Yes! I actually plan to finish the first draft of my novel, Caught In The Rain, this year. I have it planned out to nearly the very end, so now all I’ve got to do is, well, actually write :’)
ranger are you ready for this
Feeling a bit down today, so I decided to write all my feelings out >^^<
Do you ever feel like you’ve lost your purpose in life? Or even that you never had one in the first place? Well, in case you haven’t, though I’m sure everyone has more than once in their lives, it feels like this: An emptiness in your soul. A terrible fear that things will never get better and that you will wander around in the darkness forevermore. Do you ever daydream for hours on end because you’d rather not face your loneliness? You know, just lay around and think about things that don’t, that can’t, exist. About adventures or amazing heroes or people that are far better human beings than you are. Sometimes, you think about what it would be like if you weren’t such a terrible person. That maybe you would have more friends and get along with people better. That maybe you wouldn’t lay around so much and be such a burden. That you wouldn’t drag people down and act like a stuck up [snip] just because you’re in a bad mood or things don’t go your way. The great thing about daydreams is that you can control what happens, and that you can do whatever you please. It’s a form of escape from the repetitive droning of life. But when you finish daydreaming, you just can’t help but think about how much time you wasted away thinking about nonexistent situations, and that you could have been doing something productive that entire time. Daydreaming is a glorious and frustrating thing all at once. Sometimes, you may just think about yourself. Everyone throws pity parties, though some more often than others. You may think about why you have so much trouble making friends, or why you can’t talk to that person you’re really crushing on, or why you can’t just finish a project you started two years ago. You may think about what a lazy ass you are and how often you push people away or stomp on them because you a stubborn little [snip]. And you may wonder, how can you change that?