"When I look into your
eyes it's like watching
the night sky or
a beautiful sunrise."
- - - ɴame ; My name is Raelyn Camile Cyle, nice to meet you. It has been told to me by my grandmother than the day I was born my mother hadn't chosen any name for her baby as the story goes when the doctors brought me inside for my mother to see me a ray fell upon me and at that split second she uttered my name. Ray except she slept it Rae . Lyn was her mothers my gandmother's middle name. Camile came along after her beloved cat whom she loved her name was Camile Sohpia Blu , a might I say very ugly Persian cat she acquired before I was even born. Cyle is well... I'm not exactly sure it might be Irish I believe.My full name has a lot of spark to it! I am 20 years of age just turned 20 5 days ago!"There's so much they
hold and just like
them old stars I
see that you've come so far
to be right where you are
how old is your soul?."
- - - aɢe ; I am twenty now. I am twenty and I am some miracle says my mother. The day I was born she tells me was a very sad day for her she found out I had brain damage. I'm really not sure how I got it probably one of the doctors dropped me but I'm a miracle child only supposed to live till age 8. Look at me now!"I won't give up on us,
even if the skies
get rough."
- - - ɢeɴdeʀ ; FemaleFor those of you who need glasses I am indeed a female. I really hate when people ask me things like this I actually think, they think, I'm stupid. Well, I am not. I am a female but you sir are more than welcome to check. "I'm giving you all my
love, I'm still looking
up."
- - - descʀɪptɪoɴ ; "I have my flaws like everyone else. I am skinny but have curves if that makes sense. I have blue eyes yes they are blue. However, they do change to green and gray. I have naturally blonde hair though, I have to get it dyed frequently since I am a model. I have a nice tan as well. I could be tanner. I have long legs and long arms. "And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find"
- - - ʙodʏ modɪғɪcatɪoɴs ; Ahh. Here comes the shockers. I do have my ears pierced and my belly button. Ok. I do have 1 tatoos they are for very special things only. I have on tatoo it reads "Pray". That is just about it. But, I wouldn't mind a few cent a mental ones."Be yourself; everyone
else is taken."
- - - peʀsoɴaʟɪtʏ ; Rae is a very smart girl she thinks outside the box before even checking to see what in inside the box at times which may or may not be a good thing always. Rae has a strong will about what she will do and no one is going to stop her. at all. Rae doesn't listen to anyone who tells her things and hates being corrected she holds many grudges as well.
On a more pleasant note Rae is a bit over protective around some people she has befriended she tends to act like their mother and boss them around but only because she thinks she is helping. Rae isn't the type of girl to have pity parties and fish for compliments she doesn't even hardly get them actually. Rae is a huge book worm reading anything she can.
Rae follows in her fathers footsteps and is an alcoholic. Her whisky is like her child. Rae has brain damage and that doesn't exactly help her when she needs to find the wisdom to stop drinking. Rae doesn't always understand why people are trying to help her always believing no one cares for her. Rae physically does sometimes hurt people when she is in a state like this but not on purpose.
Rae has some issues sometimes communicating with people she isn't perfect and tries to be patient but sometimes she bursts which isn't always something good. Rae is a very loving person and shows great compassion to people she tries to help where she can. Rae likes having control and being the head of a project.
Rae loves swimming and surfing she loves skateboarding as well. Rae loves talking to people she knows and expressing her feelings though sometimes she hides them and bottles them up inside. Rae loves being handy and able to help and construct things she takes great pride when she accomplishes something.
Rae loves modeling she has been a model since she was 7 at that has been paying for her bills for a while, she won't say it's a job more of a hobby. Rae loves modeling and isn't afraid of what others think of her. Rae sometimes gets a bit upset seeing haters hating at or towards her but she is strong and mature enough to know when to keep her mouth shut. Rae loves taking pictures of nature as well she loves seeing beauty in others especially in animals as well she absolutism loves taking pictures of dogs and other animals.
Rae volunteers in her free time at animal shelters giving the dogs a walk since they are crammed in their cages each and every day. She loves seeing the animals happy and tired after a walk knowing she has done a job well. She loves seeing the faces on the dogs when they realize they are about to be taken out for a walk and not stuck board out of their mind in the kennels.
Rae loves meeting new people and exploring different places she loves hiking and doing trail runs as well as going to the gym. Rae loves going on long twisty trails and seeing beautiful land and fresh flowers. Rae hates being cooped up outside. The outdoors is a place for her to escape and relax."Sometimes it's better when
things aren't perfect-
at least that way
you know it's its real."
- - - ʜɪstoʀʏ ; My history isn't exactly pleasant.
I was born in Seattle Washington on a Monday at 1:23 am. My mother says she was very happy when I was born but i think she lied big time she just forgot to mention I had a twin brother. I have everything a girl could want 2 loving brothers (at the time) a sister, a dog, and a mother.
Father was an alcoholic and died when I was 3. He could never support the family so my eldest brother started taking night shifts at the local gas station to give money to the family. One December evening some men came in demanding money being the loyal boy he was he refused. They asked him again and this time he refused yet again they aimed their guns at his heart and shot him dead. Christopher was smart enough to press the closing all door alarm leaving the men trapped inside.They were caught and now burn in hell.
Mother died of lung cancer after being a smoker for 15 years she started when I was just a toddler. My mother actually told me some very sad and disturbing news to me on the day she died she actually told me I had a twin brother who went missing at age 3 which got me very upset. My hopes are he is still alive but I have my doubts.
My sister is well rounded now after I pretty much raised her. Her name is Mila and she is very sweet and pretty you should meet her some day. Mila is now 17 and in foster care until she is legally an adult. She smokes as for me I am more partial to my alcohol, my shots,beer,wine, whiskey are my positions , as her, cigarettes are. She follows in my mother's footsteps I follow in my fathers.
Luka is my youngest brother who is in foster care with my sister as well he is not related to me, he was found on our doorstep as a baby my mother took him in. Luka has blonde hair and brown eyes and is such a little prince he is a charming one , however he's 8 now.
Shiloh is my twin brother who went missing. I only have one picture of us as baby since my mother obviously wasn't a good parent. Shiloh has the same green eyes and blonde hair as me. Shiloh is my age now and I somewhat hope one day I find him but for now he is in the unknown position in my life."Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth?"
- - - ʀeʟatɪoɴsʜɪps ; I am single I am truly not the type to get a crush right away so it takes time. If I had to choose a celebrity it would obviously be Channing Tatum with everything in me. "We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up"
- - -otʜeʀ ;I get nightmares a lot. I am very brave. I have a dog named Sparkles. ( I named him when I was 8). One brother. I'm a model. I am single.Hmmm don't believe I left well... anything out. Credit goes to: Fascai
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