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I kept waiting on a reason
And a call that never came
No, I never saw it coming
Something in you must have changed

All the words unspoken, promises broken
I cried for so long
Wasted too much time, should've seen the signs
Now I know just what went wrong

I guess I wanted you more..

You had been with the love of your life for a year now,you knew it was just right. You loved him/her, he/she loved you. What could go wrong? Nothing! Of course, that`s what you thought. One day you were walking in the park, thinking about him/her and how much you guys have been through; thick and thin. The up`s and down`s ya'll went through. You were walking by the tree where you had your first kiss with him/her, it brings a smile to think about it. You then hear a noise behind the tree.
You get the gut feeling not to look, but can`t help it and peek over, only to see him/her kissing another girl/guy. You burst into tears. What will you do next?

I guess I wanted you more
And looking back now, I'm sure
I wanted you more
I guess I wanted you more.
All the nights we spent, just talking
Of the things we wanted out of life
Making plans and dreams together
Wish I'd seen, I was just too blind

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My heart was open, exposed and hoping
For you to lay it on the line
In the end it seemed
There was no room for me
Still, I tried to change your mind

I guess I wanted you more
And looking back now, I'm sure
I wanted you more
I guess I wanted you more

Oh, I don't need you
I don't need you anymore

I guess I wanted you more
And looking back now, I'm sure
I wanted you more
I guess I wanted you more

I don't need you
I don't need you anymore

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Both ways <--->
Together ♥
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1) All Tess Rules Apply
2) Please play one male, one female.
3) If someone needs a recap, please give one.
4) Do not do over two pages with out me, I don`t want to have to read everything over again.
5) Let`s please try to post more then 2 sentences.
6) Have fun!
7) You may use your own form, just please let me know (:
8) No dating or crushing on your own people, it`s no fun!
9)Please try to involve everyone. If someone`s left out and you have an open charrie, why not talk to their charrie? Please try not to leave anyone out, I know that feeling. Thanks a lot!

Girls

1)Alexa(Pg.1)
2) Kae (Pg.1)
3) Kara(Pg.2)
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1) Jame(Pg.1)
2) Xaiver(Pg.1)
3) Caleb(Pg.1)
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Lexi ---> Xaiver

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Name: "Alexa Tisdale"
What do you go by?: "Lexi."
Age:"I`m sixteen."
Gender"I`m a female..Do I look like a boy?"

Hair:"Platinum Blonde hair with coon tails and a few streaks"
Eyes:"Blueish Silver"
piercings:"I have a belly button ring.."
Tattoos:"Love written on my wrist.."
Height:"I`m 5"4
Weight:"Pft, asking my weight..I`m 105lbs

Personality: "Lexi is quite an outgoing girl, always willing to try new things. Sometimes she`s called the "rebel" of the school. It somewhat fits her, she does dare herself to do things that would have any 'normal' person thinking twice about..So yes "rebel" would fit her kinda well.But, Lexi is a sensitive girl on the inside, refusing to let anyone get to close to her. Only fearing she`ll end up alone. The 'rebel' has a soft heart,a daring spirit and an amazing personality. Get to know her,you won`t regret it."
Likes:"Writing, photography,singing,being crazy,having fun with friends. Animals..Boys"
Dislikes:"Snobs spiders snakes..Look! Tripple S's"
Fears:"Being alone, I can`t stand it."
Addictions:"Biting my lip,I tend to do it alot.."

Orientation: "I`m Bisexual..Don`t start hatin'!"
Boyfriend or Girlfriend?:"Haha..No, not yet.
Crush: "Xaiver.."
Exes: "Yea..I have about three.."

Job?:"Nope, no jobs here. I usually spend my time with friends."
House:"I still live with my parents,sadly."

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Name:"Hia there, I`m James."
Gender:"Um..I`m a boy,I`m sure.
Age:"Seventeen."
What do you go by?"James.."

Hair Color:"Jet black."
Eye color:"A bright sapphire blue."
Piercings:"I have snake bites,baby!"
Tattoos:"Nope, none at the moment."
Height:"I`m 5"9"
Weight:"135lbs.."

