Chronicles of an Aspirant Buccaneer

[Toy Cutty]

Remarks on August 4th___Weather: Fair__ Wind: S 10knots__ Barometer: 29.93__ Visibility: 10 miles__ Temp: High 105F, Low 82F
Distance Travel: None

__I genially can't remember yesterday at all. Is my life that boring that I actually didn't do anything or I completely forgot the day?
__Did painting today while Sister went swimming.
__Went to the doctor this morning, I'm very proud I didn't cry like I did last time, meeting new people makes me very shy and uncomfortable. Said the knot was just a infected spot. I hope he is right, I really don't want it to be a spider bite. The doctor gave me a plan to get better.
__Someone asked me today, "Cutty, what is something that makes you happy?" I had to pause I was so stumped by the question and I didn't have an answer. I don't think I do. What does make me happy? I told her Daydreaming, but she looked at me strange as if that wasn't a suitable answer. I agree it's not a suitable answer.

__What makes me happy?
__What makes me smile?
__What brings me joy?
__...Why can't I think of anything? Why?