username: cyberdragon725
name: Trisha
gender: Female

Trisha is a plumerian who seems to stand out from the rest. A dreamer, a teacher, and a guide, she's known by many names throughout the world. Though the last of her species within the world, she seems to always smile, staying kind and optimistic through even the most grave of situations. She's level-headed, having a wisdom that comes from ages of experience, especially a wisdom of the stars. Trisha understands that the world isn't perfect, there's a darkness in every creatures galaxy, yet she claims that it's not the situation which forms good or bad. It's the outlook. Those who keep a happy outlook on life are more likely to live a happy life, not because they stay sheltered from the pain, but because they stay grateful for the pain. She believes each mistake or heartache holds a lesson, one she's always willing to learn and discover as she hopes to teach these lessons to the rising generations. Trisha is not a loud plumerian though. Despite her passion for learning and love of adventure, she's actually rather quiet and reserved. She's a good listener, always searching to understand the reasons behind actions or to gain the truth from all sides of a situation. In general, Trisha is seen as a mother figure to many, always willing to lend a helping hand or to listen to an issue and always willing to
do so without complaint yet with a pep in
her step and a delight in assisting those she cares for.
As a young plumerian, Trisha was a lot different. Slightly reckless and ignorant of the world, she always made herself busy. She was a perfectionist and rarely found herself hiding her opinion. She greatly valued honesty, and she still does, however, she used to take it to a point where her words would seem nearly cruel if used at the wrong time. She was always wandering, traveling in an effort to learn all that she can about the world and the many species and creatures within it. She still carries with her a bit of this wanderlust, and more specifically, this love of discovery. Then came the fall of the plumerians and with it, she found herself falling silent. She fell to her own isolation, closing herself off from the world once she realized that she was the last plumerian on this planet. She learned how to change her opinion, however, learning to keep her head high. Once she found herself, she claimed her position in the celestial library, promising to assist in recording all of the knowledge within the world.
As time has passed and the ages continue, Trisha has become more reserved. She's chosen to stand down from her previous positions, hoping to allow the current generations of rising librarians to take her place. Yet, she does not allow this to bother her. She understands that the world has changed and it no longer needs her to continue her works. Instead, she chooses to look to the future, embracing the rising youth and using her previous mistakes as lessons to those young. She tries to ensure that they will not make the same foolish mistakes she made within her own youth and in return, they offer her a new outlook on the world. One full of hope and innocence that refreshes her spirit and leaves her with a soft and proud smile stretching across her face.
Overall, Trisha is a plumerian who fights to make an impact in the world, not through herself but through the energy of the rising generation. She does have regrets, many focused on her opinions and self-isolation while other plumerians roamed the planet.
Instead of allowing these regrets to rot, she has learned to value her relationships, always taking each bond formed and protecting it with a nearly uncharacteristic ferocity. Still, if you manage to find yourself within her list of VIP's, you will not be sorry. She does have slight separation anxiety and despises' being left alone for extended periods of time. Instead, she enjoys simply being around others, not necessarily speaking often but always aware of the conversation. Her gentle, motherly, and loving persona is something that differentiates herself from the general population, for even after facing the fall of her nation she has managed to stand tall, understanding that what happened was not anyone's fault.
I'm tired of waking up in tears
'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears
I'm new to this grief I can't explain
But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then
"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
I'm sick of the past I can't erase
A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace
The mountain of things I still regret
Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home