Personality:"James is a shy guy,sweet,charming. He likes to get to know his friends,not much of a partier,unless he`s with his friends and you can pull him into it..He has straight A`s,guess that tells alot,huh?He`s gone to this school all his life, never once has he moved out of town. Some say he`s a goody-goody, but he says he`s just trying to make his spot in this world, and do it right."
Likes:"reading,writing,playing his guitar.
Dislikes:"Snobs..Popular snobby people.."
Fears:"Nothing really.."

Orientation:"I`m straight."
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?"Haha..Nope."
Crushes:"Haha, no none of them.."
Exes:"Heh..well..none."

Job?"Mmm..Nope"
House:"Live with my dad."

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:First Name: Kae
Pronounced as [ Ki ▪ A ]. Kae is another form of 'Kay', but my mother found replacing the 'y' with an 'e' was much cuter. The origin of my name is English, a quite uncommon case. The country it orientated from was the United Kingdom; none the less being born in United Kingdom. I speak with a faint British accent, that has been wearing ever since I started residing in the United States with my adoptive family. Despite that side note, you can still hear, and tell I have an accent.
:Middle Name: Noelle
The pronunciation [ No ▪ L ], sounding like 'Noel'; the name is originated from. Noelle is just a fancier spelling with a unique look to it instead of plain Noel. Originated from Old French, and it's meaning.. Well, Christmas. Nothing spectacular like some, but I'm just thankful it's not a weird name, or has strange meaning.
:Last Name: Stewart
Stewart is a Scottish surname and is also used as a masculine given name of pre-7th century Old English origin, derived from stigeweard, the genitive prefix stige meaning 'Sty', and the suffix word meaning 'Guardian' or 'Warden'. An alternative spelling is Stuart. The progenitor of the Stewart family was a Breton knight who settled in England after the Norman Conquest. Within a few generations, his descendants, who had by then relocated to Scotland, became the High Stewards of Scotland, hence the origin of the surname. Stewart is the 61st-most common surname in the United Kingdom, the 54th most popular surname in the United States and the 7th most common surname in Scotland.
:Nickname(s): Kat; Yippee {Yippee Ki Yay}; And anything you can come up with.
The nickname 'Kat' was brought up by my friend Blake. On Halloween we were dressing to correspond, him as a dog and I as a cat. Obviously he nicknamed me 'Cat' for the night, and afterwards he decided to keep that as a permanent nickname; changing the spelling to 'Kat' to match with my name, Kae. Yippee was a nickname I was given, courtesy of my Cross-Country coach Weaver. We were all given nicknames on the team, but they couldn't quite pinpoint one for myself. One day my coach comes with a name, his grinning and eager face I'll never forget. Yippee Ki Yay. He was so pleased with the nickname, and with himself that, that could have been my real name because of how much he used it.
:Age / Birthday: 17 Years Old
Like many claim, I'm 17 years old, not young. I don't see the big deal with '17 years young' though, why do many make such a ruckus over something so small and useless. It's naive on their part. Let people say what they want without you giving them sh*t about it, okay? We have enough criticisim in the world already, you don't need to add to it. I was born August 6th, 1995 at a hospital.. Not an abnormal birthing place.
:Gender: Female
I'm obviously female, and I wouldn't mind proving it but you don't need to be looking up or down there.
:Sexual Orientation: Straight
I'm straight, very straight actually; sorry ladies. I'm not homophobic, so I don't mind whether you're curved, straight or bent a smudge. Whichever the case, I'll either like or hate you for your personality; not by your love interests nor looks.
:Social Status: Scene; Anti-Social
I have a trend classified as Scene. I wouldn't call myself scene since I don't like branding myself, but if I have to place myself under some band of people; it'd be Scene. What can I say? I'm Anti-Social. I won't start a conversation unless something sparks it, preferably my interests or something I can relate to. Nothing worse than filling in a conversation with fake comments and opinions.
:Birthplace: England, United Kingdom
I was born in Europe. United Kingdom. England. West Midlands. All that information helps narrow down where I lived, so don't be asking for specifically. I already told you.

