Pet's ID Tag: 57
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Name You'd Choose for It: Nova
Gender: Female
Reason You Want It: This girl is just fascinating. I can remember scrolling down the pets and then stopping to take a proper admiring look at her. She is just so beautiful and feminine; her design is so enchanting and eye-catching. I just the love the way she has been designed to make you say 'ahhhh'. I think she has a potential to become a well known character and to get stuck in my heart.
History/Background/Other: (written in first person)
Another mournful day had passed since the disappearance of my mate. It only took a few more days for the pack to consider my mate dead. Nothing was left in memory of him; except for the song that he left for future generations.
The song was a sweet lullaby that young pups had soon grown to fall in love with. I was born under the sound of that song, it was the song of my childhood. The song which told about my life.
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The pack I belong to is a secret society. A community who avoids everyone and everything. They were forever under the fear of being uncovered, seeing sunlight was a dead sentence for a wolf. They didn't have nothing, no territory and no goal to breed. They were forever moving and looking for shelter where isolation was common. Every day was about escaping; about surviving the next day.
Everyone one of us knew well why we were escaping. It was a deep ferocious secret that pups knew from birth. Our song was the only thing that humans hunted us for. Every night, when the moon was clean and pure; we sang. Those who were privileged to hear, were intrigued with strange deep emotions. If the victim was weak, the overpowering emotions could easily kill him or injure him internally. Then the victim would have no choice but to join the pack if they wanted to carry on life. I was sadly one of those victims.
I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain I was a normal wolf, I came from a normal pack, I led a normal life. But everything changed when one night, I woke up to hear the song. That's when I could suddenly feel the breaking of my heart. Gasps of air and a few hot tears that were blinding. I couldn't shout or scream, I felt that my heart had started to stop beating. This was the end if it weren't for it.
A sudden shadow had came from no where and again I heard it's mellow song.
'Sing with me!' it whispered dangerously. How was I to sing in a time like this? I was in a dying state. Nonetheless it was difficult to catch on the words because they were forever being slurred and repeated. But I carried on doing what it said. I sang and sang and the pain slowly eased away. Breathing became normal and I finally was able to determine the mysterious figure. He was a dark and handsome wolf. Strong and majestic.
I knew I had become a victim of his song. I had fallen in love with the words of his song, I fell in love with his lullaby. Life or death; this was the one-way choice. I had no choice but to follow him and after my threshold into the pack'; everything changed.
For the first few months, I experienced terrible inner pains. And I would forever sing to try to ease the pain. I sang to live. Losing everything was something I could not forget. Family, friends and everyday life. How I missed the morning sun and the happy friendly face of my mother. I felt locked in and trapped. Though I had the stranger who first saw me and caught me, like a predator and prey; he forever was like a parent to me.
The stranger took me under his wing and I would always be beside him. He was silent and so was I; and that become our silent friendship. Years past and every day would be all about singing. Every song was different and each honoured wolf was allowed to have their own song however they were rarely allowed to sing it. I was always pleading for him to sing his song but he forever refused me. After all these years I still don't understand why.
He never liked to show his inner feelings and that's why he never wanted love. But we both knew that we were soon to become life-soul mates.
If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you
So though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rainBut a few nights ago, I woke up to a strange song. There he stood beside me, softly howling. His voice deep and soft as he sang his song. His voice was strangely beautiful that night. I couldn't help remembering the day he found me. The day which brought us together and the day when my life had changed. And to that song I fell asleep...
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But alas! The next day he had gone, he had disappeared from my world. He was no where to be seen. Many wolves had insisted that he left because his song could not mend his heart anymore. Others said that he was far too proud to share his love with me. While others said that he had lost hope in living. None of these hypothesises were correct but for all I knew, something about me bugged him.
Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see Living without him felt impossible. I had now lost my only loved mate, someone who had meant the life to me. I never knew what to do, I cried for many nights. No one showed pity instead everyone just isolated themselves from me. And therefore I had to hide the pain. I suffered severe depression, and even songs wouldn't help my heart. Every day I got worse and grew weaker.
But then I remembered his song. I sang it and cried. Many memories flushed back at me, but this was my strength. This is where I found shelter. Years have past and this song has become my own. It has become the song I am allowed to sing at full moon. This was the song that told about my life and who knows maybe it could tell about my child's life.
Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain{Song by A-ha, I will do my crying in the rain}Permission to Adopt: http://i52.tinypic.com/106bns3.png
I understand that by adopting this creature I take full responsibility for it. 
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