Just another letter you'll never receive

[certified]

I have a lot of these. And I love writing, so I'm inviting any and all of you to do the same. For all of you who go through the rough, have built up emotions you've never let out, anything.. Here is where you can post a letter to someone they'd never receive. Feel free to post more than once. Because I probably will. Here's to us. Here's to they letters they won't ever see.

[venteux]

thanks for making this <3



I love you and I miss you and I wish this didn't have to happen to you.

[certified]

What hurts.. is you left me alone and I still want you.
You did and turned into everything you said you wouldn't.. But I didn't leave.. I stayed and bit my tongue.
Soon, you gave me your child and more than ever I needed you... But you wanted drugs and alcohol...
You ended up choosing all of that over me... So I made the hardest decision in my life and I left... I finally shut the door you left so widely open.. And it hurt.. It still does.
Each day.. I see your name.. photos of and with you.. And my heart aches a little more.. No matter how horrible I felt during our fights or your moments/days of stupidity... I still want to be with you... I still want to feel you against me.. I still want to lay with you, cuddle with you.. hold your hand and kiss your lips.. Laugh and enjoy your presence.. admire your handsome qualities.. Stare at you in awe, wondering how I was even able to get you.. I still want you.. Even after everything..
But what hurts even more... Is you still don't try to fix things. You continue doing what caused us to fall apart...
What hurts the most.. is you are killing me and I still want you. You are my death and I will never know the ending.

[sparrow;]

Hi, I don't mean to act like a mod but a thread like this already exists:

here