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[Qiokkabee]

Same here. Jawed. Why you be so shy? ;w;

[jinixe]

If what I read in the character profiles is true, Jared needs to get in the game! Lol. Joke.

Hared's jut shy haha but the next chapter will be interesting....

Oh no. Im scared... 0_0

Same -dies-

[*Blackberry*]

I just read the chapter X3 So awesome!!! I wonder who will like Astrella XD

[I n f i n i t y]

Oooh dear.....this is too awesome

*faints from over-exposure to pure awesomeness*

[natures-daughter]

The motel room was had two very small beds which could only fit one person and a pull out bed from the couch. Jared had already figured out sleeping arrangements. Raleigh and I would sleep in the two small beds and Derek and Jared would sleep on the couch bed. Derek said he would rather sleep in the bath tub then share a bed with him but Jared got him to settle for it.
I quickly changed into an outfit a little more fit to sleep in and pinned my hair up in a bun after brushing it out. It was a mess after everything that happened today. I sighed slightly and glanced down at the pocket knife Derek gave me. With everything that had happened today and just looking at the sliver blade was so tempting. I used to cut when I was fourteen but Dalila made sure that I stopped. I felt emotionally drained at the moment and I was aching to just do it. I knew better though, I snapped out of whatever daze I was in and closed the pocket knife and threw it into my bag. I stared into the mirror and pursed my lips before leaving.
Derek and Jared seemed to be busy on their phones and Raleigh was fast asleep. Jared must have noticed how stressed out I looked and raised an eye brow at me. I looked away and crawled into bed and shut off the lights.
"Hey! I'm not tired yet!" Derek complained loudly.
"Go to bed!" I yelled back at him as he he were a five year old. Derek was taken a back by my harshness and must have gotten a little defensive. He turned back in the lights but I turned them off again then he turned them on again. This went on for fifteen minutes before Jared got fed up and just took the light bulb from the light.
"You two act like a couple of five year olds!" He grumbled angrily. I grinned triumphantly at Derek threw the darkness and lay back down.
Hours passed and I knew I wasn't sleeping anytime soon. As far as I knew everyone else was sleeping. I sat up lazily and rubbed my face, glad I wasn't wearing any make up or it would smear all over.
"Can't sleep either?" A sudden voice startled me and I looked in its owners direction instantly. I relaxed seeing Jared sitting up, looking at me.
"Yeah, I guess I'm just still wired after what happened today." I murmured, but that wasn't the only reason I couldn't sleep. My mind wouldn't stop thinking about all kinds of different things. The kiss with Derek the night before we left, being kidnapped, Violet dying. I still had nightmares about running into save her but she died. Sometimes it had different outcomes. Sometimes I could die throwing her out the door, others we both got crushed under the rubble. Jared's voice snapped me back to the conversation.
"Yeah, me too. Mind if I sit next to you? Derek's taking up the whole bed. I nodded and patted a spot next to me. Jared stood and sat next to me, leaning against the head board.
"You know you're safe, right? The three if us aren't going to let anyone hurt you." Jared promised, his voice a small whisper now. I hesitated before saying anything then looked at him.
"But what I die? What happened to you?" I asked him softly. Jared said nothing for awhile and sighed.
"If you don't make it to the academy for some reason, they will kick us out because they say to useless only to have three hybrids" Jared said quietly. I stayed silent as well and stared at my sheets. "But, you're here now . You can be in the safety of the academy and then we'll all be able to stop worrying." Jared looked right into my eyes and I stared back. Jared hesitated a moment before pressing his lips softly against mine. Shock over came me and I looked down so my lips were no longer against his.
"Is now a bad time to tell you I've had a huge crush on you since last year." Jared murmured , looking down at me, I felt his cool breath against the top of my head. I nodded a little and looked away.
"I'm sorry, I know you kind of have a thing for Derek and-" Jared started before I cut him off.
"Who said I had a 'thing' for anyone?" I asked him, I didn't have a 'thing' for Derek. No one knew about that kiss, no one knew about us sleeping in the same bed, no one knew about that hug in the hospital. No one but me and Derek.
"Well, I asked him if he's think you'd liked me but he said you to were together." Jared said in a small voice, I didn't have time to feel bad for tiring him down like that before I was furious at Derek. I jumped off my bed and onto Derek's, angrily kicking him off the bed. Derek landed on the ground with a thud and jumped right back up with a knife in his hand. He raised it but lowered it when he saw me then slightly raised it again when he saw the anger in my eyes.
"What the hell was that?" Derek yelled at me.
