Insanity and Demise

[HellyBoo]

Welcome to my newest story, Insanity and Demise.

First I will write a Index to give you the chapter name, number, Page Number and any warnings about the chapter, Due to the story being all about Assasin Wolves there will be some blood so if there is anything major I will let you know. Thanks,

|Miss Nightmare|


Chapter one(1) - My Vanished joy - Page one(1) - Warning of Blood towards the end of the chapter, Nothing to bad.
Chapter two(2) - One Dream - Page one(1) - Hints of blood but nothing really.

[HellyBoo]

My Vanished Joy

Chapter one
“There are no foreign lands. It is the traveler only who is foreign.” – Robert Louis Stevenson

I stood at the door and looked in, my heart pounding a thousand miles an hour as I watched heaps of other people walking through the door and I stood, not even game to move forward. I shouldn’t have been scared but I was honestly terrified.

I looked over my shoulder at the rest of them all, as they waited for me to move and I took a deep breath and walked into the crowd of people and down the tunnel, not closing my eyes despite how much I wanted to. My eyes stayed ahead of me as I walked down the lit tunnel and I stepped up onto the plane with a sigh and I moved to my assigned seat.

I was lucky because I had a window seat and that made me a feel a little better. I closed my eyes and sat down before I was greeted by another person who sat next to me. I looked at her and nodded my head with a hello before going back to closed eyes. I opened them again and looked out the window and saw the other planes around the place and saw one taking off and I quickly shut them again. This was the trip I had been waiting for, for so long I have wanted to take this one plane home.

I have been in Australia for so long due to a training program my father signed me up for. I didn’t mind the idea of the program as I have wanted to travel for so long and now I was finally to return to my home and my family. I kept my eyes closed as I felt the plane take off from the airport and my stomach shifted and moved, making me uncomfortable where I was so I opened my eyes and looked around the plane; ignore noises and just taking in things. There were old people, young children and those in between.

I was nervous to return home but I was also happy to be going back to those I love. My family. My friends. My pack. They were all back at home and I didn’t know if I was happy to be returning or sad to be leaving. I had made new friends and my host pack was lovely and kind to me but I honestly just wanted to return to my own family.

My eyes stayed closed as I thought about those that I have missed and those that I really haven’t at all. My little sister, Addison, was the one I really truly missed. She was 2 when I left and would now be 10. I felt sorry for her as everyone in the pack did. She was a paraplegic since birth and when she was just 6 months our mother died to protect the pack. I was her guardian and protector before I left.

I also missed Amara, the packs only surviving elder. She was amazing and I would spend hours listening to stories and help her explain things to the younger members. Being as old as she was she was forever stuck as a human, although she didn’t honestly mind the fact.

I loved my whole pack and I loved where we lived in the open forest, not worried about hunters too much although we were always careful what we did when it came to the poachers. They loved to toy with us. I just relaxed my head back and kept my eyes closed as I felt the plane take off and before I know myself what was happening I was asleep.

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I woke as the plane came to a shuttering landing and I began to freak out as I could hear the bolts and screws rattling like the whole thing was falling apart and at the moment I swore that it would be my last trip in anything that could fly. I let everyone in the plane move out while I gathered my stuff up and watched those that left. They all looked fine with being on a plane but still I was shaking, hating it more than anything.

As everyone exited, I stood from my spot and walked out and when my feet hit the ground I smiled and began walking to the airport. No one was coming to get me from the airport and I didn’t mind, I would take a taxi or even just walk as it was early enough for me to make it home by lunch wether I walked or got a lift.

I walked to a shop first and brought a drink for myself first. I sipped it as I walked out of the airport and began on my walk home, the cup gripped lightly in my hand as I made my pace steady, not rushing myself or pushing the limit.

When I hit the forestry I had finished my drink and had already put the cup into a rubbish bin and I took off at a steady jog, taking in my surroundings, missing my home town more than anything in the world and at this point of time I was enjoying the fact of seeing my pack again, being able to hug my sister and talk to the others.

