sᏆᏒᎪᏁᎶᎬᏒ Than ƒαмιℓу || Semi-lit || Not Accepting

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Alec T. Raella
Twelve|Depressed|Boys' Room|What have I done to deserve this?
Alec lie on his bed, trying to keep his eyes closed against the tears, but they gently slid out of the corners of his dark blue eyes. What had he done to deserve this? Had he done something wrong? I... I really screwed my life up... Why did he have to find us? Why couldn't we have been allowed to still see each other? She wouldn't give him up... He really messed this up... But I did it too. Alec's troubled thoughts said.

[Dani Fenton-Phantom]

αvery вryɴe
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Avery//Calming Down//"Don't blame yourself."

Avery blinked and turned to Gummi, who's hands were shaking and eyes were wide open. "It's not your fault, you didn't know he was allergic to it." He responded softly, "Don't be too hard on yourself, the chances of something like this happening again are almost impossible." He dug his hands into the pockets of his shorts and grinned. "Yeah, he's still alive to see another day. I bet he doesn't blame you." He paused and his tone dropped, "Honestly, it was more like he blamed himself."

[lucky.]

{At coffee shop but not for long anyone want to roleplay with Matty or Rae?}

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((Mathew could go see Alec. He's on his bed crying and since they are in the same room...))

[lucky.]

{Sounds great.}

Matty woke up from his deep nap and heard crying looking across the room he saw Alec they shared a room and hadn't really met each other. Matty had the same giving and kind heart as his sister Rae. "What's wrong with you?" he said in a sad tone , worried as well. Matty hated to see people crying especially Rae.

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Alec T. Raella
Twelve|Depressed|Boys' Room|It's all my fault.
Alec slowly opened is eyes to Mathew's voice. "I've lost too much..." He said quietly, tears still slipping quietly from his eyes. The ceiling was all he saw as he lie on his back, trying to comfort himself, but failing each time. She could be safe if I'd been more careful. But she's dead. He still thought of Samantha sadly. Seeing Destiny like that had struck him hard. She reminded him so much of her. Long red hair, pretty blue eyes...

[lucky.]

{What happened to Samantha and Destiny?}

"My mommy and daddy are dead too." he said trying to be comforting. Matthew himself felt like crying his brown hair with a tint of red brushed over his green eyes he looked at Alec and climbed on his bed sitting next to him. Matthew pulled something out of his pocket and gave it to Alec. It was $5. "I was gonna give it to Rae but you need it more." Matthew said as if $5 was $1,000.

[longlive]

(Recap? And does anyone want to roleplay with Corinna?)

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Alec T. Raella
Twelve|Depressed|Boys' Room|Sweet kid.
Alec turned onto his side to see Mathew. A smile stretched along his lips. "I don't need anything." He rejected the gift. There wasn't much he could do with it, he didn't want or need much. Everything he wanted was impossible to get. His girlfriend. No, that wasn't happening. His mom, nope, she was long gone. Nothing else appealed to him much. He glanced around, wishing he'd shut the door. He wondered if Cory was still out there. If she saw him crying, he might never live it down... But she might help too. Though would she be willing to help him after what'd happened earlier? He decided not and turned back to the matter at hand. She ws probably gone anyways.

((Samantha was his girlfriend that was murdered by his father and Destiny looks just like her, red hair and blue eyes))

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{Rae will/. Ohh...}

Matthew curled up in a ball on Alec's bed and started to cry since he was indeed 5. Matthew wasn't a cry baby but he took rejection to seriously. Matthew sucked his thumb, a habit and scrunched his eyes shut trying to block out the light. Matthew was a very emotional child losing his parents only added to all the mayhem.