Teen Romance RP- Summercamp-Accepting!!-Needs members!!

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Liam:
He diddn't speak for a moment. "Lexi?" he said quietly. "I'm sorry, but I've been hurt many times before, too many to count actually...... I shouldn't have acted that way.... I just wish we could start over." he said getting up from his bed. He walked out of his cabin waiting for her responce. He ran to her cabin, which was luckily close and knocked on the door.

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Lexi~
I didn't even bother to try and hide my wrist. "I wish we could start over, but this is exactly what I was afraid of..." i sighed before hanging up, blood dripping down my hand. I opened the door with my not bloody hand and stared at him, my eyes filled with tears but I wouldn't let myself cry this time.

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Liam:
He looked down at her arm and closed his eyes. "I... it's just...... I don't know how to put this....." he sighed. "I like to take things slow in relationships.....and.......D*mn why do I have to be like this..." he was frustrated. He opened his eyes and couldn't stand it any longer. He ripped off his shirt and tore a strip out of it. "Look you can't do this to yourself, you will regret it later in life." he said wrapping the strip of white fabric tightly around her arm. "Ok, I can obviously see what being with me is doing to you, so I'm gonna leave now. But call me sometime or something." he turned to leave. How could she cut? she was so nice and seemed pretty happy with her life, but, obviously something was up.

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Lexi~
I watched him, quickly pulling my arm away. "Leaving isn't gonna stop me Liam..." I said quietly before walking back over to my knife. I knew I didn't close the door. I was hoping he would come back for me, but I wouldn't hold my breath. I sat back on my bead and stared, examining the blade.

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Liam:
He turned around and raised his eyebrows in a questioning look he half chuckled sarcastically, "Look, I'm not gonna be with another girl who cuts, the responsibility is too much to handle. I'm eighteen I wanna live my life and not have to protect someone elses. I'm not just leaving, I'm calling the nearest help center to get someone to come help you. I'm for me not to help you. It'd be best for BOTH of us if we just spent some time apart." he knew that was a bit rude, but he wasn't gonna be apart of anything like this. He has had quite a few girlfriends, but only 4 so far that have cut. He knew all the crap he would have been put through with the depression and insecuritys. It'd all gone down before and wasn't gonna again.

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Lexi~
i closed the knife and threw it against the wall. "Do what you want Liam... We might've just met but I love you already and I always will... I'm just gonna call my dad and get out of here..." I sighed quietly. And this was a big thing for me. I want to go home cause it's better than here, but the thing is, my dad beats me. I picked up my phone and dialed my dad. "Hey... I wanna go home..." I said quietly. "Oh. You must be having a really bad time if you wanna come home... I'll be right there..." he said before hanging up. I slid my phone back in my pocket and looked at Liam. I would cry if he just left, and I completely expected to break down crying. "I'm sorry for... I'm sorry for meeting you, ruining one day of your fabulous life..." i said quietly, but loud enough for him to hear.

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Liam:
He turned around, "You think my life is fabulous? Well B*tch you have another thing comming, I have been through nothing but H*ll since my mom died, I have had to deal with so much, and you know what? I thought you'd be down to earth. Cool, someone I could hang out with, without it being too serious all the time. People like you, people who only know someone for 4 hours but say they love that person, you are the type of people who ruin the belief in love at first sight for people like me. Oh and another thing, I'm sorry you met me too, because I was just starting to believe again and you tore my heart out. I have struggled with anger management for years, hurt the ones I truely love, but since my life is so perfect to you that must be an everyday thing for all the normal people out there huh? Oh and don't even get me started on my stepbrothers. They are freeking druggies and they will do anything to get some coke or some weed or some meth. They have their druggie buddies and their gang leaders take my things to pay off their debts. Why the H*ll do you think I have to bust my butt working for my dad, I prettymuch support the family. My last girlfriend, Blayke, dumped me because my brother stole the diamond necklace she left at my house. I am saving up to rent my own appartment, and I can't even tell my dad because all the crap it'd cause. You think my life is so good why don't you think before you start talking crap about someone Ok? So just go, go and do whatever the h*ll you want, cut yourself, shoot yourself up to feel good, whatever I don't care." he was fighting back the pang of tears. He turned and walked back to his cabin, picked up his phone and called Blayke back. "Hey, Can you get your parents to fly you to Hawaii for the rest of the summer, I think you're right we should get back together." she said her parents could get her on the next plane to Hawaii and she would meet him at the airport. Great. Just peachy.

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Lexi~
"That's.... That's not what I meant... Sorry I... I'm really sorry Liam. I wasnt trying to hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you... I wanted to be something special to you but I'm nothing... I do.. I really do mean it when I say I love you... If I could just have a second chance..." I sighed quietly, getting off my bed and walking toward him. "My life isn't nearly as hard as yours... I admit being beaten by my dad every night since I was six... Yeah, that was hard and living without my mom... I've never been in love before and I just don't know what to do... I'm just a... I'm sorry..." I sighed quietly, tears pouring down my face. I knew I wouldnt have a chance with him now but I might as well apologize before I leave his life.

(I'm such a wimp... I'm bawling my eyes out)

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Liam:
He ignored what she said as he walked away, not wanting to give her the satisfaction of seeing his face again. After all she had said, he was not going to give her a second chance, or even a second glance, second thought, nothing. He was gone. Once he got back to his cabin and called Blayke he layed down and went to sleep, his mind cleared of all the happenings of the day.

(Thats funny because I just had a capful of 5-hour energy and am laughing like a madman -_- oh the effects of not getting sufficiant sleep)

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Lexi~
I sighed and sat down on my bed. "Okay. I've got three choices... One, I could just kill myself. Two, I could just try to forget about him. Or three, I could beg him.... None of those would satisfy both of us though..." I sighed quietly and got off my bed, walking out toward Liam's cabin.

(What do you think she should do?)