by {Bitterblue} » Sun Jun 24, 2012 1:56 pm
Jessabelle Poppy KeaI I Best Friends for Life I I 18 Years I I Female I I Climbing the Eiffel Tower with Seabrook I I

I smiled. At school often the other students would ask me if my parents were divorced. I would respond fiercely by saying of course they weren't and in fact they still very much loved each other. But the strange thing about that is I didn't really believe. No my parents aren't divorced and I doubt they ever will be but they don't hold hands or laughed together. I don't think I've even seen them kiss once!! My mom's idea of affection is heating dad a cup of day old coffee and leaving it on the counter before heading off to work. I supposed Happily Ever Afters weren't always so happy. But I had grown up with that so it was, dare I say, normal for me. Whenever we visited Seabrook's house for dinners and such I would actually find myself totally forgetting my mother. Does that sound bad? Maybe this will sound worse, I'm not ashamed that I love my father more than my mom. Sure I get along with my mom when she's around, but she rarely is so why should I have to love her if she doesn't necessarily love me back? Up until the end of middle school I told myself my mom loved me. But when I graduated from 8th grade and she wasn't at the ceremony I figured if someone loved you, they would be there for you. My mother was never there for me!! So I could assume that she did not love me.
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Smiling doesn't always mean you're happy.
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