by caesou » Thu Oct 11, 2018 5:23 pm
okay.
where do i start?
so, let's start with this: i usually look into people's eyes when i talk to them
why? idk, to see the ~ emotion ~
also eyes are pretty as heck
also it's just amusing sometimes, because if i ever make a disgusting joke, the receiver will give me the "why did you just say that" gaze and it's the best
i usually see that gaze, or something joking and smirky and just. memey. when i look at your eyes
but. just. that one time.
yoUR SMILE????
your smile was so warm and so i went "okay let's look at their eyes" AND
OW
OW MY HEART
OW MY SOUL
OW EVERYTHING I ONCE HAD
I JUST
IDK BOUT YOU BUT I SAW LITERAL HEARTS IN THOSE EYES
YOU LOOKED SO HAPPY AND SO JUST
SOFT
AND
PURE
AND
SUGIFKDSGDFS
i still think about it a lot. even tho it happened pretty recently
like the fact that i got to see you be so happy? and the fact that you are this happy?
i just.
>inhale
>cry O W
y'know you'd expect me to die because it's me who was the one to make you happy but
that... idk, i always forget that fact
like i've always been like "be humble be humble be humble don't be self-centered"
etc
so
with that mindset, it's weird to acknowledge that hey, it was me who did something good to you. but it was, and that's the most surreal thing
>h e a v e
i don't even know anymore
i'm just
i feel blessed by your existence.
i want to see you feel so happy and so safe because that's the best feeling in the world
you deserve it. you deserve so much more
and god i love you so much.
i want you in my arms. hold me close, don't let go.
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hi, i'm caesou! (she/they)
demi-bisexual
i coded this myself!
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