:Crush: Currently no one.~
I've just entered this little land, I don't see myself knowing anyone right away; none the less having a crush. Like many girls, I'm into tall guys with a lean build. Toned muscle is alright, but I'm not into guys with bulging muscles. Makes it harder to cuddle...And I am a cuddler. If you couldn't tell, I am very affectionate.
:Boyfriend: N/A
No crush, no Boyfriend.
:Secretive Boyfriend: Never.
I don't keep secrets, and having a secretive boyfriend... No. If having a secretive boyfriend meant cheating, then definitely no. Cheating is horrible, I would never participate in such an activity. Never.
:Former Boyfriends: A few here and there...
I had my first boyfriend as an eighth grader, his name was Grant. He was too distant, and he wasn't serious about the relationship or my feelings. We started dating four weeks after knowing each other, and we went out just because he asked me and I didn't have the heart to say no. Before that he had been humorous and pretty friendly. Second relationship crashed and burned, the result of Jake cheating on a old friend of mine. Third was a mutual break up, things got complicated after he moved away but we stay in touch. Last but not least, the fourth relationship was a stab in the back, the reason I'm wary of pouring my heart out to someone else in modern time. I'm not straying away from love, I'm just cautious about turning the corner to get to it, because you don't know if you'll come face to face with the barrel of a gun.
:Children: N/A
I don't plan on having children for a long, long time. I would like to start a small family of mine, yes, but not now, not for awhile. I would like to have two children, a boy and a girl. I would prefer my son to be a few years older than my daughter, liking the idea of my son being able to watch over his younger sister.

:Personality Traits:
▪ Independent
Along with being Anti-Social, I've obviously gain the trait of being independent. I don't have to count on people to help me, most of the time preferring actions or activities on my own instead of in a group or duo. I get embarrassed easily due to aimlessly walking around trying to find my way, or find someone; sometimes if I need to go back I'll take a long way around instead of turning around, just for some reason.
▪ Eye Candy
Someone who is 'Eye candy' usually have a nice complexion. I guess I admit I do have pretty looks, but I wouldn't call myself beautiful. Many relationships were started because guys just kept me for eye candy instead of true, love. A reason why I'm precautions about guys who start to act like they want to start something with me. From now on, you have to prove that you'd actually like to date me, for my personality. Not just off of my looks.
▪ Neuroticist
Somewhat, I admit. I am somewhat of a Neuroticism. In short terms, a neuroticist is someone with the traits of jealousy, anxiety and moodiness. I have a small amount of all of those in me, unfortunately.
▪ Friendly; Courteous
Once we've spoken a time or two, you'll notice my friendly behavior. I often blossom once you're more than just a stranger, usually if I know some things about you.. And know you aren't some serial killer. I'm absolutely polite, having been raised that way. I value people who are polite as well, it's a small virtue that not many have.
▪ Trusting
I have a few trust issues, but they're easily overcame. I, on the other hand, am a person who is easily trustable. I'm able to keep secrets, but I'm not fond of them.
:History:
My mother died when I was two months old, leaving my father to take care of me. He was in my life for six years until he ran from financial and child care obligations, he just.. Ran out of my life. I never saw him after he stormed out of the house, arms full of luggage. The lightning cracked across the sky, rain falling on my cheeks to mask my tears while I watched him drive off outside. It took a few weeks until child support noticed I was alone. I was soon placed into an orphanage, being adopted two years later by a couple who couldn't have a child of their own. So on I grew, an only-child with my adoptive parents.
:Flaws:
▪ Anorexia
I battled against Anorxia for two years. It happened between the ages of 13 and 14. It was horrid. I skipped meals, made excuses, lied and would hide my body away. The reason I turned to this extreme, were due to my life. I was fed up with the family battles, the feel of neglect that I tried to look up to somebody and become 'perfect'. I hated myself, and my body and tried everything to become what I wanted. Years later, I'm thankful my family and friends helped me as much as they did to get me help, and rehabilitation. I owe my life to them all.
▪ Dyslexia
I'm slightly dyslexic, but not too bad. A few common mistakes, and living up to the stereo type. Mistaking 'b''s for 'd''s ;; 'm''s for 'n''s. Even decimals, or double digit numbers- '24' for '42' ;; '3.5' for '5.3'... It's not too bad, but I hate confessing that I'm dyslexic. Many people stare blankly, then speak in a slow manner as if they were talking to a baby, without the soft, comforting tone. It annoys me because I'm just any other person!
▪ Phobias
I only have a few phobias, some common ones, others not so common... Claustrophobia {Fear of confined or small areas.} ;; Nyctohylophobia {Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night. Slenderman. 0.0'' } ;; Pediophobia {Fear of dolls}

