Allentown Mental asylum (ACCEPTING)

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((if I can, when FallingInReverse gets back online, I'll make another male tips it's okay with her, unless someone else roleplays with her first.))

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani looked up at him and looked into his eyes "I wish it was all ok.. I really do.."

-Sorry my sister was on -.- -

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I nodded and looked down into her eyes. I knew exactally what she was feeling, and almost exactally what was going on in her mind right now. "I know." I said softly. I chewed on the inside of my lip as I was still trying to think away the voices in my own head. I hated being this way. I wanted to know what it was like to be normal. I wanted to just be sane for one day. Just to see what its like.

((it's otay! I kinda poofed coz I had to go watch a movie before -_-))

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani's eyes twinkled as she looked up at him.. He actually seemed to care for her in a way. When she would go into an episode like that people would either just stand and watch or completely ignore her because they thought she was just looking for attention. "Thank you.." she whispered. " I wish I could make yours stop as well.. I want to be normal"

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I looked down at her and nodded slightly, "no problem." I said softly, "and I wish I was normal too. Everyone in this place doesn't deserve to be this way... Its not fair..." I mumbled and absentmindedly chewed on my lip again. I couldn't make my head stop talking to me in the five different voices it had. You wouldn't really know when they ewere screaming at me unless I started hurting myself.. Otherwise, I kept it all contained, and away fom anyone else. I'm independent. I don't really like people helping me. The only time I will take help from someone during an episode, is if I'm crying. That's the only way.

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani could see his mood starting to change, she could see it in his expression. "You ok?" she said softly

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I looked at her and then closed my eyes shaking my head, "I'm never okay..." I replied in a soft voice. I unwrapped my arms from around her slowly and put my fingers on either side of my head, and rubbed circles on my temples.

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[tigers breath]

>> тнe naмes aurσra gσrgιa sκylιnιa <<

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>> тнe cσld nσn-eмσισnal ғallen angel тнaт wσn'т lσve <<

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❝ The secret side of me. I'll never let you see. I keep a cage but I can't control it. So stay away from me, the beast is ugly. I feel the rage, I just can't hold it. It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls. It comes awake, and I can't control it. Hidin' under my bed, in my body, in my head. Why won't somebody come save me from this? Make it end. ❞
❝ I feel it deep with in, it's just beneath the skin. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I hate what I've become, the darkness has just begun. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. ❞
❝ My secret side I keep, hid under lock and key. I keep it caged, but I can't control it. 'Cause if I let him out, he'll tear me up, break me down. Why can't someone come save me from this? Make it end.
❞
❝ I feel it deep with in, it's just beneath the skin. I must confess I feel like a monster. I hate what I've begun, the darkness has just begun. I feel it deep with in, it's just beneath the skin. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. ❞
❝ It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp. There's no escape for me. It wants my soul, it wants my heart. No one can hear me scream. Maybe its just a dream. Or maybe it's inside of me. Stop this monster! ❞
❝ I feel it deep with in. It's just beneath the skin. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I hate what I've become, the darkness just begun. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I feel it deep with in, its just beneath the skin. I must confess that I feel like a monster. i'm gonna loose control, here's something radical. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. I--I feel like a monster. ❞
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мσσd: Remeber
wιтн: Jani; Rilee
тalκιng тσ: No one
тнιnκιng: The past, them, rampage
тagged: Jani; Rilee
appearance: X -X - X - X - X
sтaтus: Crushless; Dateless

Aurora sighed and glance at the two. She sucked in a deep breath. They were just going to ignore her and continue on in their fantasy land as she could tel. She stared at her tags and the little thing as she tried to snap the metal in between the chains. She snarled lowly. Her snarl was inhuman like. It was very weird. It was more animal then human like. She liked it. She stopped and looked around before she began to pace. Began to think. She heard the girl wanted to be normal. All she really wanted to do was snap a rude comment in her direction, but she bit sown and that cold, emotionless serious expression as her boots brushing against the ground. Her eyes hard aand cold. The voices trying to tell her to kill herself clawing st her thick barrier. She could hear their faint whispers, but she pushed them away and pulled one thing into her head to think, and to block them outm

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani sighed "I know the feeling.." her golden eyes going soft for once.. She watched as he took his arms from around her and started rubbing his temples. She looked down her blue hair hanging in her face. She was developing feelings for him. Not just because of his looks, but because he was like her, he understood what she was going through and she knew what he was going through. All the other guys she met used her, or left her after they found out how mental she was, because to them she was 'To much' ...

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