╱ ╯- ❝ release ! ❞
╱ ╯- written: 21/07/2019 | character: veronica 'ronnie' garcia | cw: n/a
Release was a day that almost every inmate dreamed of at some point in their sentence. Of course, Ronnie even dreamt about it, the prospect of freedom was something she always craved, even before she was arrested and sent to prison. It was everything Ronnie could ever ask for, after all, she finally got to live a normal life. Well, as normal as an ex-convict could live with the prejudice thrown against them. However, a part of Ronnie was terrified of the life that awaited outside of those iron bars. Her entire life was in Litchfield--at least, it was where her mother and wife were. Now… she had to leave them behind.
She had already said goodbye to Winnie which already tore her apart deep down, but this goodbye made her heart sink even lower than she thought possible. At least with Winnie, she had the chance to hug her again when the time came. However, when it came to her mother, Ruriko Sasaki, there was a part of Ronnie that knew she’d never get to hug her mother again. Not that she’d actually called Ruriko her mother out loud, yet the inmate had been a better parental figure than the other older adults in her life.
This was the hardest goodbye she was going to have to make.
“Ruru?” Ronnie questioned, breath hitching in her throat. Both knew what day it was and so silence followed for a couple of moments. Blinking, she struggled for her words as her fingers gently tapped against her arm. “Are you going to miss me?” It was a simple question. It’s not like Ronnie made a big impression on the prison as a whole outside of her meltdown which sent her to the SHU before. A part of her wondered if Ruriko would just move on to the next innocent young prisoner to adopt into the small gang that had formed in C-Block (but another part of her doubted she would find out that happened, after Carol’s death).
Another moment of silence which was not uncommon when it came to dealing with Ruriko. She wasn’t exactly one to react in a big way, in fact, she was known for her sly tactics, it’s why she was feared throughout the cellblock after all. Yet what surprised Ronnie was the offer of her arms around the younger inmate’s shoulder as she was pulled closer to Ruriko.
“You shouldn’t need to ask that.” Ruriko’s voice was usually laced with a cold, almost emotionless tone yet instead it was rather gentle, warmer even. For a moment Ronnie froze with the almost sudden contact yet found herself warming into Ruriko’s embrace. Almost instantly, Ronnie swooped around and crashed into Ruriko, grasping her tightly in a hug that almost took Ruriko’s breath away just for a moment. It was rare for Ronnie to give hugs but when she did, it was as if she never wanted to let go. Yet at some point, she had to. She knew it.
“You’re my daughter,” Ruriko continued as Ronnie kept her grip. “Of course I’ll miss you. Who else is sane enough in here, huh?” A gentle chuckle escaped both of them as Ronnie reached to wipe her tears away.
Ronnie knew after all that this would be their last chance for an embrace between a mother and daughter.
“You always have Winnie,” Ronnie chuckled as she struggled to keep her tears contained.
“Definitely not the same.”
“Ah… I suppose not,” Ronnie mused with a chuckle to be found under her breath. Her breath found itself hitched in her throat once again as she continued. “I… I-I’m going to miss you, mom.” She released Ruriko from the hug as the guards started to call.
“Garcia, it’s almost time to go, come on!”
“I’ll miss you too, Ronnie,” the older inmate murmured as she reached behind her back. In a flash, her hair which was always tucked in a neat ponytail was instead released and her signature red bobble lay in her hand. “Keep this.” As she spoke, she reached out her hand and presented the bobble.
“R-Really?” Ronnie was taken aback. Ruriko was almost never seen with her hair in anything but a ponytail, kept up by the bobble now presented in her hand. “Are you sure? You, you don’t have any more! S-Surely I can just buy some on the outside?” As she worked up in a panic, Ruriko reached out and grabbed Ronnie’s hand, placing the bobble in.
“You always were a strange one, huh? Ruriko chuckled, tucking a stray hair behind Ronnie’s ear to tidy up her appearance. “It’ll be fine. Take it and come on, before they leave you here.”
“Garcia! Do you want to leave or not?” the guard yelled as the leaving inmates gathered at the exit.
One last hug. Ronnie grasped tightly onto Ruriko, tears refusing to stay at bay. “I love you, mom. I’m coming to visit as soon as I can, okay?”
Mom. She had never had the courage to call Ruriko that before under fear of reprehend. Yet it felt oddly liberating. With that, Ronnie headed towards the gathering inmates, fist curled tight around her new prized possession.
This was it, after all.
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word count: 871
a/n: another 2019 drabble for ronnie! this is when she was first released. ruriko was ronnie's prison mother and ronnie misses her every day, the most stable person she's had as a parental figure. this writing is so old... shudder.