Scene One wrote:If the stars could sing tonight their tunes would be melancholy, a melody of yearning and disconsolateness.
Thymestar could nearly hear their song in his ears, flicking them back and forth as his eyes focused on the sight above. He felt the energy of the moon pulse through his pelt, and of the star's aria, a certain melancholy was placed within him, as he sat atop the rock's cliff and simply stared.
He was expecting her tonight, but fear was placed in his heart that when she found him in the state he was in, she'd suddenly decide to cancel the pair's nightly meetings. Sweetberry saw him as the powerful leader without fear, yet she was wrong. He had many fears; one of them was that the beautiful she-cat he contained strong affections for was only meeting him to see the vision of him she'd already invented of him. The stars tonight had put him in a mood she'd never seen on him before.
He smelled her scent as she careened around the rocks and the mud, hopping up to him, bounding to the sky where he sat gracefully.
She purred as she reached him. "I never tire of being here," she mewed. "Under the stars, like this. Where they can see us together, like this."
Thymestar flicked his tail. All day long he'd barked patrols at her and gave her nothing in his gaze but the same respect he showed the rest of his clan. Now, when it was just them together and there lie no need for formalities, he could give her through his eyes what he'd been feeling in his heart all this time, pure cupidity.
She turned to see him gazing at her, and she curled into him.
"I'd like to think," she mewed, "That they approve, but they look sad tonight."
Thymestar's ears perked up at her words. She could feel them, too.
"Most would find you crazy for being able to sense the mood of the stars," he mewed.
"I think they're speaking to me, but I can't figure out what they're trying to say." She thought for a moment. "My father's up there. I wonder what he thinks of us."
"They approve, and I know they do," Thymestar said, "Because no other cat has ever been able to read the stars like I have, and you've just done it, curled up into me. They're telling me something."
Sweetberry smiled. "And what would that be?"
"That you're perfect for me."
"Then let's get on with it," Sweetberry mewed. "I know how I feel for you, Thymestar, Our meeting the past few moonpassings have been supplying me with such joy, such excitement for my future with you. I could feel it the first time you asked me to meet you here, how I would eventually come to feel. I've always been very predictable. I knew that if I showed up that night, and kept doing so, I'd fall in love with you. I know myself." She paused. "And yet I brought myself anyways, like I couldn't help it, like it had to happen."
Thymestar felt the breeze between them, blowing through their fur as they stood together. "I've no doubts at all," he mewed, realizing it was true. "I'd like to tell the clan about us."
"You think any of them have already figured out?" Sweetberry mused.
"My sister probably has. She knows me like the back of her paw." Thymestar thought. "Besides her... I think we'll get some pretty lovely reactions."
"I look forward to it. Oh!" Sweetberry gasped. "The stars. Look, Thyme!"
Thymestar purred. This whole time, he'd been staring at her, but when he pulled his gaze away to peer at the stars, he found them glimmering so brightly, their song now a powerful, upbeat chorus, the tune and melody both being about love.
"Oh... they're happy. They're happy for us, my Sweet," Thymestar smiled.
The stars had always been the most important thing of his life. But now, it seemed, they had some competition. Despite this, they still gleamed for the new couple, and the beating in Thymestar's chest seemed to increase tenfold under their sheen.
Scene Two wrote:When Frostsight was an apprentice she witnessed a cat dying for the first time.
It was helpless. Not even the medicine cat could've helped this cat. They were a lone rouge, found dying near the Orbitclan border. They were weak, fur falling off their pelt in patches, eyes glazed over and heart beating slower than a snail.
There was opposition against taking the cat in. Whatever the rouge had, no cat knew if it was contagious. If it could kill.
But the medicine cat had a heart too big to ignore a cat in need. How often was it that a rouge came to a clan for help - just because they were suffering?
In the end, the cat did get to see a medicine cat, and they were allowed within Orbitclan's borders; but they had to be treated far from the camp.
Frostpaw's mentor at the time was Applewillow, a cat who shared one similarity with the clan's medicine cat: his heart was far too big. Her mentor had another fatal flaw about him: He expected the most of his languorous, indifferent apprentice.
"Frostpaw," he'd whispered to her. "Come with me. We're leaving," he paused carefully, "Don't tell anyone."
This was a bad sign to start off. Applewillow was a loyal warrior, and he'd never purposefully break the rules or disobey his leader - ever. But he spoke with such urgency Frostpaw felt obligated to go with him, and the pair successfully snuck out. Frostpaw noticed something wrong when, upon approaching the rock meadow, she smelled something rotten. Something heavy in the air. Something sick.
"What's-" The she-cat broke off with a gasp at the dying cat. It laid there on a bed of flowers, taking in shallow breaths. Pepperpaw, the fully trained-medicine cat without a full name yet, was tending to it by applying herbs, cobwebs to the cat's wounds.
"You're here," She mewed happily upon seeing Applewillow approach. She suddenly broke off when she saw he'd brought his apprentice. "Are you sure?" Was all she mewed.
"I'm sure. She'll help. I promise."
There he was, making promises he had no right to make. Frostpaw felt her stomach drop. Her fellow apprentices had been talking about this - a cat who was so sick, on the brink of death, taken in because Gorsestar had taken pity on her. The rouge couldn't be allowed in the clan's camp, but Pepperpaw could leave to treat the cat, take their pain away before they died.
"I - why are we here?" She asked of her mentor.
His green eyes softened. "You'll see. We wanted to give her a chance to see you, before she..." He made a wary face that said it all.
"Oh..." Was all Frostpaw could say.
