Allentown Mental asylum (ACCEPTING)

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I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I looked at her not knowing what to do right now. You know what, I was gonna just go and do what I have been doing when this happened and hope for the best. I quickly wrapped my arms around her, keeping her arms pinned down to her sides, "Jan,.. Jan, you're okay. Its okay.. You aren't going to hurt me. I held her tight just in sparse she did end up trying to hurt me. I wouldn't be mad at her if she did end up hurting me though. It wasn't her fault.

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani's eyes widened as he got closer to her. "Rilee, please" she trailed off, tears running down her cheeks. Jani tried to get from his arms.Nows the chance Jani, Do it Now! Jani shook her head "Leave. Me. Alone!" she was breathing heavy now and getting tired. Now giving up as they still yelled the same things to her, over and over. Her body went limp with exhaustion, she breathed heavily, and sobbed all at the same time "I don't wanna, leave me alone... I won't hurt him.." she said quietly..

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I held onto her tightly, as I sat down on the bed with her, "Jan. you're not gonna hurt me. It's okay." I said softly as my arms were still wrapped around her. I was starting to think we should always just sit like this... But that wasn't really possible.

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani breathed heavy and laid her head back on his chest and closed her eyes as the last of her tears went down her cheeks. "That's what they told me to do, and I didn't want to.. I didn't " Jani was completely exhausted.. As her eyes were closed sleep approached and had a very welcoming affect on her tired body, and the comfyness of Rilee's body she slipped away in the wonderful land of sleep.

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love
To outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face
I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not!
Not insane-
-"Almost Easy" by A7x-

Ʀιlεε's my name...

I looked down at her as she fell asleep. I leaned back against the wall, so that she was laying back against my chest. I reached for one of the pillows, and put it behind my head and closed my own eyes teying to fall asleep for once. I don't sleep often. I didn't have insomnia... I don't think, but the talking kept me awake. I maybe slept for an hour at a time... And that was it.I loosened my grip around her and tried falling asleep.

Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＩＮＳＡＮＥ！ Ｉ'Ｍ ＮＯＴ！

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

As Jani slept a nightmare crept up on her. Jani twitched slightly but stayed in the same spot. In her dream she could see Rilee and her in the asylum and she started going on a rampage and couldn't control herself and started started hurting Rilee.. It felt all real to her in the dream. Jani shot up out of her sleep and looked around, no blood, and no hurt Rilee.. Just them sleeping there. She looked towards the door and saw that the lights outside of there room were off and there's was dim, it must have been late. Jani looked at Rilee and touched his cheek gently and smiled knowing he was safe.

[fruitbat]

{ recap? }

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

((I'm not gonna be on too much from today up until Friday or Saturday... I'm sharing an iPad with 3 other people for Internet))

I opened my eyes slowly feeling her hand on my cheek. I looked down at her and sat up a little bit straighter, "You okay?" I asked and looked at her with a furrowed brow. I wasn't sleeping at all before. My eyes were just closed.

[Recap:]Rilee and Jani just had a few mini mental break downs and are half sleeping half not right now. That was purdy much it.

[<3FallinginReverse<3]

Jani looked down taking her hand away, "I-.. I just had a nightmare, that's all.." she took a breathe trying not to remember what she had done to him in her dream.

-Its ok :D You don't have to worry about getting kicked I understand XD-

[»αℓιcɛ-ιи-cнαιиƨ«]

I nodded and looked at her, "Mm... Sorry." I said softly. I looked at her face and she sempt really... Upset over whatever she was just dreaming. I hadn't actually had a dream in years because I don't sleep well, so I didnt know what she was really feeling with this nightmare she just had.