point I didn't have those things. I grew up in the local orphanage, where my birth mother had left me, after she decided rather quickly, that she couldn't - didn't want to - take care of me. I was three at the time, and what I understood was that she was dropping me off at a children's nursery and that she was taking a rather long vacation. I didn't cry when she left.
At age six, I realized she wasn't coming back. Looking at my feet, I held back the tears. But I was strong and became a leader for the rest of the kids that were my age. Leading several attempts to escape, I failed but was very close sometimes.
At age eleven, I was thankfully adopted by a lovely couple, Mr. and Mrs. Wellington. After that I got a job when I was fourteen, as a secretary through out fall and winter for my adopted father's company. Saving money, I was very smug and happy for myself. Skip a couple more years later, and I am seventeen. Working my way up through the company, I now had enough money to do many things, such as live in my own apartment, go to college, probably buy a house, and many more things. Looking for a vacation, I soon got a letter which I considered no importance so I about threw it away. But I didn't. Bored one afternoon, I opened it and became caught up with the idea of going to a snow filled place with the only company of five other teens. Now I can't help but smile.
:: Fears ::
Mephobia. (: But seriously? Hmm... I'm scared of going up stairs in the dark by myself... its creepy. I always think something is going to attack me. Also Taphephobia, the fear of being buried alive. I once read an entire book about it before when I was five or six. I was never able to look at a cemetery without bursting into tears, but I soon hid this fear, seeing as people found it quite silly.
One of my other fears is losing my freedom. I have been independent my whole life, and only misery would come out of a situation like that.
:: Likes ::
My likes. Definietly pizza. And chocolate ice cream. Gosh, I adore chocolate ice cream. (:
Erm... I like the beach so that's a plus. Huskies and cool photo's and their effects. I also enjoy getting the latest technology, so I can stay up to date with the new stuff.Fruit by the foot! I have been craving those... yummie!
As well as the idea of singing and playing my guitar, I am enchanted with the idea of unicorns. Convinced they lived on Earth, I told my mother I was going to travel to where unicorns live and bring one back someday. She must have gotten a kick out of that one.
:: Dislikes ::
Well. I dislike uncertain people, because if you ever fall behind them in life, you've got to get back on track. Drama queens. Melting or melted ice cream. And cotton candy. It tastes like flavored toilet paper. Not that I've ever tried it or anything... Yuck. Oh, and stuffed noses.
When people don't text back, cancelled plans, rainy days when you're sad, losing friends, missing someone, loving someone who doesn't love you back, change, itchy bug bites, when you can't fall asleep, regrets, crying, when your heart aches for something you can't have, feeling worthless, when people don't understand you, over thinking, unexplainable feelings, when a store doesn't have something your size, bad grades, not having enough money, when food stops tasting good, when people yell at you, lies, broken promises, being lonely.:: Sicknesses ::
Not really. I mean, poison ivy and bee stings, but that's about it. I don't get any rashes from them or break out, but I start to itch.
:: Skills ::
I get complemented on my voice often, singing at friend's weddings or parties. Soprano is more of my thing, though I do have a low smooth voice as well. As well as singing, I play guitar. Not that amazingly well, I know the chords and what not. Basketball is my main sport. I have practiced so often that at one point, I was never around home except near the evening. Would negotiating be a skill? Mmmm, I'm good at other things too, such as shooting a bow and arrow, which will come in handy, and lying.
:: Sexual Orientation ::
I'm seriously straight. No way, that is seriously disgusting.
:: Biggest Secret ::
Hm. w.i.p.
:: Phone and others ::
Well, I have an iPhone. Siri is pretty awesome, considering that I can talk to her. Which is definitely a level up from my old flip up phone.
[color=#FF8080]:: Pets ::
Well. My little puppy Sura. She's such a little cutie, but also a little ball of mischief.
:: Family ::
Well, my dad is an alcoholic,:: Best Friend ::
No, I don't have a best friend.
:: Enemies ::
Currently none! Actually wait. I lied.
:: Crush ::
Not right now, but if I did, I still probably might not not not not not tell you. (:
:: Boyfriend ::
I'm not dating anyone currently. But I am seriously fine with that. It's not like I'm obsessed with boys and need to be with them every single minute of my life! But if I did have someone in mind, I would need someone who is prepared for ::
-A million questions-Uncontrollable laughter
-My family
-My appatiete
-Musical outbrusts
-Random dancing
-My friends
-Sad/Happy tears
-Deep talks
-My imagination
-My dreams
-Walks in the rain
-Random texts
-Usless arguments
-and acceptance of the real me.
:: Ex(s) ::
Emm... several. But they were all jerks, I don't know why I thought that we were 'perfect' for each other then. But I can tell you about them... never mind. Bad idea. Actually, I will. Let me name a few. Jordan - the high school quarter back. He was certainly the type that girls would hang onto, and I would have, but I caught him with my ex-best friend after we had a huge fight. I guess not so perfect.
The next were all like him. Same ending. Carter? Same ending. Jacob? Well what about Sean or Sam? Nope. All ended the same way. I now do not care whether or whether I am not in a relationship. Girls act like you live by that status and that you have to be with somebody. I am not moved from where I stand, nor will I for a while.

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