"What's your name?" The cat asked. Her voice was broken, like shattered glass. She could barely lift her head up to look at Frostpaw.
"I-I'm," she looked to Pepperpaw for approval, who nodded; "I'm Frostpaw."
"Frostpaw," the rouge spoke, "I"m Bea."
Frostpaw shuffled her paws. She couldn't help it. "What's wrong with you, Bea?"
Bea smiled faintly. "Well, I'm... I'm dying."
It was quiet for a moment, between all four cats.
Frostpaw was made aware of Bea's heartbeat for the first time.
Slow, unsteady. Loud.
Badump. Badump. Badump.
"You're such a pretty girl, Frostpaw. Do you have any toms you like?" Bea asked.
Frostpaw flushed. She hadn't been asked this before.
"N-no." She said softly. "I don't, but... But I think that..." She trailed off. She felt so awkward, so stiff. She'd no idea what to say.
The cat infront of her was about to die.
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want too, but you know, your secrets will be safe with me."
Frostpaw looked around. Applewillow and Pepperpaw would listen, too, so no, they weren't.
"Do you two mind, then?" Bea said. Pepperpaw looked suprised. "Are you sure?" She asked.
Bea nodded the best she could.
"That would be fine, then." Applewillow touched a tail reassuringly to Frostpaw's shoulder, and then the two darted away.
"I was in love, once." Bea mewed slowly. "His name was Rake. I loved him like I loved the sun waking me up everymorning. He warmed me up like the sun, too. And he shone like it. LIke a million lightbulbs... Oh, you haven't even an idea what a lightbulb is, do you? I forgot you're a clancat. You know, I was always jealous of ya'll..."
Frostpaw bit her lip nervously. "You ever have kits?"
"I did. A little girl, named Snow. She was fully white, all over, just like her daddy, just like you. When Applewillow talked about his apprentice, he mentioned you were a white cat with pale blue eyes, and I asked to see you." She sucked in a breath. "You look... just like her."
Frostpaw's eyes welled with tears. All of this, all of it, was too sad. Too sad by far.
Badump, Badump.
"That mentor of yours... He sure talks alot, doesn't he?" Bea asked.
Frostpaw nodded, smiling slightly.
"But that cat... he's got the sweetest, kindest heart I've ever seen. He is pure joy, pure happiness. I've never met a cat..." She sucked in a breath, "Quite like him...!" She began to hitch her breathing, her heartbeat gradually increasing now. It scared Frostpaw stiff.
"What- what's going on!?" The young she asked.
"Frostpaw. You... you remember what I'll tell you? Cherish that cat, that Applewillow. And your medicine cat, too. They took me in... they showed a love I'd forgotten since my love died... I've finally seen it. Why clans are so important. And if you'll live in one, you'll remember this. These cats are your family. And you remember Bea told you that you show these cats all the love they've shown me, because it..."
BADUMP BADUMP BADUMP BADUMP BADUMP
"Applewillow! Pepperpaw!" Frostpaw cried.
"Because it matters."
It was silent.
When Frostsight was 24 moons old she witnessed a cat dying for a second time.
Dovepaw was a stupid apprentice. The kit ran her ears off with blatant, unuseful talk. The cat was
Stupid.
Why would you walk on thin ice like that?
Frostsight had been on a walk with Applewillow. Ever since she'd gotten her warrior name, her and her previous mentor had grown close, close enough to make other cats whisper unapprovingly. But Frostsight didn't mind, and this was surprising.
Because Applewillow was the kindest, sweetest cat she'd ever met. When she was with him, her heart went
Badump! Badump! Badump!
- out of control.
Today it was winter, and they walked on snow-covered ground; they were laughing together about something - what was it? When Dovepaw fell through.
Applewillow had one major flaw: He had a heart too big.
Because he raced into the hole without thinking. He caught the apprentice by the neck, saving his life in the process.
He fell onto the snow-covered ground, and he shook from the cold.
"Get Dovepaw to Pepperflare," he mewed out slowly, each word taking several tries to escape his mouth. "H-h... hurry."
Dovepaw was fine. He was standing on all fours, wet, but alive.
"Applewillow! I'm so sorry!" The young apprentice whined.
"Shut up! Go back to the camp, see Pepperflare, now! While your legs still work!" Frostsight snapped to him.
"You should be... F-frostsight."
Her name uttered out of the tom she loved's mouth made her tremble in despair, heart racing.
BadumpBadumpBadumpBadumpBadump
"Be nice to him. He's so young," the tom took in slow, pained breaths, like his lungs had frozen with no way to dethaw them.
"Applewillow," Frostsight moaned.
"Be nice to him... Be nice to everyone, it's-"
BadumpBadumpBadump
"it's important to me."
Badump... Badump... Badump.
Frostsight got back to camp after he died and slashed Dovepaw's face open with her claws, screaming.
"You killed him! You stupid, mouse-brained apprentice, walking on the ice like that, you KILLED him!"
She grew a hatred of the apprentice. It only grew as time went by and the clan was lost of Applewillow's face; his smile; his kind words. Whenever she saw Dovepaw, she scowled at him, making him hang his head in shame.
When Frostsight was 35 moons she watched a cat die for the third time.
Dovepaw's stomach was slashed open in a perilous battle.
Before he'd died, he'd told Frostsight one thing.
"I'm sorry. I"m stupid. I killed Applewillow." He took his last breath with his final words being, "I'm so sorry. Please forgive me."
He died never knowing if she would.
Frostsight hadn't listened to Bea.
She hadn't listened to her mate.
She had been cold and cruel to the apprentice to his death.
She would regret it forever.
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