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"Break my legs, break my heart. Eventually one day I'll have a new start."
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us. It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust. I've got my heart set on anywhere but here. I'm staring down myself, counting up the years. Steady hands just take the wheel. Every glance is killing me. Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead.
Atticus slowed down at a door. It was marked with a beautiful cursive writing, printed out on a sheet of white paper in purple ink. It clearly said on it, 'Atticus and Ferris.' The door itself seemed very appealing and he just stared at the cursive for a couple minutes. He had never been one to use cursive. Actually, he barely even would write anything. He didn't find it so important to him, to read or anything and being out of school and in this house he just plainly assumed that there would be none of that. Or at least he hoped.
Stop and stare. I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere. Yeah, I know that every one gets scared, but I've become what I can't be. Stop and stare. You start to wonder why you're here, not there. And you'd give anything to get what's fair, but fair ain't what you really need. Can you see what I see?
The room had one large bed with silk covers laid over the top along with a brown blanket. It was a calm setting, the scene just perfect for a couple. He gently pulled off his shoes, setting them by the foot of the bed in a perfect line, before also peeling off his socks and shoving them into his shoes. "Perfect." He whispered lightly, just shaking his head as he jogged out of the room, his footsteps light and barely noticeable and as he appeared downstairs a smile spread across his lips. "Hey....Ferris." He whispered, walking up behind her and putting his lips to her neck. "Tell me, my love. Would you like me to carry you up?" He asked, gently rubbing her upper arm with a large grin.
They're trying to push back, all my senses push. Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could. Steady feet, don't fail me now. I'm gonna run till you can't walk. But something pulls me down, and I'm standing down.
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I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say will stop me going home.
Sing it for the boys.
Sing it for the girls.
Every time that you loose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart.
Sing it 'till your nuts.
Sing it out for the ones that hate your guts.
My Chemical Romance.
For all the dirty looks.
For photographs your boyfriend took.
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed.
I'm okay.
Trust, you said.
Who put the words in your head?
Oh, how wrong we were
to think that immortality meant never dying.
Stand, take my f---ing hand and never be afraid again.