:Familia:
◦ Mother: Dakota {Adopted-Mother}
◦ Father: Jacob {Adopted-Father}
◦ Siblings: Only Child

:Likes ✓: Affection; Friendly People; The Colors: Black & Blue; Pandas; Large Dogs; Scene Styled Hair; Black Nail-Polish; Wristbands; Green Day; Alternative Music; T-Shirts; Video Games; Guys ;3 ; Badminton; Soccer; Cross-Country; Sports; Football Games; Smiles; Hugs; Humor; Winter; Rainy Days

:Dislikes ✗: Violence; Lies; Annoying People; Rudeness; Ungratefulness; Hot-Headed People; Preppies; Fake Feelings; Frisbees; Volleyball; Promises You Can't Keep; Oral Reports; Spanish Tests; School; Large Groups; Awkward Moments; Bullies

:Friends: A few here and there.~
I really haven't met anyone here yet, but I have many friends where I used to live. People tend to want to controversy against that fact, knowing how I'm Anti-Social; but just because I'm that way, doesn't mean I don't make friends.
:Enemies: None so far.~
Glad to say I haven't had problems with very many people, but who knows what the future may hold.

:Hair Color / Length / Style: Black, Straight, Right below her breasts
My hair is naturally black and straight. I like the length of my hair at current time, so when it comes to getting my hair cut, I usually go for a trim to clean off the split ends. I don't straighten my hair daily, so it takes time for my hair to develop split ends. Due to that, my hair does grow so trims are still necessary.
:Eye Color: Light Blue with a grey around the iris.
My eyes I find are one of my best features. Some people say they look comforting and some say they can get lost in them.
:Skin Tone: Pale
Funny how I spend a lot of time outside in the sun, but I don't tan and strangely.. I don't sun burn either. Maybe how I've adapted to the UK temperatures and weather- Always windy and rainy; basically overcast. Rarely did the sun ever shine.
:Body Type: Lean and softly toned.
I'm pretty lean, and toned from the sports and activities I take part in. I'm lean from when I took a turn to anorexia.. I don't like to talk about those unforgettable times, but when people make smirk comments about anorexia, and how, 'stupid' it is it's like a painful blow into my heart. Those people don't understand how it's a mental thing that's usually brought on by traumatic events. It just makes me so mad to hear that. Anyways, I'm healthy again and no.. I don't look like a skeleton. I look normal.
:Piercings: Snake Bites
I got them when I was 15 years old at a shopping mall when I was hanging out with my friends.
:Tattoos: Tattoo located on the front of her right shoulder.
I got this tattoo when I was 17 for my birthday.
:Random: Nail Polish
Just one of my favorite colors to keep my mood up.

