by Lonnie<3 » Sun Feb 14, 2021 3:17 pm
My potential future:
I don't know what i want, i'm indecisive and easily bored. The thought of spending my entire life doing the one thing feels wrong, there are many things i want to do. I want to be a teacher, i want to groom dogs, i want to train horses and i want to do various other jobs but i don't know what one to settle for, i know that i don't have to settle but my point is that i require excitement to feel at peace.
I am also afraid of commiting to the one person, i don't know how to settle for just one and i'm an overly possessive person who doesn't trust easily so polyamory isn't an option. My problem though is that i need people to exist.
I guess that i may be a bit unsure of what i want and that's ok, i don't have to make up my mind right now. It's 3am, i should sleep, i won't sleep. It's become a bit of a Saturday tradition that i stay up all night.
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Lonnie<3 on Wed Jun 23, 2021 8:38 am, edited 2 times in total.