
"trust me. i'm not nearly as scary as i seem."
devyyn becca hostaye
"that's my name. don't wear it out."
becca, hostage
"only my true best friends call me hostage... it's sort of an inside joke."
sixteen years of age, going on seventeen
"age is but a number."
female
"well... would you wish to check? haha, not happening."
5'6
"i'm rather short... to be honest... but i love guys who are shorties! it's so cute!"
134LB
"eh. i'm an average weight... i guess... but i tend to get very insecure about it, again, to be honest."
industrial peircing and a belly peircing.
"i'm not obsessed with peircings. i only have two, not including my lobe peircings... that have grown in..."
straight
"i respect all sexualities, but could never even imagine dating my own gender."
no current crush.
"eh. no one really catches my eye... plus i don't know anyone..."
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single.
"single. that's it. and, knowing myself, i probably will be for a while."
one previous relationship.
"my boyfriend, back home, died in a car crash. i don't think i could love anyone as much as i loved him..."
devyyn is rather insecure. she doesn't believe that she's pretty, and has only ever fallen for one boy seriously, and he- as said previously- died in a car accident. she's been told that she's beautiful, gorgeous, etc, but doesn't believe one word of it. because of her makeup, people think of her as... scary, you could say. but she's about as scary as a fan. she is really sweet, and is a sucker for romance, especially when her boyfriends give her little nicknames and such. she doesn't get mad easily- and, when she does, cools off rather quickly. some people say she's really hard to be mad at, but she believes that she's really annoying sometimes and she knows that her life could have went better. she wants every person to know that their beautiful, except her, because she doesn't believe it one bit. otherwise, she is really sweet and thoughtful. she always puts others before herself, but can act BA sometimes, which is so not true. she is horrible at telling lies, and fidgets when she lies. devyyn has very low self esteem, but wants a boyfriend just like her previous one- a boyfriend who bumps it up a little every day. she wants someone who cares for her... her parents never did. she was kicked out at the age of 14 when she broke up with a boyfriend. he was very upset at her, and he framed her for drugs. he set drugs in her locker, and told the principal- a police dog sniffed it out. she told the truth, and nothing but the truth, but she was suspended and was kicked out by her parents. she gets sad really easily, and when was kicked out- she started to cut herself. since she lived on the streets, was given nicknames like 'drug addict' and 'whore', she slipped into depression. fortunately, when she met her most previous boyfriend, he helped her get out. when he died, she sort of slipped back into a bit of depression. she isn't cutting herself, but wants to every day. she didn't, however, because she knew that her boyfriend wouldn't be happy with her... she did it because she knew he'd be crying in heaven if she did. she often pushes people away because she's afraid to love again...
"hey.. i'm me.. but again, to be honest, its common to see me have pasted on a fake smile. i often take pictures of myself, where it looks like i love myself, but really? yeah no."
you're beautiful - james blunt.
goodbye my lover - james blunt.
raw cookie dough, love, helping people, candy, lollipops, cupcakes, sweet guys, giving cute nicknames to boyfriends, rain and anything to do with it.
"hehe... i love rain so much."
the feeling of being hated, crows, cakes-to-the-face, muffins [but she likes cupcakes?].
"muffins are just ugly cupcakes!"
she has very low self-esteem, and is very insecure. she pushes people away because she is afraid of hate and to love again, since her previous boyfriend died in an accident. she, when lonely and sad, becomes very depressed... and that's often.
"i guess all i really need is friends. and that's something i don't have."
she can successfully save someone if they are having a heart attack, if you call that a strength.
"i took a class..."
nothing to say here.
"nope. not really."








