Free Writing (not a story just a paragraph about life and wh

[Fox_Hunter]

Note: Not a story it is just free writing
It's a paragraph of things I've felt at times

Wanting it to end before it begins. Scared to let you in. Scared to get hurt by you like the others. I know you care, and I know you don't want to hurt me, but you're to good for me. So I'm scared, scared to lose you. Scared to love you. Will you treat me the same after I let you in? Will you never let me go if I let you hold me? I wonder these things day and night. Wondering, just wondering if I should believe the sweet words you tell, believe in the feelings you have for me? Forgive me if I can't yet. Forgive me if I can't accept things yet. Just know I'll try, try to learn to let you in, try to make things right again. Try to love you the way you love me. Forever and always, with you, always together. I Love You...

P.S: First time posting anything. If you have any comments feel free to share. I wrote this cause I wanted to get something out, never thought of posting it somewhere, but now I have and enjoy!!