by AninaAna » Thu Dec 27, 2012 10:27 pm
Tay
i was lying on my bed thinking about how life was at the moment, about the last four months, and the day i'd found out i was pregnant, my thoughts were interrupted by my phone buzzing, i picked it up to see that Taylor had texted me back, "Graffiti sound good to you?" i replied to her, before returning to my day dreaming.
~flashback~
i woke up feeling queasy, and my mind wandered back to the day that guy had.. no. i shook my head, clearing my mind of that thought. i refused to think about it, i still hadn't told anyone what had happened, i knew they wouldn't care that it wasn't my fault. i dragged myself out of bed, and walked into the kitchen, "morning" i mumbled to everyone, already sitting at the table with breakfast. "Tay" mum scolded, "you're supposed to be out of bed earlier than this, now don't mumble, and stand up straight" she told me off, and i obliged, not wanting to hear her scoldings. i started to make my breakfast, but an overwhelming feeling of queasiness washed through my stomach, and i just managed to keep from throwing up. "are you alright Tay? you look a bit green" dad asked me, barely looking up from his paper, i nodded but didn't answer, i couldn't, i was busy trying to hold back last nights dinner down. It wasn't long before i was rushing to the toilet.
i was taken to hospital by my parents once i stopped throwing up, and had nothing left in my stomach, i couldn't remember much about what happened, but the doctor gave me a pregnancy test. next thing im walking out of the bathroom, and put the stick on the bench. my face was blank, and unreadable, and the doctor sent my mother to tears, as he told her the results of the test.
i wasn't allowed to explain past 'who's the father' i didn't know who the father was.
i was kicked out onto the street that night.
~end flashback~
i had tears running down my face as i remembered that day, forgetting all about how much better it was at the moment, i just couldn't stop thinking about my fathers last words to me, 'don't you even think about coming back' my mother hadn't said a word. just stared after me, her eyes void of any emotion. looking as dead as i felt.
i wiped away my tears, and looked through my contacts, most of my old friends would never bother driving out here to this town, just to see their pregnant friend, but i knew one who might come.
i sent another text to Taylor, "do you mind if i bring an old friend? she might not come though"
(sorry it's so long, i'm in a writing mood)
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