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I saw our pack house after only 2 hours on and off jogging, taking my time and focusing on the scenery I had once always been able to see. I entered the house and looked around to find it the same mess it always use to be and no one home. Our pack was smart and hunted during the day as the hunters were always out at night.

So I put down the bag I did pack, which was only tiny, and began to walk outside, towards our packs hunting ground, shifting into my wolf before I reached anywhere near it. The elk seemed to be able to smell and fear the humans but as wolves we were often never noticed but any other wild animal that lived in the forest around our territory. My paws padded along the ground as I trotted out into the open and was startled back.

The sun seem to shine down on it, it shined harder than it had ever done and it was just to show me. And I saw it all in front of my eyes. The suns light making it glisten and sparkle. It made the blood on the grass shine like never before. It made the wolves that lay dead on the flood glow as if god was shining it straight to them and I made me sick straight away.

The whole pack lay blood soaked and still on the ground and the elk were nowhere to be seen. There was no way that this was the work of the elk as there were teeth marks all of the wolves. This was the work of another pack but what pack would do this. Our pack had no enemies and no one wanted the land cause of the small size so it confused me why anyone would attempt to ever take over this place.

My stomach turned and twisted as the stench of blood flooded my nose and I felt like I was going to be sick and there wasn’t anything I could do. My eyes were seeing everything clearly but my mind kept telling me I was still asleep on the plane or maybe I had passed out on my bed at home. It was horrid but I couldn’t turn around as I waited for one of the members to move, to be alive in the murderous mess that surrounded me.

Something moved and I moved quickly with it, lowering myself as I looked out at the figure that moved and I widened my eyes as I took a closer look, It wasn’t any of the pack members I knew but there it stood, a large wolf that had bright amber that glowered at me and I began to freak and moved back away but before I could move to far back I was attacked, pinned to the ground by the wolf before I was attacked. I felt my blood flowing from my body as the wolf sunk its teeth into my neck, her sharp canines ripping my flesh and fur as I struggled under the wolf’s body and she growled, pinning me harder underneath her weight.

Then I felt the life suck from me as she let go of my neck, causing the blood to flow out more than before. There it was and I knew it, I was dying with my pack. I turned my head and looked over at my little sister as she lay dead beside me, my blood fogged eyes taking her in and I stretched myself out and nudged my sister with my wet muzzle and I closed my eyes and let the world slip away from me. I could still smell it all as my mind went numb and my body lost all feeling, my eyes fluttered open once more and I saw several humans standing around, most that their eyes on me and then I gave a low growl before my eyes forced themselves shut.

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Thanks for reading! This is the first chapter to Insanity and Demise.

|Miss Nightmare|

[HellyBoo]

{ - One Dream - }

Chapter Two
Dreams are real while they last -- can we say more of life? ~Havelock Ellis

There I was standing in a large meadow as the sun pounded down against the free flowing grass that swayed with the wind that gently blew over the land. I loved the wind as it blew through my hair, blowing my burgundy hair about, the strands sticking to my face. I wiped my face and looked at the blood on my fingers and I closed my eyes, trying to open them again but my mind had long since just sealed them shut.

It was the sound of playful giggles that forced my eyes to unstick and I caught hold for her before I saw anything else around. There stood little Addy, a tennis ball in her hand as she readied herself to throw it as hard as she could and I smile. This was always what she would do in her free time and it was always mine duty to watch her.

I wasn’t worried that I had the smell of blood still lingering around I was just content in watching my sister play, My mind thought of going over but I didn’t know if this was me or not. Or was I just watching it back, my mind choosing to play back this memory to me but I wasn’t bothered, I was more than happy to watch, although I knew it wasn’t real, I knew she was truly dead.

Then I began to question myself. Was I dead and this was the reason I was seeing this. I was always told you had flash backs before you truly died, This was the flashbacks I was seeing. This was my death vision but I just watched with a smile on my face, ‘I will die happy.’ I said in my head and I wanted to cry but my eyes weren’t letting me, tears unable to fall down my cheek.

