Jar of Hearts•Hetalia oc

[pappuppy]

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I sit on the porch, staring into a photo of the one I once loved. The edges are torn and browning with age. And soon the picture of a young man was distorted when a drop of water fell onto it. I knew, as more hot tears rolled down my cheeks, that it was better for me. But my heart created a deep crevice within me. He had made a hole that I simply could never even attempt to fill. 

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time


I walk to my older brother, Spain, and plaster a smile onto my lips. I can tell by his flickering green eyes, that he notices me losing weight. He must know, that ever since that break uo I've changed. I've lost a life that I once had and now I was simply walking this Earth with no want to live. 

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

But then I start hearing rumors and secrets. I figured out what you did behind my back. How many other girls you've been with. Was I just another pawn in your game?! I run ro my brother and I cry for hours. I tell him about how YOU have the nerve to come back for me. Even after I denied you continued to pester me. 

((woill edit and finish!))

This is based on my oc Hetalia Ccharrie Allison, Isle of Solshii. I would higly appreciate critizing and yes. I don't own the song Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri.