Hope you all enjoy reading this if your happy I'm happy! Ok so lets start:I've always felt diffrent. Not the same as others around me. At school I'd wear a 'second skin' but that isn't the real me... I wish someone would understand me, but I guess that's what we all wish for right? Everyone wants to be loved. I was once told even the most hated things deserve to be loved. For me this isn't true. I've been carrying so much baggage around over the past year I feel like an empty shell. There's nothing left. One thing kept me going once my parents and brother died, 'angel'. This is the name I use for one of my brothers freinds. Once my parents were killed in a brutel car accident me brother suffered from a tumour in his stomach and ddin't manage to get the nessasary treatment in time due to the greif of their deaths. He didn't make it. The day he died he gave me this phone. It's the only connection I have to Angel. He told me I could tell Angel anything and he would be like a brother to me. At the time I didn't understand, but the next morning I knew why he had given me that phone. The day I stood over his grave...
Angel was the one that pulled me through those troubled times. He helped pick me up when I could no longer stand. His conforting kind texts showed me the light. I even considered quiting school and finding a job, but he didn't pressure me into anything he sent me this texts with kind words to confort me.
'Teru this is Angel,
Whatever you choose I will support your
desision. But think this through carefully
will you regret this desision later on? How
are you coping with things right now? It's
ok you can be sad, complain a little more.
'Angel this is Teru,
Thankyou for you kind words like always
I have thought it over and decided to stay
I don't want to rush into anything and my
brother would have liked me to stay in
school. I'm doing fine don't worry about
me.'
I would always say I was 'fine' in truth I was dieing inside. But Angel always seemed to notice when something was wrong. Even though we were only comunicting by text and he couldn't even see my face he always knew... I did wonder who Angel was but I always pictured him as a nice kind guy. He could be anyone and I longed to meet him. Would that day ever come? If so when?...
Will continue this later
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