Mindless Romantic Rambles *feedback, critiques, ect.*

[Cadin Araceli]

Why can't I think about anything else? There is so much I could be thinking about, focusing on, but I can't. No fully. Usually there are times I am not thinking about anything I have become attached to, but not now. And it's kinda a bad thing because I feel like I am moving too fast, being too "stupid teen girl hormones." Then again, if I only thought of them when I was around them or when I forced myself to, I would doubt myself, which is never a good thing. I wonder how much they think of me...probably no where near as much, and that's OK. Probably more healthy. Of course, no one ever tells you what love is supposed to feel like.

I think love is thinking about someone 24/7, even when you have so many other things to be focusing on. Love is thinking of that person when you wake up, and the last thing on your mind at night. Love is wishing to be around someone always, just to hold their hand, or see their face. Love is accepting someone and wishing that they become everything they want to be. Seeing that person brings so much joy to your day that anything bad that has happened goes away. You share everything with them, even though you fear they will reject you, simply because you want them to know you trust them. Everyday is filled with the fear of them leaving you....and bringing your whole world to a stop.

Of course, I would be completely wrong. Love could be nothing more then wanting that person to share a cup of coffee with you every morning. Or maybe love is wanting to through someone onto your bed. But no one ever tells you.
I wish someone would. Then maybe I would know for certain. Then I could say and know for sure that I love you.