:Phone: iPhone-- The Color~ Black. Case
A phone case I just bought at the mall.
:Pets: Orion Male; Black German Shepherd; 4 Years Old
Orion is a big chunk of my life. He's my first dog, I got him when I was 13 after years of begging. He's very watchful and protective over me, giving me confidence to go out to do activites without worry of being assaulted in any way. He is brings joy and a smile to many faces.
:Theme Song: Promises - Nero

:First Name: Xaiver
Pronounced [ Ex ▪ Av ▪ Ur ], it's origin is Arabic and it's meaning is, 'bright.' I've always wondered whether my mother misspelled my name, since the most common spelling is Xavier. I'm not sure, since my mother and I can rarely discuss any topics without getting into arguments.
:Middle Name: Darren
Pronunciation, [ Dare ▪ N ]. Darren a masculine given name of uncertain etymological origins. Some theories state that it originated from a Gaelic surname meaning 'Great', or from an anglicization of the Irish first name Darragh or Dáire meaning 'Oak tree'. According to other theories, it is a variant of Darrell, which originated from the French surname D'Airelle meaning 'Of Airelle'. Darren has several spelling variations including: Daren, Darin, Daryn, Darrin, and Darryn.
:Last Name: Grant
Grant is a surname with the origin of English and Gaelic, and the meaning of Grant is 'Tall' and 'Big'. Also a Scottish name. Related to American President Ulysses S. Grant; Painter Grant Wood and Actor Hugh Grant. Th surname is 75th most popular surname in the United States and 134th common surname in the United Kingdom.
:Nickname(s): --
I'm not one for nicknames. I find that calling me anything other than Xavier is a tad annoying. It's hard to remember all those nicknames people give you, and it's just plain annoying. Why should I be called anything other than Xavier? I was given that name for a reason.
:Age / Birthday: 18 Years Old
I'm 18 years old as of May 16. I was born in the year 1994, which confirms my age. You can see my driver's license if you don't believe me, I always have it with me. I was actually born in my mom's apartment building, sadly I almost died during my child birth because the umbilical cord was around my neck. Being rushed to the hospital, I was saved just in time. To this day I have phantom breathing problems, meaning I feel at times I cannot breathe but it's just my mind playing tricks. Cruel tricks.
:Gender: B'y {Male}
First of all, facepalm. Secondly, stop your begging, I will not let you have a look down there. That's for my eyes only, sweetheart.
:Sexual Orientation: Straight
Oh man. I'm straighter than a line. I've never been interested in guys, always bitties. What's a bittie, you ask? A girl.
:Social Status: Scene; Social
The scene look adapted from the 'Emo' look. Scene people are whom dress somewhat like Emo's, but have more colors and less moodiness involved. Emo people tend to represent depressed souls, but Scene are much the opposite. Scene's tend to have happiness, and arrays of colors other than black. It also, can branch off from the 'Goth' looks. I for one, do represent a scene person... Heh. I'm very sociable, I can make friends easily, as well as flirt with ease. Hehe.
:Birthplace: Ontario, Canada.
Yes, I was born in Canada. I don't say 'Aye' all the time, aye mate? To finish this little informational section off, I hate maple syrup. Isn't that a big shocker?

:Crush: Nope..~
There are many beautiful women out there in the world, and many here in this town... I just haven't found the bittie that is able to make my heart beat faster when I see her... I like lean, long-haired girls... Pretty much about it. I mainly like if they've got a humorous side to em', and if they can take sarcasm // a few jokes every now and then.
:Girlfriend: N/A
Nope. I'd like to have one, but nobodies caught my eye. I'm not quite looking around for one at the moment, just trying to get used to the area, school and ya know... Just everything.
:Secretive Girlfriend: N/A
I don't cheat. That's horrible. It's all I can really say about the subject, it's unfaithful and heart-breaking. I would never break a girl's heart purposely.
:Former Girlfriends: A few.
I've dated a few girls, but they just weren't that perfect someone. I'm not sure when, or if I'll ever find that one, but I hope so.
:Wife: N/A
Marriage can wait until I'm 24. That's the earliest I'll ever get married. With my girlfriend I may joke that she's my 'wifey', but I won't have a legit wedding, and marriage until later down the road.
:Children: N/A
I don't want children until after marriage I did vow to myself that if my girlfriend did become pregnant unexpectedly, I would stay with her until the end. It's not just her responsibility, and I'd do everything to provide for us. I would get a job, or a better one and work hard so that I could provide everything we'd need. I won't be one of those lover's who step away after they get the girl pregnant, afraid of the liability. I'd stay faithful and take care of her, and the child.

