
-----Times come to me sometimes when I look at my computer screen and I almost wonder how I have wasted my life here. Then there are the days when I actually get out of my stuffy apartment, and I regret it. How can someone like me go on like this?
-----My life might not be the ideal situation for someone my age, but oh well- so be it. I moved out when I was 19, to this small apartment in the city. My parents were abusive and I found that being online helped me- a lot. I met new friends, and we chatted for hours! I knew about personal safety, and I never gave out personal information but I still talked a lot!
-----I also met someone very special. My girlfriend... well, for all I know "she" could be some creeper but I trust her! I feel like she really is. Who else would stay talkative with someone like me- for 2 years other than my perfect match? No one. To me, online is like an escape... I know a lot of people say that, but for me I think it is honestly true! I could lock myself in my room for hours and hours getting away from my parents, and the rest of the world.
-----Since moving out, I have gotten a job, and my own place. Except, my job is testing video games online, and my "place" is a ratty old apartment, but hey, I don't need anything fancy. I do like my job a lot, I get to get video games before anyone else, and experience cool glitches. None of the games beat my current online world, but they are all really awesome- and I usually get a free copy for testing it.