Addison turned and laughed at me, She was smiling and playing like nothing had ever happened, we were back to a time where I hadn’t left and none of what had happened was even in her mind. As I watched Addison I had this sharp pain and I screamed, gripping my hands, wanting to stay her.



Then everything was black and I was empty except for the voices that echoed and carried on in my head like they never left. Maybe it was truly a dream, maybe the pack was waking me up. I forced my eyes open and they stung in a pang of pain before I looked at the first thing I saw. A perfectly white roof that had nothing on it and I shut them again.

The voices stopped and were suddenly silent and I kept my eyes closed before I growled and tried to move, finding my body must have been pinned down or I was too weak. There was then speaking again but it was all muttered except of one thing, “What now, Light?”

“Everyone shut up!” A rough voice growled and I shivered in my spot, terrified to open my eyes. The voice had a touch of feminine mixed in. It was amazing how everyone just stopped and there was complete silence throughout the room, Breathing was the only heard noise. I heard the movement of the people move. Humans.

They were wolves like me. It wasn’t common for wolves to also be Anthro but it wasn’t impossible. I thought that our pack was the only one around like it but these wolves were too., I could smell their human sides and it was unbelievable how strong they were at this time.

“Everyone out,” The same voice said a little softer and calmer than before but it was still growled and rough but it also seemed a lot closer this time, I heard feet shuffle and a door swing shut as the movement stopped but I still wasn’t game to open my eyes, my mind telling me I still wasn’t safe where I was. “What are we doing now?” She spoke again and she was really close to me now. Was she gunna try and kill me?

“We will test her. She is the only one to fight back against Darcy so she must have something there,” A rougher voice spoke and I heard nothing else but silence for a few minutes, “Put her in the Game map.”

I was grabbed and I growled and moved from her before gasping as a splitting pain raced up my side, digging and ripping through my ribs, making moving again a nightmare in my mind but I knew I had to keep trying. Leaving was my only luck. But she laughed which moved my eyes to her and I took her in.

She had this slim figure that was wrapped by a plain white t-shirt and a pair of jeans, both of which were covered in a layer of blood and I gagged at the site, the smell of the blood of my pack fixing my nose. Her long silvery hair stuck against her face, the blood holding it in place. She had a perfect look to her and I knew that she was going to be faster than me at this time.

She gave a chuckle as she looked at me and moved again, causing me to flinch back and a hiss of pain escaped my lips, not allowing me to move again. “My my, Miss Arianara tiger lily saintclaire has quite a fighting spirit. Ripped to shreds and she still thinks she has any chance here.” She stopped and gave a laughed again, “The pack would love to eat you at the moment. They would crush you under a paw.”

I snarled, gasping for air at the same time, my lungs stinging for the air that my body was begging for. I felt the little blood I had in my body rush to my head, making my head throb from pain and discomfort. Here I was, face to face with a human that looked capable and more than happy to kill me.

I stood up and bit my lip to hide the pain that my body was going through but I still did what I had to and as I stood I face her, my heart pounding as I watched the girl and she simply just laughed again as she stepped closer and my body didn’t move.

I wasn’t sure if she was about to jump and kill me but before she could move I fell to the ground, my body sending a pain to my mind which forced me to scream as I balled myself up, making my body stop moving as I did and I let my breathing steady.

“Maybe if you sit still it wont hurt. We aren’t here to kill you unless you make us. It will be easier on yourself if you trust us,” She said softly, losing her rough tone fully for that moment and it was as if she had changed completely in that short time. I gave her a growl, not moving enough to cause myself any pain.

“You are too useful for us to kill you,” Someone else said in a rough voice and it made me wonder why they all had such scary voices, they were all deep. But I wasn’t going to move to ask a stupid question like that. I had my eyes shut and tried to think about something else, trying to push myself from this world and into another one.

I don’t know what it was but I opened my eyes and looked at her and suddenly everything was numb as I saw her crystal blue eyes glow before my world went blank again, as if death rolling over me one more time on this long night.