:Personality: Xaiver sets priorities, that's just who he is. He is a people-pleaser, and that's where he gets it from. Xaiver ha always been the black sheep out of his family; and he was tired of being that shy guy in the back f the class who rarely spoke to anyone. Deciding to change his ways, he went out on a branch and changed his looks and attitude towards others. He found a fashion called, 'Scene' and found the way they dressed was interesting, so he thought he'd give it a chance. Results were great, and his self-esteem boosted which helped his social skills. He overcame socially awkward moments and meetings with other people by creating a humorous and caring personality for himself. Sometimes he's so lost in the ways he evolved his looks and personality that he forgets a bit of himself from the past.
:History: Xaiver had a somewhat loving family, despite having one less family member than he should have had. His father walked out of the family portrait when Xaiver was a five year-old. His mother being the type that needed somebody to love, and help her take care of the family, was remarried to another man when Xaiver was seven. His mother and Step-father had a daughter, who was 7 years younger than him. At the current date she's 11 years old, and she is his priority. He always wants to be there for her when she needs him or needs help. At age 18 he moved out of the house, living in an apartment in a nice town filled with wonderful people, whom he has yet to meet.
:Familia:
◦ Mother: Sephora {Full-Blood Mother}
◦ Father: Stephan {Full-Blood Father} ;; Jeremy {Step-Father/Current Father}
◦ Siblings: Natasha {Step-Sister Sister}

:Likes ✓: Adventures; Protecting Himself, Friends And His Special Loved One; Pandas; Band T-Shirts; The Color Black; Halloween; Camping; Comedy; Horror; Nutella On Strawberries; Music; Paintball; His Phone; Food <3 ; Beanies; Stuffed Animals; Skate-Boarding
:Dislikes ✗: Having Huge Responsibilities; School; Homework; Preps; The Twilight Series; Watermelon; Cheese; Gridlock; Summer Heat; People Who Say, "Woo-Hoo"; Paper Cuts; Cigarette Smoke; Peanut Butter Jelly Sandwiches; Stereo-Types; Hypocrites

:Friends: A handful of close friends, many of distant friends.
I'm pretty enjoyable to be around, I've ben told. I like that, it's nice to be likable instead of dreaded. Don't be fooled by my fake ego, I'm a nice guy; but sometimes my confidence an flirty behavior likes to come out and play. You can't just lock it all away and expect it to fend for itself, aye?
:Enemies: None.
Relief to say I don't have enemies. I'm not rude, or a bully, so maybe that's why. Hehe. I just am proud to say I haven't seen or heard of anyone who rues me.

:Hair Color / Length / Style: Blackish Brown, Shaggy, Scene.
Heh, the normal 'Scene' hair look. My hair's naturally blackish brown, never dyed it in my life. I usually keep it in a shaggy look, covering my eyes and sweeping over my face some. Usually the only time I straighten my hair is to give it the swept away look. I get my hair trimmed occasionally, usually never more than a few inches off.
:Eye Color: Dark brown eyes.
I don't like my eyes.. They're just normal brown eyes. Nothing much to them. Wish I could have blueish grey eyes, maybe hazel or just something other than brown...
:Skin Tone: Pale
I don't know why I don't tan, even though I'm outside doing some sort of activity 24/7.
:Body Type: Slender and toned.
I've got a slender physique, pretty well toned.. What can I say? Pretty tall.. Eh..
:Piercings: Thin Snake Bite Rings On His Bottom Lip
I got my snake bites when I was 16.
:Tattoos: None so far.
I plan to get a few- One on the back of my shoulder and another.. Maybe on my chest. I still haven't decided the design, but I'll think of something soon.
:Random: Skateboard
Skateboarding is a fun hobby of mine- I enjoy cruising around the town on my skateboard.

:Phone: iPhone-- The Color~ White. Case
I love this case. It's my favorite one, and I'll always have it on.
:Pets: Wants to buy a Male Australian Shepherd.
I like dogs, so I plan to adopt a male Australian Shepherd this very summer.
:Theme Song: Sail - AWOLNATION

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