Fae wrote:I... look funny. I've been told that for a long, long time. Even my mom would tell me that, too! I didn't look like her, or dad, or my sister.. they thought it was weird. But they didn't mind, really! Honest! They're my family, how could they? Just because they're bright, and the colors of flowers, it doesn't mean I have to be too! Mom, dad, and even big sis loved me anyway, I know it. And they still do. No matter what anyone may tell you!
I'm pretty big, but honest, I'm still as happy go lucky as I used to be!
Oh, whoops! I got a little distracted, haha! I'll get back on track now, pinky promise!
You wanted to know about one time I was disappointed? Like I was the actual one being disappointed, or the disappointment? Hmm... well that's a really hard question! But I've got an answer for you, and I bet it will suit you just fine.
You may have noticed, though I talked about my family, you don't see them around... I'm going to tell you why.
My family and I, we're nomads. As long as I can remember, we were always moving around, and our home was wherever we made it! See, home isn't necessarily a place, it's just what you love most. As long as you have that, you're home. The first place I remembered living was a swamp. Mum, dad, and sis all stuck out there, but I just blended right in! But my family didn't like it, so we had to move on out. It didn't bother me though, and I loved the forest we ended up at next! It was teeming with wildlife, and there was always an adventure around, so I was never lonely even when my family went out foraging. Someone had to stay and watch the place we'd sleep, after all. I made a friend there, and hopefully I meet him again someday... it was sad when we had to move. But there's no way I won't see him again, I know we were destined to be true friends.
The final place we moved to is where you found me now, in this huuuuge field! There aren't many flowers here, so it wasn't quite what my family was looking for, but the grass is so tall we can easily hide, so it's never bothered us. When we got here, my family thought this was a great place to stay, and I immediately added it to my home- after all, I was with my family, and there was always some food to forage for, what more could I ask for? Still, my family was determined to find the perfect meadow for them, though they didn't want to lose this field. Mom and Dad came up with a plan. They'd take sis, and go look for the meadow, while I'd stay here.
This is where I talk about the disappointment... it was about a month after they left. I was doing fine, like I said, there's a lot of food here, seeds and the like, for foraging. But... I had the thought that they weren't coming back.. I've never been more disappointed... I'm terrible, aren't I? Thinking my family, my home, wouldn't come back, I was ashamed and disappointed in myself the moment I had the thought. Of course they're coming back for me!
It's been about a year now... but I know they're coming back. They have to...
We're family.