"Who told you we were together?" I questioned, my voiced raised and I still stood on the bed. Derek seemed a little confused then I could tell he knew I what I was talking about.
"But the kiss! How could that not mean anything?" Derek yelled back at me.
"It didn't mean anything at all! You took advantage of the f*cked up state I was in." I screamed at him, he kept making up excuses and I wasn't going to let people think I had feelings for him. That was the last thing I needed now. Derek looked a little hurt but quickly hid it.
"But you kissed me back!" Derek spat out at me. I hesitated a moment and stared back at him.
"I needed something to hold onto, now I don't need anything anymore. Now I suggest you either drive me back to Maine or I will walk there myself." I threatened, obviously aggravated.
"No way! You're goin to the academy like it or not." He must have thought I was kidding because he was running after me cursing when I grabbed my bags and was walking toward the door.
"Astella! Don't you dare walk out that door!" I ignored him as he tripped over the couch bed and opened the door, taking one step outside.
"I dare!" I screamed back, walking down the corridor that lead to the stairs. The chilly night air hit me like a brick to the head and I had to pull my sweaters tight over my tank top. I nearly made it to the stairs when Derek ran out of the room in only his sweat pants. I glanced over at him and burst I to a run, rushing down the stairs into the parking lot. I made it as far as the main road before Derek caught up to me and grabbed my waist roughly and throwing me over his shoulder with no effort. I dropped my bags on the ground and pounded my fists on his bare back as hard as I could but it had no affect on him. Number one priority for me, start lifting weights.
"Let me go!" I yelled out, struggling against his grip on my waist.
"Be quiet! People will think you're being kidnapped or something." Derek hushed me.
"I am!" I yelled out again, continuing to stubble and hit his back as hard as I could. Derek carried me to the motel again and opened the door, warmth sweeping over me. Raleigh was wide awake laughing so hard that I thought she might have a heart attack.
"Jared, can you get Astella's bags?" Derek asked, grabbing a pillow and blanket from his bed. I gave up hitting him now that we were in the room and narrowed my eyes as he walked toward the bathroom. Derek dropped me in the bathroom floor and threw the blanket and pillow on top of me.
"Maybe in the morning you'll change your mind." Derek gave me a cheeky smile and shut the door, locking it behind him. I shot up and kicked at the door to get someone's attention.
"Derek, let me out of here!" I said as calmly as I could, no answer.
"Derek! Let me out!" I yelled again, there was a small moment I could just hear Raleigh's giggles.
"So you can run out again? No, you wouldn't survive out there alone." I could hear the hurt and anger in his voice. I leaned against the door, pealing the paint off of it. I said nothing and just sank to the floor, staring at the ceiling and shut off the light, listening.
"Where do you want me to put her stuff?" Jared's voice came up and the door slammed shut.
"Wherever, just somewhere we don't forget it in the morning." Derek answered him, I heard the creaking of bed springs and guessed Derek had slipped back into bed.
"Wow, who knew just one girl can cause so much trouble." Raleigh opened her big mouth, narrowed my eyes and pressed my ear against the door.
"Astella's always been like that. Doesn't take crap from anyone." Derek replied. I looked up and saw the key hole. I peaked through and saw Raleigh sitting up in her bed, looking at Derek who was laying down now. Jared had gone outside again for some reason.
"You need someone who won't play around." Raleigh crawled over to the edge of her bed and slid off, slowly sweeping over to Derek. Derek sat up and rested on his arms.
"What do you mean?" He asked her as she sat down on his bed. I felt my chest tense up as I watched them
"You know, someone who won't be a total b*tch to you." Before Derek had time to say anything she placed her hands on his bare chest and pressed her lips against his. A few tears slipped down my cheeks but I quickly wiped them away and grabbe my phone, quickly plugging in my headphone and putting them in my ears. I turned the volume all the way up and listened to King For a Day by Pierce the Veil. I lay down in the bath tub, laying down on the pillow and pulling the blanket over my head. I wanted this night to be finished.

[Flower446 & ST]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............................
*chokes Raleigh*
*Cries* Nooo... Derek!!!!

[I n f i n i t y]

Oh my goodness....I hate Raleigh!!! I HATE HER!!!! Oh my goodness I am crying

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*sobs*

[Qiokkabee]

O my gosh, I nearly screamed ;.;

[DoctorWhoCrazy]

*Kicks reliegh in the shin*
Die reliegh! And Derek, how could you lock her in the bathroom? And you Jared? I'm surrounded by traitors!

[*Blackberry*]

I would prefer Derek and Astrella to be together >:( AWESOME CHAPTER!!!!