dark river prideChoose a song, and write or draw an in-depth breakdown of how it applies to your lion and their life, story, relationship,ect . You can break it up by lines, sections, ectS7[1281/1000]four points Did I drive you away
Despite being calm on the outside, Russet is full of anxiety. She often fears that everyone she loves is going to leave her and she's extremely insecure about it. On top of that, she's very insecure about her appearance, often feeling like she's not as beautiful as the other lionesses.
I know what you'll say
Russet is always there for others, but not everyone is always there for her. Comforting people is never a two way street for her. She gives so much to others, but rarely ever gets anything back. As a cub, Russet craved attention and affection, but she rarely got it. She thought that if she opened her heart to others, she would receive love back, but that isn't always the case.
You say, oh, sing one we know
Russet's whole life revolved around empty promises from her father, who was rarely around. She became withdrawn and introverted because of the lack of attention growing up. Her mother died when she was a very young cub, so she grew up with her father only. The two were polar opposites.
But I promise you this
Russet never makes empty promises unlike her father. Her goal is to never break a promise, and to be better than him in every way possible. He always promised that he would take her out to hunt, or he would play a game with her. But then whenever she asked him to do the things he promised, he always brushed her off and put it back.
I'll always look out for you
Ever since she was young, Russet knew she could rely on Amaya. The two were each other's support. They were always looking out for each other. Whenever Russet was upset, Amaya was right by her side every step of the way. When Amaya was upset, Russet did the same. Russet was there for her when she was pregnant with her first litter.
That's what I'll do
Russet vowed to Amaya that she would never leave her side. The two have been inseparable all their lives, and neither of them plan on changing this. Even when they were just friends and not mates, the two never wanted to be apart. They both cared for each other so deeply.
I say oh
Russet often feels like everything she says goes over everyone's heads. She feels like she's speaking to the void, like no one is listening to her. She thinks that everything she says is stupid and is worthless. Russet often thinks that her opinion isn't valid, and that no one wants to listen to her talk.
I say oh
Russet feels like no one understands what she says. Because of this insecurity, she tends to keep her talking to a minimum. She doesn't want to annoy anyone either. She feels like she's a burden on everyone around her, especially Amaya. The calico lioness learned to bottle up and hide her emotions when she was younger.
My heart is yours
Russet is deeply in love with Amaya, and the thought of being with anyone else is unimaginable to her. Her heart belongs to Amaya, and it always will. Amaya is the only lioness that has never hurt Russet. Russet trusts her deeply, and cares about her more than she cares about anything else.
It's you that I hold on to
Russet goes to Amaya for support. Amaya is one of the only lions who ever gave Russet support and comfort back. Instead of bottling up her feelings like she did when she was young, she vents to Amaya. Amaya is always there to listen. If Russet needs a shoulder to cry on, Amaya will stop what she's doing immediately and comfort Russet.
That's what I do
Russet always needs constant reassurance, even if she doesn't like to admit it. She's very insecure on the inside, and always wants to make sure she's doing the right thing. She doesn't want to mess up, and she's a bit of a perfectionist sometimes. When she was younger, she was always trying to impress her father so he would pay attention to her.
And I know I was wrong
Russet often feels like every bad thing is her fault. As a young lioness, she often got into fights with her father, further distancing the two. In her older years, she now regrets not getting closer to him. Sometimes, Russet blames herself for his death, even though it was obviously not her fault. She feels guilty about not telling him she loved him before he died.
But I won't let you down
Russet swears to herself that she's never going to hurt Amaya, and that it's the last thing she'll do. She never wants to cause harm to the love of her life.
(Oh yeah, yeah, yes I will)
Despite never wanting to cause Amaya harm, Russet feels like she's always a burden to her mate. She gets frustrated with herself if she vents too much. She feels like she worries Amaya too much and stresses her out. Of course she doesn't, but that doesn't stop her from feeling this way.
I say oh
Amaya often tries to reassure Russet, but the calico lioness is so trapped in her insecurities that it's hard to pull her out of her thoughts and bring her to a stable mindset sometimes. Russet will get so trapped in her thoughts that she'll space out and begin to freak out.
I cry oh
Despite being able to open up to Amaya, Russet still finds it hard sometimes. She would rather bottle up her emotions and issues than bother Amaya and make her worry. Amaya is the most important lion to her, and she doesn't want her to worry about her. Amaya already has to worry about keeping the pride safe, and Russet feels as though she's just adding on to her mate's stressful life.
And I saw sparks
When Russet confessed her feelings to Amaya, she felt like there was a fire ignited deep in her soul. She had no idea how the other lioness would respond, especially since the two were childhood friends. Both love and anxiety filled the calico lioness, and she didn't want to damage the relationship between her and Amaya.
Yeah I saw sparks
Russet was beyond shocked when Amaya confessed that she had mutual feelings. The fire inside her soul grew and grew, thanks to Amaya's love. She thought she was dreaming at first. The lioness of her dreams had just confessed her mutual feelings of love to her. Was it real?
And I saw sparks
Russet feels like every day her love for Amaya grows more and more. She wants to spend every one of her waking moments with the queen, even though she's often busy. Russet plans to grow old with Amaya, and support her every single day. Russet is what keeps Amaya going some days.
Yeah I saw sparks
The best part of Russet's life was starting a family with Amaya. All her life she wanted to be a mother, and when she met Amaya, she wanted to form a family with the lioness. She promised to help Amaya raise her first litter, and she kept that promise. Then they had two more litters together with a surrogate father.
Sing it out
Amaya and Russet are attached at the hip. Russet's world revolves around Amaya and her happiness, and she couldn't ask for a better mate to be by her side until the end of the world. Amaya is so strong and happy because Russet is there to support her. Neither of them know what they would do without each other.