↪ 【 journal/random writings 】

[✦ nemuri]

i feel warm and bubbly yet anxious at the same time. why is.... why is he talking to me so much today? and all those anime related topics?
i mean, don't get me wrong, i'm super happy that we're talking. but,, it kinda feels. awkward. especially since we've never really talked outside of math class, and that's only because i bother him and steal his things and doodle on his paper all the time. it bothered me for whatever reason when he kept trying to tell me off, saying that he didn't want people shipping us together, but i guess. this is okay. since it's through private messaging.

ah. i hate you, adolescence.
now i want to play touhou thanks to him dammit

[✦ nemuri]

i dont know how to feel about honey roasted peanuts, of all things

but eyy i'm goin to universal studios next friday,,,,, i guess that's fun?

[✦ nemuri]

i-innes

he broke my pity rate
he freaking broke my pity rate of 4.00%
this damn archer broKE MY PITY RATE WHEN I WASN'T SUMMONING FOR HIM

ALL I WANTED WAS HINOKA ON A KINSHIN
NEXT GRAY ORB BETTER GIVE ME A HINOKA OR ELSE


edit: ajdsfihEIOJISODFJIOSDJFOIDF THAT GRAY ORB WAS A MATTHEW
GET AWAY
FROM ME
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
cmon all i want is for hinoka and shigure to come home :((((

[✦ nemuri]

i kind of,,, want to change my username but ????? i've had it for so long and basically //all// my friends here know me as kaede or kae and hhghghn
i still like the username, but i also want some sort of new change. i guess

[✦ nemuri]

i am cold and very wet. i'm never getting on a water ride at an amusement park ever again, let alone the ones at universal studios

seriously i'm freezing and completely soaked, and if i do not get sick tomorrow i will be very, very very surprised

[✦ nemuri]

im just. very cold and tired all of a sudden
last night was really scary. being alone is scary.
i just really want to sleep and never wake up again

stress stress stress stress strESS STRESS
why am i even stressing out smh
i dunno, i just feel kinda sad at the moment

[✦ nemuri]

..... i can't believe this
why is the schoolbus still not here it's late for almost half an hour now

if the bus isn't here in 3 (three) minutes, i'm going home

[✦ nemuri]

i dont know why im feeling like this

its summer now. winter is my time to be all sad and sullen, not summer for heck's sake
pfffbft actually it might just because i'm really sleep-deprived, now that i think about it

i mean, i would sleep earlier but ??????? shokugeki no soma ??????????? i dunno why i haven't watched it earlier and uh i started playing mystic messenger again and god knows why the mysmes boys + jaehee always tells me to sleep early whEN THE CHATROOMS alWAYS open at 1 am and 3 am
i usually do the 1 am chatrooms, but i'm not staying up till 3. that's gonna be a disaster

[✦ nemuri]

n-neru's voice is so smooth and nice to listen to ???? so glad i joined the livestream, even though my understanding in japanese is. not good. i think he also answered one of my questions, so that's p damn cool

[✦ nemuri]

a lot of the coppas on this site are ??? so hecking nice ????????? wow