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" well, " She said slowly breathing in and out. " When I was in second grade my life changed forever." She began. Tears started flooding her eyes once again. " I asked my mom if I could go to the park, she said yes. I had never gone to the park alone before and I was super excited." She closed her eyes, trying not to think of Will, because she had never told this to anyone, and no one knew besides her family. " Well this college kid came up to me, asked how I was doing, being in second grade I was quiet nieve. Well I talked to him and he said he had some kool-aid," This is when it got extremely hard for her, she could barley talk. " Well I took the kool-aid and drank it, the next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital. I felt dizzy, and sick, I hurt really bad in places I rather not mention." more tears dropped from her green eyes down her parcaline face, and onto her red hair. " Well the boy and his friends and molested me, I was only in second grade. They took my WHOLE life away" She said. " Well after that I became anti-social, and we moved. During elementary I didn't make any friends. In middle school everyone told me I was ugly, and worthless, some people even told me I should kill myself. My parents were worried about me so we moved again, and in high school things went better, I had a few friends and got asked out. The only problem was they only wanted one thing, if you know what I mean. They didn't date me because I was pretty, or nice. The only thing that was there my whole way growing up were my pets and sports. They kept me strong, and willing to move forward." She started to calm down, but one of the other tough parts were coming up. " Another thing that boy took from me was my ability to have children. I can't have kids, unless I adopt." She said, with tears still coming down. " I am sorry, I didn't mean to tell you my whole life story, but I thought you deserved to know." She starred down at her hands, " I remember talking to my older brother and sisters when I was little, " She laughed, " They would always call me princess, and treat me like one too. They were never mean to me, and they always said that I was beautiful, and would meet prince charming one day, just like in the princess movies. Well I never believed them. I always thought to myself, what man would ever want me? I am ugly, I can't have children of my own, and I am worthless." She thought for a moment, well I am here with Will now, " And the only reason why you are with me is because you have to." She continued. She tried whipping tears from her face but they were pouring out quickly, " but really I am sorry for telling you my whole life. And this is why I was upset earlier today. Because I knew I would eventually have to tell you all this. Plus you are stuck with this freak now, and I am very sorry.