♥Who wants to be perfect?♥ (Summer romance , semi-lit)

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Xanther kept walking until he turned a few corners, reaching the door. He stomped in and towards the kitchen. He had to end this. This was the fifth time it happened to him. It reuined his life. IT was making him act crazy. It was the one that led Xanther to all this. Xanther Walked up to some drawers, pulling them out a looking for the one thing, the one thing that would lead him to death, to end to all this. He pulled out the fifth drawer and there were three, sharp knives sitting there. He pull out the sharpest and slowly pushed the drawer closed. He stood next to the wall of the kitchen and slid down. His held his arm our, palm facing up, one vein being barely shown. Xanther glared at the knife and gently placed the spiky part on the spot where the vein remained....

ooc: Okay so how should i do this..? Peyton suddenly pops up and goes to save Xander or...??

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the owner isnt here at the moment but you may post your form ^^))

Haha, whichever way. Maybe she thinks he'll hurt himself and goes on with him)

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ooc: Okay
{-Peyton
Peyton had a bad feeling about this. All of it. He seemed angry when he walked away.. Go check on him. She thought. Peyton sighed, she didnt really have the strength to get up and follow after him.. but she would do it anyway. After all she did love him.. right? Peyton shakily stood to her feet.. Taking a moment to gather herself, before following after him. She turned a couple corners before reaching a place where Xanther was. She walked in quietly. Peyton almost passed out at what she saw. Xanther was on the floor knife on hand, about to harm himself. Peyton ran over to him without saying a word. She grabbed the knife out of his hand and stabbed it into the wooden table {Que Effie Trinket Scream: That is Mahogany XD} Peyton stared at Xanther.. her eyes wide and her body shaking. "What the heck are you thinking!?!?!" she screamed pulling him up to his feet.

[Qiokkabee]

Before Xanther could make a large cut along his arm, Peyton had come in and snatched the knife away, stabbig it into the table. Xanther frowned. He glared at her before answering with a scream," I wanna end my life! I wanna hurt myself! It's my fault! All my fault! All mine! I should be dead by now!" He screamed in Peyton's face, giving her an angry look. "I cant stay like this forever..." Xanther slid away and plopped onto the floor, glaring at the knife...

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{-Peyton
"No! im not letting you do this to yourself! You know how many people you would hurt by doing this??!! Im not letting this happen!" She screamed tears appearing in her eyes. Peyton was scared for Xanther.. he was not making the right choices. She bit her lip and slid down with Xanther. "Look Xanther.." she said quietly "please.." she paused starting to cry. "Dont." Peyton whispered simply.

[Qiokkabee]

Xanther was quiet againn, saring at the floor blankly, not thinking of anything, but then he looked up at Peyton as she cried and blinked. "What if I do kill myself? Suicide? You know, I know you hate me really, even though you gave me that kiss..."

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ooc: Such an intense moment ..
{-Peyton
Peyton dropped her mouth oped wide. "What!? I dont hate you!" she cried "Why would i have saved your *ss back on the beach? Why did i blush when you played piano for me? Why did i hug you back when you hugged me? Why did i kiss you?.." she paused "Because i really do truely love you Xanther.. why cant you just trust me on this!? At school im known as the rebel... the girl who has feelings for no one. But would i be here crying my butt of if i didnt care enough about you?" she said "NO! So please... just dont." she said wiping tears away

[Qiokkabee]

XD I laughed at your post but felt bad at the same time XD))

Xanther frowned as after she spoke. "I...I dont undeerstand why though..." Xanther looked away but then up at the knife. He stood up and walked over to the counter. He pulled out the knife and looked at it closely before walking away...

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ooc: XD
{-Peyton
"Woah woah woah Mister.. Where do you think you're going?" she said shakily standing up. She felt like she was about to pass out. Peyton threw a hand up her her head, feeling some dry blood there from when she had hit the concrete. Peyton stumbled after him, her vision was no where near a perfect 20/20. So when she walked, she stumbled.. making it look like she was drunk. Peyton grabbed his shoulder.

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Xanther stopped exactly where he was planning to stop. In front of the knife drawer s Peyton stopped him asshe placed her hand on his shoulder. Xanther pulle dopen the drawer and just threw the knife in there, slamming the drawer shut andd looked over at Peyton. "There, now are you happy?"