I've had many a strange dream, and usuallyy they are the same: standing alone somewhere dark, and suddenly, there's this creature. I almost want to say it's a deer, but I've never really seen it clearly enough to tell. This might be a godsona, it might not be; I can never tell. In addition to the deer dreams, whenever I listen to that gentle, quiet music (like piano music, for instance, since that's when it most often occurs) I always envision a stag, walking peacefully through a forest. When I'm alone, sometimes I find myself waiting for him to rest his head on my shoulder. I don't know his name, but I've had dreams of him over and over, and I can often sense when he's near, even if I cannot see him, because I feel a general feeling of comfort and security. Sometimes, I even think I hear him speak, though I can never quite tell what he's saying. A few months ago, I started dreaming of a tall, lean man with flowing white hair. He has very delicate features, but still strong, like a deer. One eye is blue, and the other is red. I remember him having a small set of antlers on his head and pointe ears as well. Usually, I envision him with flowing tan-brown robes that are black on the edges and white in places. Whoever this entity is, and whether or not he is the human form of the stag, he is very kind. I do not yet know if this, or these two, is/are godsonas or fake gods, but I hope to learn more about them.
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I've done some looking around for names, and I found Avel, which means "breath". I can't say I realized it, but whenever I think about either the stag or the white-haired man, I feel relaxed, whereas as of late, I have felt that I have to retsrain certain things and keep myself in check in one way or another. If this is a godsona, I will call him Avel, because with him around, I can breathe spiritually and free myself from the bindings of things such as manners and reputations. Again, thank you so much for posting this; I feel that this may be my first step into a calmer state of mind and clearer thinking in life.












